Conversation Between Crystal Berry and xVaporeonx
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  1. Crystal Berry
    October 23rd, 2015 1:29 PM
    Crystal Berry
    Ahh, That's good :)
  2. xVaporeonx
    October 22nd, 2015 7:38 PM
    xVaporeonx
    I am going to get back into rebounding. That seemed to help without making my neck issues worse. And it is actually fun to bounce. haha
  3. Crystal Berry
    October 20th, 2015 8:17 PM
    Crystal Berry
    Aww =( well I hope one day you really figure out how to completely overcome your anxiety issues. I wish you all the best :)

    Exercise is good! I listen to music when I exercise. It really puts me in a good mood :)
  4. xVaporeonx
    October 19th, 2015 10:15 PM
    xVaporeonx
    It is funny because people say that but yet I struggle with anxiety and panic issues. I guess I am strong and fearless in some ways, but in the ways I long to be fearless, I am not :/

    I actually need to start exercising again. My back and neck are paying the price of my inactivity lol It just sucks because I too think to much when exercising.
  5. Crystal Berry
    October 19th, 2015 8:00 AM
    Crystal Berry
    I totally agree. When I go out on walks for exercise I think way too much, and my mind will wander in directions I would prefer it not to go to. Ahh you seem kinda fearless xD If a buck jumped at me I'd be terrified like a little child. I hope the buck enjoyed your company :P
  6. xVaporeonx
    October 16th, 2015 4:39 PM
    xVaporeonx
    Life is life I spose lol I do sit here and think, wow, have I done enough? I think the more free time you have, the more the mind wanders. I need to stay busy and keep moving forward. I am the type of person to approach almost any animal. I had a buck walking along side my house and I walked with it to my apple tree. He actually jumped at me which made me nervous but I didn't run and I through him some apples haha
  7. Crystal Berry
    October 16th, 2015 7:47 AM
    Crystal Berry
    Yeah getting random sad thoughts exacerbates my depression. Sometimes I think that life is meaningless since we all grow old, decay and then die. Yeah it's not very fun to meditate on those thoughts :s Awwww that sounds like a somewhat traumatic experience. ;-; I got scratched by a kitty pretty bad myself so I'm now afraid of cats with sharp nails. I'm afraid of Spiders too, but only the venomous ones. I'm not afraid of anything slow and harmless either but I'm a super wimp when I'm surrounded by any animals that have the potential to really hurt me because I know that many of them won't know any better and won't discern the fact that I'm an innocent human. xp
  8. xVaporeonx
    October 13th, 2015 7:55 AM
    xVaporeonx
    I think it is natural to regret moments from the past. At least most people do this anyways. I was a lot worse with it when I was younger. It seems a lot better now. I do have sad thoughts still which makes my anxiety and worry worse. As for the cats, when I was younger I got bit pretty bad by the neighbor's large black cat. My finger was gushing blood. I know he didn't mean anything by it, he just didn't know me well and I was trying to pet him. My own cat also attacked me numerous times but he is bipolar so I can't hold it against him. And bees, I am scared of them too. And spiders... Really any kind of bug that can climb or fly really fast. I am okay with butterflies, caterpillars, potato bugs, ladybugs, moths ect cause they are slow and harmless.
  9. Crystal Berry
    October 13th, 2015 6:46 AM
    Crystal Berry
    A little afraid. I am no stranger to cat scratches. Dx Ouch! How bad was your attack? Wellllll, I'm annoyed by insects, but not afraid of them unless they're actually capable of harming me like bees. I'm afraid of bees far more than most people seem to be. Oh nooo that's a shame. :( I definitely don't want you to risk something so dangerous like that.. :/ I'm sorry you suffer from panic attacks. I hope he can help you. I suffer mostly from sad thoughts, and remembering the past always makes me feel depressed because there are moments that happened in the past that I wish I could change.
  10. xVaporeonx
    October 12th, 2015 6:05 PM
    xVaporeonx
    Aww you are afraid? I knew a few people who were so it isn't unheard of. I was bit and attacked when I was a kid but it never bothered me. Strange how I have no fear of any animals yet a tiny bug will make me scream. lol And that is something I want to avoid. The success rate is too low and one wrong slip and I can be in a wheelchair. I just have to learn to relax because a lot of it is stress and anxiety related. Once my fiance moves here, he is going to help me with it all. He is one of the few to calm me down from panic attacks. I am so thankful for him. And yes, anyone who knows anxiety or panic attacks, it helps to talk with :)
  11. Crystal Berry
    October 12th, 2015 6:00 PM
    Crystal Berry
    Aww wow that sucks. :( Have you ever thought about getting surgery or is that not an option? As for anxiety I told you my ways of coping and hopefully I can help in some way. I have trouble with anxiety too. Even walking home alone at night can make me feel a little anxious, but I'm able to cope with most of my impulses pretty well. Good luck in opening your shelter! Cats are so cuuute :'3 I may get one some day if I can overcome my fears haha.
  12. xVaporeonx
    October 12th, 2015 5:55 PM
    xVaporeonx
    I love cats so I thought I should do something with my love for them. I worked as a Vet assistant for some years but had to quit because of my neck issues and anxiety which sucks but I hope to open a cat shelter in the future.
  13. Crystal Berry
    October 12th, 2015 5:52 PM
    Crystal Berry
    That sounds awesome :)
  14. xVaporeonx
    October 12th, 2015 5:48 PM
    xVaporeonx
    Yeah it is in my signature. Just a cat blog. It is a little over a year old. I invested in a nice theme just haven't finished setting it up yet. haha
  15. Crystal Berry
    October 12th, 2015 5:39 PM
    Crystal Berry
    Aww that's sad.. ;(
    Cool I didn't know you had a blog! :o