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December 23rd, 2022 4:52 PMforgYes…?
And oh? I assume there’s a silver lining to it? Hopefully? Although hey, it’s good you’re a hard worker. There’s not many of those around these days.
And I accept your gift with my tiny open arms~ !
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Except, you know. Pudding instead of Kamina. Yeet Kamina.
I mean… it can’t be that bad. I’m sorry if it’s that bad. -
December 23rd, 2022 4:39 PMSamiYes.!
It’s been like just draining to count down the final days and not having had a break since summer. Tho my own fault, I learned a valuable lesson that day.
Well then that is my gift, my Dutch, insane, whack presence, congratulations!
Spoiler:In the end it has aided in shaping me who I am atm. Can’t undo anything about it and sulking about it won’t do anything good, so I just look at it like there’s always been enough willpower no matter what to just keep on goin.
Well yes for me that is simple. Altho my official name is different than the name I go by because wtf were my parents thinking. -
December 23rd, 2022 4:31 PMforgOioioioioioioioooo ~
Oh? Mind me asking how busy this week has been for you? Is this time of year busy usually?
And I’m cool waiting as long as I need be for this ~gift~ Regardless though…
your presence is a gift enough:
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Spoiler:Well muk.
I am so happy to know you’re still here, living and breathing and continuing your story. And I’m sorry to hear you went through such an experience.
):
I can’t imagine the scars you were left with, and it’s very commendable and, quite frankly, inspiring to see how you’re taking this topic with a pinch of humor.
But hey, bet you don’t have trouble writing out your name in documents! :P At least we’re not those poor souls with long names that look like a long string on documents haha. -
December 23rd, 2022 8:47 AMSamiElloelloello \o
It's been quite hectic here too, at the very least it's time for a week of nothingness. That's fair tho, there is no obligation to keep in touch with me so y'know life gets in the way sometimes it do be like that.
Awwww that is very nice, I do want to do something in return though xD
School was a living hell, to put it simple... and to put it in a spoiler cause trigger warnings no bueno topics.
Spoiler:deadass at one point i thought of ending my own story right then and there, though fortunately it stayed at thoughts and not attempts or plans
and now it's the complete opposite lmao
I have a short name, just one name and a surname... and then my alias people IRL don't know :'D -
December 23rd, 2022 6:39 AMforgOi! o/
it’s been quite the hectic week. Apologies for the radio silence, been busy with stuff and, as you have seen, been focusing on gifts and stuff for people online and real life. But fortunately that’s out off the way now and I’m getting back to the jist of things. Thought I’d tell you why I up and ghosted for a bit.
Oh, and! I don’t expect anything back (: I didn’t make a gift with the intention of having one in return, I just wanted to show my appreciation for the friendship and all. You know, just show I care.
But that aside.
I can’t begin to fathom how school was for you. I may be able to understand a small fraction of what you went through, since I too suffered from bullying, but it was from jealous girls tbh. Who knew you could get bullied relentlessly for being the apple to someone else’s eyes, right? Sucks more knowing that this so called individual who cared did nothing but enjoy in blissful ignorance. Hmph.
Well hey, I have a long name. Kinda. Four names within it, and I take pride in it >:P I mean, thanks to my culture if you’re given a specific name you have an extra birthday (like say, in my case, my family celebrates Día de Guadalupe. My middle name is Guadalupe, so all the people with Guadalupe in their name have a day dedicated to them. Yay.) -
December 20th, 2022 2:58 PMSamiThere is a system in not having a system, even if everyone else goes bonkers about it :'D
OK FOR THIS TIME YOU ARE FORGIVEN NEXT TIME THO D:<
Spoiler:Yeah I can feel ya on that one, there's always DM's if you prefer more private... or other methods. Well I wouldn't wish my childhood on anyone and would like to give future children a proper upbringing while also being supportive. Kinda getting smacked with reality ain't bueno, but thats how life goes we can't really choose our paths completely by ourselves. I pretty much had kinda what I wanted, hobbies I could enjoy, allright support from parents, except none of that mattered in school since it turned me into an odd one out and given my tendencies back then I was a prime target to just... have life made feel miserable... it sounds whack and thats how i will always remember bullying to be, senseless stupidity
As it very well should be, weirdness is my middle name after all :P
i had to edit it to add more it felt so lazy when i wrote it ;; -
December 20th, 2022 2:31 PMforgOh jeez, haha, the same happened to me too. Whether it was in my old family room I shared with my sisters, College dorm I had to share with two others, and now my own place, it was messy one way or another. I’m the type that forgets to move clothes from the washer to the dryer so I have to wash them again. Or might leave them in the dryer and forget about them, causing them to be wrinkled.
AH, I’M REALLY SORRY! ; ~; I IMPLORE FOR YOUR FORGIVENESS.
Oi, that’s a very nice way of looking at it all. Get the hard stuff out of the way.Spoiler:I spoilered this since I admit, I feel a teenie bit better and a little sense of comfort knowing it’s not so out in the open?
Unfortunately for me I won’t lie. I grew up with a silver spoon in my mouth. My parents, despite having grown up in a very difficult upbringing and circumstances, as immigrants the world was stacked against them. And yet they spoiled us rotten. Not saying I didn’t enjoy it: because I did. Oh god did I have a nice childhood (kinda). But I guess the true colors of the world came crashing down on me when I was left to fend for myself out in the world. I guess the best way to describe it is that I was like a baby bird that was thrown out the window with the expectation that I would learn to fly in that moment of terror. Except that I didn’t. I crashed down and laid there for a long time wondering why I wasn’t taught to fly before being let off, you know?
Jussssst let it flow. Let the weirdness of it all envelop you and indulge in this eccentric behavior of ours ~ -
December 19th, 2022 10:33 AMSamiI mean my parents have an aneurysm looking at my room and im like, yeah i put it right under this pile of dirt.
HERESY TO FORGET, HOW DARE YOU D:<
Gotta have some hardships in life to flourish. At least I had them at the early stage so now we can become a legend.
i have no idea what this is devolving into now xD -
December 19th, 2022 10:23 AMforgHehehe likewise. I have my disorganization going on, but I definitely remember that my water bill is on top of the washing machine, or how my stirring stick is beneath the sofa because I last left it there and forgot to pick it up. Etc. it’s not a pigsty, not all (I like my house smelling clean & without stains), but when it comes to letting stuff back, yeah no I fail.
OMFG WAIT I REMEMBER HIM. Sorry for forgetting his name, but I definitely remembered how they looked like.
I mean you’re not wrong. You wouldn’t be doing what you’re doing now. Kinda like thorny, bumpy stepping stones that lead to this nice destination, right?
BLAUEHDNWASTHATSUPPOSEDTOBEAWORDBECAUSEIDONTRECOGNIZEITSORRY -
December 19th, 2022 6:44 AMSamiI have a mess but I know where everything is since its a system of mess :D
Yup, a Yugioh character tbf instead of the Bleach one. Responsible for my love for the Raidraptor archetype.
Nah it’s cool I’ve grown from it and well now it no longer affects me. If I had not had that nothing would be the same for the future soooooo… what happened happened.
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December 19th, 2022 5:31 AMforgWhat? You lucky lucky goose, I want little to no chores too. Speaking of which, are you a tidy person? Have a mess but know where everything is? Maybe you just don’t care?
I’ve been meaning to ask as well, is Kurosaki also based off a character or something else? (I watched bleach and reading that gives me Ichigo’s image).
Aw man. I didn’t mean to bring all that up, I apologize. ):
BWALALALALALA. -
December 19th, 2022 3:55 AMSamiI have very little chores sooo… nein
Most of my PC usernames were based on anime/video game characters. TY is an alias I went by before changing it to Kurosaki.
I was so very introverted I didn’t talk I got bullied into oblivion and wanted to just.. not exist. But I do exist! So i survived that period which were some dark years in my life.
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December 19th, 2022 3:42 AMforgWhat if I promise to do your chores for a week? ; ~;
If it’s okay to ask, what’s the history behind your usernames? I noticed you had several :P
Oh? What makes you say that? As for me, I would say that at my high school times I was… actually, I was actually very quiet and studious. I placed my studies before everything else, which is why I never “hung out” or made many friends. I spend my time studying and having Pokecommunity in the background as I did so. A weird introvert who was learning to be an extrovert tbh.
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December 18th, 2022 11:11 AMSamiNEIN MEIN NOTES YOU WILL NEVER HAVE THEM
that do be some irony indeed... quite amusing if I say so myself. My past alias was a bit edgy so I ditched that straight away for a different one... and my username Sami is just from the Advance Wars character and I really like Sami :'D
See I'm the more oblivious one... wait thats not a good thing muk. A decade ago I was a completely different person so I don't think I would even have met you :'D
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December 18th, 2022 11:02 AMforgHAND OVER THY NOTES, SIR SAMI.
You know, there’s some irony behind my name. And it’s that I don’t enjoy pudding. It came about due to me finding the thought of a cup of pudding floating in space to be amusing. This led to me having the name OrbitalPudding in Xbox. Then I used the same name in PC. Later I found it to be a little too long so I changed it to Pudding.
I’m not as oblivious now, but my younger high school self definitely was. Oh if only you met me nearly a decade ago haha.
OI.

