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  1. Kirozane
    October 22nd, 2010 6:31 PM
    Kirozane
    I haven't cut... but I have given myself a concussion or two.
    The abuse is mostly verbal.
    I try to keep them too... but something always goes wrong.
    And my art... I don't know. It may be magnificent, but I won't get anything for/out of them.
  2. Kirozane
    October 22nd, 2010 6:25 PM
    Kirozane
    I've heard that a lot...
    But I am not so kind to myself... I'm rather self abusive. Another detracting factor.
    You're a hopeless romantic, I'm just hopeless. Haha
  3. Kirozane
    October 22nd, 2010 6:20 PM
    Kirozane
    I still haven't really found mine. Don't really know who I am either.
    All my life I have tried to please others, convinced they're more important than I. Haha
    But really, the only appealing factor about me is the unconditional kindness that comes from trying to please others more than yourself. And I'm pretty sure that won't get me more than something abusive, ya know?
  4. Kirozane
    October 22nd, 2010 6:12 PM
    Kirozane
    Yeah. I had no solid friends until 8th grade. 7th is when I attempted suicide. Near the end of the year. She didn't know me at all, but saw what i was going through and didn't want me to die. Though what had happened to cause it makes my reaction kinda understandable.
    But honestly, as cynical, pessimistic and dark as it sounds, I've pretty much given up on love myself.
  5. Kirozane
    October 22nd, 2010 6:06 PM
    Kirozane
    Same here. I actually wouldn't be alive if one of my friends (Who wasn't my friend at the time) hadn't found me.
  6. Kirozane
    October 22nd, 2010 6:00 PM
    Kirozane
    Haha Depression is another symptom of AvPD. I'm prone to depressive slumps. some to the point where I feel void for a while after the depression vanishes.
  7. Kirozane
    October 22nd, 2010 5:52 PM
    Kirozane
    Haha that's my problem. I don't think I'm better than too many people. I mean, I have to acknowledge some but I tend to disregard most.
    I like to blame the fact that I have Avoidant Personality Disorder, a big symptom of which is the feeling of inadequacy. But I don't really think that's the only reason.
  8. Kirozane
    October 22nd, 2010 5:42 PM
    Kirozane
    She'd be better than me at them if she tried. The only thing I can think of is pokemon. But if she got back into that I'm sure I'd be outdone.
    And I have become a bit more cynical because of her. She was showing me a painting, which was amazing, as per usual, and she said "it's terrible, I don't see how it could be worse." And I said, ever so seriously, "I could have done it."
  9. OmegaRuby and AlphaSapphire
    October 22nd, 2010 5:40 PM
    OmegaRuby and AlphaSapphire
    Interesting convo you and Kirozane are having
  10. Kirozane
    October 22nd, 2010 5:38 PM
    Kirozane
    Heck. She's actually better than me at pretty much everything we have in common.
    It kinda frustrates me.
  11. Kirozane
    October 22nd, 2010 5:34 PM
    Kirozane
    Yeah. My friend is easily publishable now... I mean... she is amazing... She has her occasional slip ups with POV or grammar but no one's perfect, after all. Regardless... I'm jealous of her to the point that her trying to inspire or encourage me to keep writing feels more like she's patronizing me.
  12. Kirozane
    October 22nd, 2010 5:28 PM
    Kirozane
    Oh really?
    -goes to look-
    A friend of mine... She is a goddess I tell you. She could write rings around me, if that makes any sense.
  13. Kirozane
    October 22nd, 2010 5:22 PM
    Kirozane
    Hahaha! Wow
    I didn't think I was that good. ._.
    I'm more of a 1st person POV writer myself.
  14. Kirozane
    October 22nd, 2010 5:19 PM
    Kirozane
    Oh wow. I never noticed that sentence... and I wrote it. Haha
    I should fix it.
    But you're... a fan...?
  15. Ninja Caterpie
    October 22nd, 2010 5:08 PM
    Ninja Caterpie
    our school year works like this:

    11 weeks of term -> 2 weeks of autumn holiday -> 10 weeks of term -> 2 weeks of winter holiday -> 10 weeks of term -> 2 weeks of spring holiday -> 9 weeks of term -> 6 weeks of summer.

    So six weeks to enjoy what is honestly not really wonderful heat.

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  • About Midnight Moon~
    Biography
    Hmm...I dunno what to put here, but oh well.
    I'm homeschooled, I love pokemon, I write a lot of stories and poetry, I love cookies and hot chocolate and pizza rolls <3

    So..yeah. Not much to say about me ^_^
    If you really want to get to know me, just talk to me, I don't bite. Usually. xD
    Interests
    Pokemon, Pizza Rolls, The Dark Side, Hot Pockets, Cookies, Hot Chocolate, Art, Writing, Rock Climbing, Music, TobyMac, Skillet, Pillar, lots of other musical artists, My youth group, shtuff, being random, riding my bike, and yes I know I'm a boring person =)
    Location
    '.' Why would I say?
    Gender
    Male ♂
    Occupation
    Wannabe Writer
    Nature
    Lonely
    Favorite Pokémon
    Smeargle
    Shiny Eevee
    Dark Vulpix
  • Signature
    Life is like a box of glitter. 'Tis shiny. :3
    "We've been superultramegallamabrick'd!!"
    "
    We were just hit with llamas on flaming bricks."
    - Kirozane

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