Kagamine

ah man i've been doin about the same. trying to keep my head above water, dealin with people, and tryin to live life all the while lol.

i actually have an appointment for a college out in omaha in January ^_^.

*rawr!* you there! person who doesnt talk anymore lol.

how ya doing? :P

thank ya *hugz back* ;)


well it should be back up today or tomorrow i believe :\
heres the website link though. my name's vallander on there too so gimme a shout if ya join us ^_^

www.forgotten-goddess.com

generic little girl with a bear? sounds cute ;) lol.
btw i forget you're in high school correct?

and yeah homework suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucks!!! i have a bunch of it to do this weekend, along with a couple other odd jobs ;__;

and thanks ^_^. it was a good birthday. yeah....not so sure about voting (since it doesnt really count anyway -_-)

lol what be these "other things" you didnt list? :P

aww. you dont have the stupid swine flu do ya? *hugz for bein sick* D:

and yeah i hate the changing weather mostly. makes my joints hurt along with the rest of my body :\

same here unfortunately.

lol heres my big ass list of "to dos":

-i have a bunch of signature and avatar requests to do
-making my own banners and such. like my "close your eyes" series which is looking good so far ^_^
-currently im the Lead Creative Writer for Ekichi Games' SpheriCity game.
-doing my own schoolwork which suuuuuuucks :( <<needs a hug lol.
-working with people on a 2D mmorpg game that i've been playing a lot of lately.

(if you're interested ill send you the link.)

-and im also doing a project for that 2D game: we want to make a "Trading Card Game" for it, and im supposed to make like 100-ish cards within the next couple days ;__;
-oh and i have a huge midterm project for advanced psychology that i have to do *headdesk*


lol so how was your day? xD.

actually im pretty good otherwise. just turned 18 this past saturday ^_^. had a pretty simple quiet, but still good birthday.

so how have you been doin (besides homework) :P

heya ^_^ long time no see whats up?

hmm... im actually not sure xD
i think its the 20 something of this month. its usually the last week of august into the first week of september.

haha i remember being a freshman. its really not all that bad....unless you go to my school that is, cuz this year im gonna give everyone hell (since i only have like 7 classes total this year :P)
i 've got about 3 different pranks lined up too since our school calls their stupid spray painting : FAG, welding sux!, and CLASS OF (insert year)
so im gonna actully do some good pranks ^_^.

lol i wouldnt doubt that ;)
thanx. hopefully i can find something good.

oh its a fan-made website designed after the company within the dot hack games (dont know if you've ever played those but they're pretty awesome lol)
and they're trying to recreate at least a 2D version of dot hack's fictional game "The World".
of course right now the server is still down cuz the games in the last stages of development but none of us are exactly leaning on the edge of our chairs y'know?

aww that sux *hugz!* lol.

soo u did technically get stabbed :P its just...with needles xD

oh well, maybe next year. i havent been up to anything really lately except still tryin to get a job and checkin my messages here and on the CC corp. website that i just found recently :P

hiya sexy! lolz jk

what u up to?

u dont have any stab/gunshot wounds yet rite? lol

lol good. id be really sad if u came back with a stab/ gunshot wound. :(

ya thats what's funny though, is that this 'economic crisis' is really just hitting big businesses hard, not really affecting anyone else, because the higher ups dont have a damn idea how to control money. lol stupid rich people.

ya i wish i was still in north carolina at the outer banks with my friends haley and maddie. i really wanna go body surfing again :(
xD

NY huh? sounds fun ^_^ just promise me u wont get mugged an stabbed :P

not much here either jus hangin out here and lookin for a job (not many bites yet lol)

lol i still actually need to call some of my friends and maybe have a party (since im BORED AS HELL!) <<really really needs to get his ass out of the house :P

ya i know you're right.

so, enough of my depressing crap xD
hows ur summer goin? anythin interesting happening?

its been alright i guess i just got bak into town this past friday havent really told anyone here in iowa that im bak yet :P

my vacation was pretty good except for whatever reason i just could not get katie (my last girlfriend we talked about a while ago) out of my head :(
it kinda helped when i was hangin out with my friend haley, who i really like but even with her i still couldnt stop thinking about katie. maybe theres just something wrong with me lol :/

heya! havent talked to u in awhile. whats up?

meh. nothing wrong with cheesy. i find that people like cheesy sometimes ;) its a nice mood-lifter ^_^.
yes stairs are in fact god's greatest invention (coupled with low cut tops and mini skirts) cuz whether ur goin up the stairs or down the stairs, you've got a great view ;) lolz sorry jus wanted to throw that out there <<last creepy moment lol.

ya i'm definitely one that believes there is someone (not necessarily just one though) for everyone. that's what makes me even more certain is that well i pride myself on being able to read people fairly well, but with her, i can almost never know what she'll do outside of simple behavior just because we're so similar. :\

hell yeah thank god for summer ;) time for swimming (yay bikinis!!!! god's greatest invention next to stairs!!!! stairs are also awesome :P)

lol i know right? xD

yeah thats what made me kind of sad i guess is that she's really the only one who's ever really understood me 100 percent, even though we still dont know everything about each other yet. i dont know about her but i know i sure as hell have some secrets better left forgotten.

oh well. i think she'll come around though once her life isnt so crazy lolz. then we can actually be together. come to think of it the two and a half months that we were dating we only got to hang out outside of school about 6 or 7 times :\
i told her though i still didnt regret any of it. lol i must sound like an idiot right now, but she honestly is just a perfect match for me. i cant really explain it but i just feel it there..

well it depends what class u have lol its set up differently for everyone :P

for example out of 16 blocks to fill, next year i only have 10 filled (just enough to not graduate early lol) and its only 7 classes :P

ya at least there's that ;)
idk though i feel like theres something she's not telling me like she's scared or something..idk how to explain it i just feel it there... if she is she definitely wouldnt tell anyone she's way too independent...lol she's exactly like me :P even our history coincides oddly enough:
she moved to iowa in 1999, same as me
parents got divorced in 1995 same as me
from south like me lol
and etc. we even like mostly the same things and have the same interests minus the natural male to female differences obviously (she's a shoe shopper, enough said lol )

ya our gym final is simply testing our knowledge of game rules like dodgeball and kickball and tennis etc and safety stuff for archery and swimming lol its a friggin joke :P

thanx i agree. especially cuz when i talked to her, she started getting kind of emotional, like she regretted it :\ and she agreed with me that we might get back together when things are less hectic. lol it was actually kind of funny to me in a sense listening to her praise me as a person : i believe it was about "ur very handsome and an amazing guy i just can't be there for u right now and it sucks,.... and i cant remember the rest lol.
but hopefully the passing summer brings with it a positive change :)

i only had to take one final which took five minutes and was a total joke lolz. just a Phys Ed. final

well my gf decided she wanted to just stay friends because she doesnt think she can be a good gf to me right now because she's so busy. course i'm not too bummed i guess since ya never know we might hook up again in a few months when she's not so busy :\

Yeah, definitely. ^^ Thanks for the buddy invite by the way!~ 8D