Tyrantrum

I LOG IN AFTER MONTHS OF INACTIVITY AND ALL THESE NEW CHANGES ARE SURROUNDING ME

I'M SCARED AND CONFUSED WHAT IS HAPPENING

I made a new ask blog titled askcherrim. Someone with the canon Cherrim url followed my ask blog. I find out that person is none other than Lightning from here. This is too wild.

In three days time I'm going to be twenty years old, and whenever that thought crosses my mind it feels like my heart stops momentarily... It's such a weird thing to think about. It feels like being a teenager lasted forever (I guess six years of being in the "teen" ages went a bit slower than I thought). I honestly don't even feel like I'm going to be twenty; I still feel like I'm still seventeen or something with the mentality of a two- to five-year-old child. Add that with the physical...

I realized that I never mentioned that the job I got back in May I ended up losing in July due to my own idiocy. couple more months of self-hatred and my mother and I arguing, and I finally got a new job! It's at the Shop Rite near me; I work outside pushing carts. I've been working there for about a month now already, and it's okay I guess. I mean, it's something, and it's not a difficult job, really. It's a huge pain in the ass, though, of course, what with all the customers that seem to be in...

I do still enjoy this forum, and I want to try and be more active on here; I guess I just lose interest in it too fast because I never know what and where to post?? I just made a thread showcasing some of my art so maybe that'll help me be a little bit more active here.