You're right.. I don't want to leave this place, I really like it, just sometimes I feel like there's nothing to come back for, although I really want to come back, so I do.
It's just things like you and me have drifted apart, you have made closer friends than me, I respect that of course. And I just don't know who to talk to, I'm really shy, I don't know what to say..
I feel like I have no friends here.. Whenever I come on, I barely get any VMs, and I know other people get so much more than me, I feel like no one would miss me if I left, and I actually feel sad about it.