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  1. Kotone
    December 3rd, 2009 5:29 PM
    Kotone
    okie dokie!

    --guess what im talking to you on msn!!
    did you know that?
    xD
  2. kevcrash
    December 3rd, 2009 5:28 PM
    kevcrash
    Yeah, I remember X)
  3. kevcrash
    December 3rd, 2009 5:24 PM
    kevcrash
    I don't think I was the only one
  4. Kotone
    December 3rd, 2009 5:21 PM
    Kotone
    you know what.
    im fine now actually.
    i feel better.
    im going on msn, are you on? ^_^
  5. kevcrash
    December 3rd, 2009 5:21 PM
    kevcrash
    Ummmm, suuuure....
  6. Kotone
    December 3rd, 2009 5:12 PM
    Kotone
    how do i become myself again..?
    i dont know.
    all i do is hurt people and i get hurt.
    im a monster )=
  7. Kotone
    December 3rd, 2009 5:07 PM
    Kotone
    i dont like d-acting anymore.
    it's stupid like you said, you said it was weird.

    im trying..i just want someone to want me..im trying to want myself..but i cant its too hard.
    im trying too im trying hard.
  8. Kotone
    December 3rd, 2009 5:01 PM
    Kotone
    idk..
    i just give up.
    i wish i was someone different..i want to feel different.
    i want friends,i wanna be happy, i wanna love myself, i want people to care..
    but it doesnt work that way anymore.
  9. Kotone
    December 3rd, 2009 4:54 PM
    Kotone
    yea i just dont wanna have friends or people to care for me
    they just hurt me more and throw me away.
    im sick of it
    "oh kayla i wont hurt you"
    you do it anyways..:/
    im sick of it..
    its not fair to me
  10. Kotone
    December 3rd, 2009 4:48 PM
    Kotone
    I mean, are you trying to shield yourself before you actually form a bond (any kind of bond) out of fear of being neglected/rejected/laid on/left out/dumped/sworn? is that it?]
    mhm..:/

    );

    ............................
  11. Kotone
    December 3rd, 2009 4:40 PM
    Kotone
    well that's crazy to stay up late for me, so obviously it's just the spritework.
    whatever, not worth talking to am i
    who cares. dont know. still think your lieing. i dont trust anyone anymore.
    people just love to destroy me.
    lets just hurt me more.
  12. Kotone
    December 3rd, 2009 4:35 PM
    Kotone
    why you would lie;
    -bc you hate me
    -bc you are bored
    -bc you like to find pain for enjoyment

    idk im use to people leaving, so idk.
    besides, you rarely talk to me anymore so dont know.
  13. Kotone
    December 3rd, 2009 4:30 PM
    Kotone
    idk, maybe you're bored so you feel like wasting your time by saying lies.
  14. Kotone
    December 3rd, 2009 4:24 PM
    Kotone
    my parents, my sister, and aunt.
    that's all. everyone else has left.
    sorry if it's harsh it's true.
    im getting off bc im crying as usual and idk what to do with myself.
  15. Kotone
    December 3rd, 2009 4:20 PM
    Kotone
    you aren't gonna come back.
    you're like everyone else in my life.
    pretend to be my friend and just randomly leave.
    k thx bye.

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