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  1. starseed the auticorn
    August 23rd, 2019 12:35 PM
    starseed the auticorn
    Sorry! I've been doing so many things. >< Like, trying to keep myself occupied and what not.
  2. pastelspectre
    August 23rd, 2019 7:48 AM
    Credit to Fairy for my lovely profile design!!!! <3
  3. Dreadqueen
    August 19th, 2019 1:33 PM
    Hey! It's Fairy. :) Click on this profile to see how the design is coming along. What do you think so far? :D
  4. Fairy
    August 19th, 2019 11:11 AM
    Man it is hard to find a JSE gif that isn't Anti lmao
  5. starseed the auticorn
    August 18th, 2019 11:18 AM
    starseed the auticorn
    Yep! It's the same one I've gone to since 2009.
  6. starseed the auticorn
    August 16th, 2019 5:24 PM
    starseed the auticorn
    Oh. Yeah, not much here either. Just prepping for my anime convention... stuff like that. I've actually been sort of bored lately.
  7. starseed the auticorn
    August 16th, 2019 3:59 AM
    starseed the auticorn
    Hiiiii! Long time no see! What's up?
  8. sydney.mckay
    April 17th, 2019 12:04 PM
    a) damn, are you in a psych class? that's hella cool, i love psych stuff
    b) are you still on spring break? also nice job on not procrastinating lmao
  9. sydney.mckay
    April 10th, 2019 4:37 PM
    oh my god i'm so sorry i haven't been looking at the forums and just saw this but yes i'm fully fluent in gay lemme tell ya. i'm okay!! how are you?
  10. Homeskulled Kid
    March 30th, 2019 3:28 AM
    Homeskulled Kid
    There's also Just Say Yes by Snow Patrol, which is really on the same level. It's much more tempered, though.

    And writing Tim Burton-esque stuff is haaaard.
  11. Homeskulled Kid
    March 27th, 2019 12:04 AM
    Homeskulled Kid
    But no matter how bad things get, at least there is Star Wars. And Keane, which is a great band, by the way. The vocalist has a very pure, unfiltered voice, and everything he does sounds so effortless.

    Is It Any Wonder is their best, I'd say.
  12. Homeskulled Kid
    March 24th, 2019 1:19 AM
    Homeskulled Kid
    Lmao I might want to amend that statement, but it's just little hormonal triggers and whatever. Which is very aggravating - one wants to feel entitled to their sadness and despair, and not have it flapped away as Just One of Those Things. And it makes more sense to feel sad than to feel constantly happy, anyway, so which emotion is the nasty little impostor? It's so complicated.

    Same. I just perused Wikipedia for a few afternoons. Fascinating stuff. And sociopaths and psychopaths are much maligned, but should that be right? They've just got a piece missing.
  13. Homeskulled Kid
    March 23rd, 2019 12:13 AM
    Homeskulled Kid
    The depression might have been due to stress. Feeling much better now!

    Oooh, psychology! How much do you know about personality disorders? They're bloody fascinating. Especially schizophrenia, Asperger's, psychopathy, sociopathy, et cetera.
  14. Homeskulled Kid
    March 17th, 2019 12:15 AM
    Homeskulled Kid
    Sounds rough. But at least people like Nietzsche have a healthy opinion on it - "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger". So I'll try and think of it as psychological boot camp.

    Studying philosophy actually sounds like a riot, if not seriously difficult with lots of god damn fancy terms.
  15. Homeskulled Kid
    March 16th, 2019 1:07 AM
    Homeskulled Kid
    Thanks! And you too! I'm just feeling gloomy 'cause I got smacked in the face with an unexpected hit of depression. Nothing major, but it's there. It feels as though there's an iron ball in my chest, and it's like I'm a stranger/enemy in my own head. Have you ever had that feeling?

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    I’m Ethan. Idk what I’m doing with my life. Just going thru the motions. I love my boyfriend, best friend and crankgameplays a lot.
    i'm Ethan, and i’m just a dude trying to figure out what i want in life. i do my best with what i am given. my pronouns are he/him. i love a variety of things and have a variety of interests. i love youtubers, specifically dan and phil, jacksepticeye, game grumps, crankgameplays, and unus annus.

    l love reading, writing and watching tv shows. some of my favorite tv shows/movies are my little pony, star vs the forces of evil, steven universe, She-Ra and the Princesses of Power, the good doctor, and littlest pet shop. I also like Avatar the Last Airbender a lot. I also watch anime if the series interests me enough. My favorite is Clannad/Clannad afterstory.

    i get new obsessions constantly and they can last for a variety of different times, from a matter of a few weeks to months to years. i also love listening to music, especially ninja sex party, alternative bands, starbomb, skyhill, Bring me the horizon, Pierce the veil, falling in reverse, and sleeping with sirens. I also listen to several other artists as well. But my music taste is a little confined to “emo” music tbh.

    i love video games, especially sonic the hedgehog, pokemon, and kirby. I like Zelda but I’m not very good at it. I also enjoy Project Diva and Animal Crossing. i love reading fanfiction, especially x reader fan fics and phanfiction. i'm trash. if you ever want to talk to me feel free to leave a comment! i love talking to people!
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