Ghost Nappa

Welcome one and all to The Haunting Hours, my blog about my crazy ass life and what happens in it on the day to day! Today is is Sunday May 14th, 2017. I treated my mother to a great dinner tonight, I made her favorite dish, Lasagna with homemade Garlic Bread!!! We were going to go out an eat, but she wanted me to cook instead. I have been hopping around PC today, trying to find someone to talk to but nobody bites. Oh well, I will try again later. I have to plan for tomorrow, as it is my Birthday....

I apologize for my depressing blog topics. I've decided to post more uplifting posts instead of depressing stuff. PC should stay happy and an escape from depressing topics in life. I want to apologize if people are upset with me and exclusively Admins because I'm afraid I have upset them by posting these topics. I want to sincerely apologize for my depressing rut and to show everyone that I am not a "stick in the mud". Have a beautiful day everyone and Rock On!!!

My cousin committed suicide last year as he fell on extremely tough times in his life.. He was like a brother to me. We shared usernames until we were 15 because we were so close then he started to have a rough time tackling life. He did a ton to try and be noticed and loved by someone. He felt that even bad attention was good attention. He just wanted people to notice him and someone to care about him. When I found out he committed suicide I lost the will to do much of anything in my life. He dreamed...

Clinical Depression........ I guess my life is just a wasted vessel now.. I mean, heck that would explain why people dislike me irl and hate me here. It's hard to find out about this as a young adult. You have zero chances in relationships, but girls don't want a "freak" and everyone stays away from you. Maybe I should just stay in my room like the monster that I have been diagnosed as......

I apologize if I am taking this hard, but it pretty much ruins all of my dreams...

You'd think that everyone would welcome you with open arms and stuff, but nah ( not the Mod lol). I really don't mind if people like or dislike me. I just want to be noticed by the right people. I think that by doing so I may be in with the "cool crowd" by September or November. Until then I am a low level member just waiting until an opportunity to pounce. I'll find my group, but until then the stuggles of a semi new member trying to find his place continues. Have a nice day everyone!