Conversation Between VisionofMilotic and Enpatsu Shakugan
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  1. Enpatsu Shakugan
    September 27th, 2018 7:35 AM
    Enpatsu Shakugan
    Listen. I was frantic because I don't want you out of my life. I didn't know if that meant you no longer had my back or just didn't want me to have yours anymore. It's not like I don't also have my own issues and I didn't know if it meant I no longer had you to help me either. Just the support of you being there and we could still talk despite toning it back. Can you at least understand where it was I was coming from?


    But that was before.
    I wrote that profile message after the fact, and that is where I'm at for you right now. 110%almed down I really am super impressed and supportive of what you need to do.

    Believe me, if I could go back and erase or edit those texts, I would, but they're stuck there and I had to hope to explain them.

    You were completely rational, but I wasn't, and I'm sorry for that. Sincerely. You know some of the scars I have in this regard, but I need to work on that myself too.

    I won't bother you again, but please don't forget about me and know I never meant to be stifling with it or controlling. I got freaked out is all. And I sought help for it immediately.
    When I get a bombshell and then can't reach a person to try and work it out, I can't help but begin to panic. I'm sorry. I thought you knew that. But I'm trying... to work on it. Because it too is tied back to my own anxietiy.

    Take some time off and just know I'll be here whenever YOU need me. And know that I never never never meant for it to overwhelm you. You have my support from here on and I'll wait as long as it takes.

    I hope you can still feel the same way.

    Yoga.

    -Justin
  2. VisionofMilotic
    September 27th, 2018 4:00 AM
    VisionofMilotic
    Justin,

    Everything you said here online in my profile sounded great. I had not seen the texts that you sent me at first, but I just did read all of the messages you left on my phone though, yikes! Yoga, of course I care about you, but I have to also take care of myself now at this time, please calm down. I'm sorry if I confused or upset you, but you sent about 20 messages and were so frantic over me saying something that I thought was perfectly reasonable and most people would understand. This is starting to scare me. I have to ask you to please step back Justin, this is too much.
  3. Enpatsu Shakugan
    September 26th, 2018 7:58 PM
    Enpatsu Shakugan
    It sounds right up your alley! Might be your calling.

    I know you need more time for all this and I respect it, but we can still chat here and there a bit, right?
    I still want to know what's happening and share my own stuff, like we always have. And we can keep it brisk too.

    But, you do still want to be with me and feel the same too, right? I feel like that's why I got so scared initially, was that that could no longer be. Or even that we couldn't still talk at all too. That really bothered me. The thought still does.

    Sorry for all that early stuff too. Did you see my texts? Albert of all people actually helped me calm down.
  4. VisionofMilotic
    September 26th, 2018 6:21 PM
    VisionofMilotic
    Thank you so much Justin! What a wonderful message to leave me. I think this time I might add psychology to the major. I've been told that I am good offering advice and caring for others. I think that it would also help me to better understand my own anxieties. You are really remarkable! Thanks for your encouragement!!!
  5. Enpatsu Shakugan
    September 26th, 2018 3:09 PM
    Enpatsu Shakugan
    Just know, I will support any decision you make. And I'm super impressed, actually, at all you want to do. And excited to find out exactly what you're capable of!

    Just don't forget about me, alright? And I'll always be around should you ever need me.

    Yoga.
  6. Enpatsu Shakugan
    September 23rd, 2018 6:48 AM
    Enpatsu Shakugan
    That supporter blue totally suits you!
  7. Enpatsu Shakugan
    September 21st, 2018 2:18 PM
    Enpatsu Shakugan
    Likewise! But I think you already knew that!
  8. VisionofMilotic
    September 20th, 2018 7:29 PM
    VisionofMilotic
    Was worried, but now I am hopeful. Appreciating the people that love me. I tried to write to you earlier, but the site was haywire. I missed you.
  9. Enpatsu Shakugan
    September 20th, 2018 3:42 PM
    Enpatsu Shakugan
    How have you been faring?
  10. Enpatsu Shakugan
    September 15th, 2018 11:03 AM
    Enpatsu Shakugan
    Hope we can text soon, but I'm relieved, especially when the paper said that a few were killed in the storm in the Carolinas. So of course I thought of you.
  11. VisionofMilotic
    September 15th, 2018 4:31 AM
    VisionofMilotic
    I'm ay okay ^_^ Thanks for your concern. Other than maybe a leak downstairs we are doing surprisingly well. A tropical storm now. Things could get worse, especially if it stalls but we are gonna pull through don't worry! We have lots of officials from out of state stepping in too to help. I hope that you had a good weekend. I'm pretty tired by just wanted to check in here at my secret base :)
    -Sam
  12. Enpatsu Shakugan
    September 14th, 2018 1:10 PM
    Enpatsu Shakugan
    Hope you're okay with all the storming going on in your neck of the woods.
  13. Enpatsu Shakugan
    September 11th, 2018 10:07 AM
    Enpatsu Shakugan
    Why hello there! :)
  14. VisionofMilotic
    July 31st, 2018 7:01 PM
    VisionofMilotic
    Your birthday was last week,but we are still celebrating it here now. Wishing you cheer. Lots of love to you and support, will miss you on your vacation, you are the roaring, fiery tiger and warrior of the community, but we will be waiting for you here when you get back. To Justin from Sam
  15. Enpatsu Shakugan
    July 12th, 2018 4:37 PM
    Enpatsu Shakugan
    Sadly I couldn't find any completed sigs for you, but check out these pics. They should be much to your liking! You'll have to make a sig request though. Pretty sure they do that here.





    Please, please, please tell me I'm done with Garchomp after today too... You're so lovely in more of your pics, but I want my old stuff back. :(