Really? You always came off to me as very school conscious. Well the best advice I can give (although you probably already know it) is to just study everything as best as you can. The best thing that works for me is flash cards. That depends on what you're learning though.
Add some spice to studying! If you keep everything dreary then everything will seem dreary. You should treat yourself. Go out and buy some Christmas cookies or anything holiday/fun related. Positively going about your exams will probably bring about a better grade.
You'd better not kill yourself. DO NOT!!!
Ha ha, that's fo sho'!
Yes, hopefully!
Ha ha, yeah. It's just a shortened, re-vamp of DBZ. But since its shortened it's much easier to watch!
I'm sure you will. :)
Ok. Well, I already told you my dream! And by now you should know I wouldn't think any different of you at all!
Ha ha, that's true, I suppose!
Anxious health-wise. I get worried about that a lot. I've had for a long time, really. I get the feeling I know what caused it, which isn't fixable. I don't have OCD, the closest I have to that is that I like things to be spelled correctly, and often notice and point out other's spelling errors. xD
Life doesn't suck. I hope one day you realize that and think to yourself…. "Hey, life is really pretty nice. Chanchimi was right all along!"
Oh. I got (don't laugh!) a few special Digimon figurine sets and a new Digimon figure from my Grandma. I really like Digimon, I may not have been the same without it…. Ah ha ha…
Sure, you can see my stuff on Deviantart. My username is chanchimi. (Always!!!)
Yeah, I'm finishing my college apps, I'm almost done! =D
Sure!
And now time to finish working on my research paper....!
I wonder what that thing could've been..but I guess it might be something you can't really specify here. Reality can certainly be harsh at times. Especially like in what happened with you. I really feel bad about it now...
Yeah, other things require their own time. But I don't really need to worry about it, I think. Just three months more, I'll be kinda free after that! <3
Well there's always next time. That's what I always tell myself after a bad set of grades, but I've never been really school conscious so it's probably best not to take advice from me. I just wing everything.
I've been decorating the house, trying out all different recipes because I want to make something for Christmas eve, and I'm eventually going to go Christmas shopping. Although it will probably be on something like the 23rd so I have a little while till then. My friends asked me to make gingerbread houses with them on Sunday and that's about all my holiday activities. Anything fun you're doing?
Ah, well, I can't figure out everything, sadly. ):
That's good for you in terms of anxiety. I have it enough where it has become detrimental to my health, and I need to calm down. However, at least I KNOW I have a problem. Ha ha. Depressio sucks, so….. Just suck it up! Ha ha ha! I couldn't help myself.
Oh, no. I have an older brother.
Good to know. Aw, don't be so negative. Just because it happened some other times, doesn't mean it always will.
I do my best to keep in contact, too.
Kai? That's cool. I think of Dragon Ball Z Kai with that. Ha ha xD.
Well, I hope you do get a high paying job.
Oh yeah? What kind of dreams do you have? I don't mind hearing your wild aims!
Anything on my mind? Gee, I dunno. Just trying to get my mind off of anxiety. I have to stop worrying before anything gets worse. Don't get the wrong idea, I don't go worrying all around people, I actually like being at school these days because it gets me out of the house and my mind occupied. :) Um, and I just got a nice gift in the mail that I've been waiting for a while, so uh, that's good. Yup…. I uploaded a bunch of art online now that my scanner works, and I need to finish college applications soon. Whoo…. That's enough pointless rambling for one VM.
Nooo~ I can't quit! I FEEL SORRY. LIKE REALLY SORRY! I'm sorry, bro. ;_;
Just kiddin' yah. ;]
How did the thing that drove you till the last month disappear so suddenly? Isn't it a little abrupt of sorts, I mean? You can't just give up, bro! ;_;
Yeeah, I get what you're saying now..a lot of test in school and homeworks keep me busy. Plus, the board exams are due in march..that's a problem..
Ha ha, I write random crap instead of 'nothing'. That's my....uhh, habit! XDDD;
Yeah….
I hope eventually you find something to motivate you, if you ever do, I expect you to let me know what it is! :D
Anxiety problems suck, I've never had depression though. I almost did once, but I convinced myself I was too happy of a person to fall down in the dumps…. Ha ha…. There's gotta be a reward somewhere, I'm sure of it. You just gotta try, you'll figure it out sometime…. I hope.
I see….
I understand what you are saying, my dad is especially bad to me and my mom, and I'm sure I'd feel the same way if I had a younger sibling, which I don't.
I'm just a VM, but there's a real person behind this text…. Even if you quit returning to PC, I hope you still remember me.
Yup, that is my name! (What was your name? I can't remember if you ever told me or not….) I'm in my last year of high school now, I'm happy I've got an easy schedule. What motivates me…. Hmm. Well, I want to become and animator in the future, and create my own cartoons. Cartoons have always lifted my spirits, a good cartoon can make me go from a sour mood to a happy one. I suppose I just want to make others feel the same way. I want to make cartoons that make other kids and people happy, that's what motivates me a lot to work hard. I've had many artists and cartoons that have inspired me with my own, I hope to do the same for others….. Yeah. Does this sound silly? Hmm. Maybe I'm just rambling now.
Hah, thanks. :)
I see. There's a lot of stuff going on for you. I can understand where you are coming from. I also have virtually no extracurricular…. But anyways, as far as the SAT goes, I didn't do too well on mine, and I took classes, but I get the feeling you don't do bad in that and with your grades because you aren't smart, but because like you said…. you aren't motivated. I don't know what, but you have to find SOMETHING to be motivated about! Something, someone, anything. I've felt like that too, but I find something to keep me going, I'm sure you can too…. I really think the first step is too try and cheer up a bit, try and stop thinking about you hitting a dead end. I know it isn't easy, because believe it or not, you are getting this advice from someone who has well…. Very bad anxiety problems. Yup. I do. Thinking positively is really the best thing to do…. It helps me. And you aren't in a friendless state, you have an attachment to your brother, which I assume is like a friendship, and at the VERY least, people like me who are online friends. Just because we haven't met, seen each other, or even heard each other's voices, we are still friends regardless.
Ahhh! I could go on and on and on, but I'll end it here, with this big text chunk. It will be okay. :)
But I still think I should've guessed that! I feel sorry now. ;_;
Bah, that's crummy. Is there no way you can awaken some sorta driving force within you or anything? It might end up being a little harmful for you if you don't, am I right? ;_;
Well, studies and anime. I've been doing both. A lot. XD;
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