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Missingno Baby August 25th, 2004 6:53 PM

Sadness...collapsed...my world is shattered....
 
I can only cry about my life...and when my mom talked to me tonight because I was crying for no reason whatsoever, we drew a conclusion- I have depression. It's in the family genes...so, now I sit at this lone computer, crying for no reason, watching as my world falls apart right before my eyes....This does NOT mean I won't post at pc...I have had this since 2nd grade we believe. I will post tomorrow- hoping to feel better, for I am in a box I will never escape from...I am trapped in a place I can not leave...I don't feel happy, I am crying right now- no reason, I'm very sad, but I might take art thearopy, that would be fun, I guess...I am being pushed to the limits...it may have something to do with my adult-personality, I need to grow down. My dad pushes me too hard, yelling at me...I don't ever want to make new friends...I can't laugh and play like I could...5 years ago...

puni puni~

Dizzy August 25th, 2004 7:02 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Missingno Baby
I can only cry about my life...and when my mom talked to me tonight because I was crying for no reason whatsoever, we drew a conclusion- I have depression. It's in the family genes...so, now I sit at this lone computer, crying for no reason, watching as my world falls apart right before my eyes....This does NOT mean I won't post at pc...I have had this since 2nd grade we believe. I will post tomorrow- hoping to feel better, for I am in a box I will never escape from...I am trapped in a place I can not leave...I don't feel happy, I am crying right now- no reason, I'm very sad, but I might take art thearopy, that would be fun, I guess...I am being pushed to the limits...it may have something to do with my adult-personality, I need to grow down. My dad pushes me too hard, yelling at me...I don't ever want to make new friends...I can't laugh and play like I could...5 years ago...

puni puni~


Don't feel so bad, I can so relate to you. My life has been nothing but a living ****, even though its getting better there are still some flaws. My father tormented all of us, but ever since his leaving, its been soo much better. I can tell there isnt much of a bright side in your life but, trust me, things will never get better unless you want them to, and it took me a while to realize that. I'm sorry about all this..

Castrainer August 25th, 2004 7:04 PM

I cry a lot too ;-;
And thats not good... For both of us.
I know how is what yar feeling, but I will sya the God's Medicine: Think about Happiness!

Lokhlan August 25th, 2004 7:15 PM

Sorry to hear about that. My Dad has depression as well & he takes a load of Zoloft for it. It might be a good idea for you to ask your mother about taking meds for it. Hope you feel better Missingno & please keep us informed on what you, your mother & doctor decide to do concerning your depression issue.

Missingno Baby August 25th, 2004 7:16 PM

Ah, but you see, it's hard for me to do anything without bursting into tears, so...
I have depression...so does my cousin...and I might even have some multi-personality disorder sprinkled in there, for sometimes, I am talking to myself and I think I am talking to my friend...it makes me sad to look at girls wearing make-up...it makes me cry...as I am crying right now...I don't know why...I'm just crying...I just hope one day, I can be a normal girl...my grades dropped last year to 79 on my report card because I was too sad to work...
I actually considered telling my mom about pc...how you seem to be my only friends in the entire world...but I cried my heart out....

puni puni~

Kayleigh August 25th, 2004 7:31 PM

Ah, I am so sorry to hear that. I hope that you begin to feel better soon. Hopefully some of us can help, because several people here do feel the same way that you do. Maybe if you talk it out a little, then eventually you'll begin to feel better. We'll try to help you out as much as we can!

aRedMoon August 25th, 2004 7:35 PM

*lives in a family where depression is the common trait* =/

You on meds?

Ryoutarou August 25th, 2004 7:39 PM

Like Kaizer said *lives in a family where depression is the common trait*
I dont take any meds...mainly becuse I cant pay for them, and it's not like I have medicaid. It's gonna get worse sadly. Feeling more prussered by your friends and parents. Though you'll evenutally come to one of two conclusions, you let it eat you up and devour your life, or you learn to get on with life. Just becuse one day they tell you that you have it dosent mean that your whole outlook on life is going to change. Depression isent making you sad right now, its the fact that you found out you have something so big. So right now your mind is kinda tricking you to feel sad. If you want you know there are a lot of people here that can help you out.

Dizzy August 25th, 2004 7:50 PM

I used to be totally depressed, and thats when i looked to suicide. However, I stopped :\

Ryoutarou August 25th, 2004 7:52 PM

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Originally Posted by Dizzy
I used to be totally depressed, and thats when i looked to suicide. However, I stopped :\

Suicide? Havent heard that one in a while, but when you acutally try it and it dosent work you learn that it's not the best way out.

Latios Master August 25th, 2004 8:32 PM

My sister is like this right now. She is depressed about her life. It all happened last summer when she got stung by a bee, got her finger slammed in a door, and took medicine to help her finger, only to make her mind get messed up. Right before Christmas, she had to stay in a mental clinic for like a week. She got out on my birthday, December 24th. Now this summer she is getting depressed again. It started again because she got made fun of in school, got confused by some neighbor kids that were chanting around her, and got a haircut at a haircut place, and the haircut turned out really bad, at least to her. Hopefully both you and her will recover soon. :(

Imakuni? August 25th, 2004 9:22 PM

this is so sad. i hope you feel better

Brittany August 25th, 2004 9:32 PM

If its for no reason, then its prolly just a chem imbalance in your brain. So just go see a doctor and they'll just prescribe some meds for you.

Zuki August 25th, 2004 9:40 PM

Aww, I feel the same way as you. ;-; Girls with makeup on and stuff make me feel ugly...and I just cry...I hope you get better, even though I dun know you. =\ My life really sucks...<_< And, my grades dropped also...I was teased so bad, that I had to get homeschooled.

Nessie August 25th, 2004 10:16 PM

Well my life don't sucks but im sad anyway...i want to cry, but i can't > <.

Casey August 25th, 2004 10:19 PM

You know, I understand you, dude. Sometimes I have a little depression too. When I feel bad, I go to my computer. But sometimes, I cry too =(
I have troubles with my Father. I hate it, because I would love to have a normal family like everybody. My Dad lives in another place and he calls to my Mom only when he has some troubles or he is sick. But when everything is okay, we are not important for him =( Only his girls.... =/
2 months ago everything was ok, but later my parents had a row and meh... I had depression. Now I feel better^^ I belive everything will be okay.

Daegon August 25th, 2004 11:52 PM

I just go and burn some of my brother's things. It brings me back to life.
Sorry to hear about this though. Try and find something or someone you really
hate and smash it up into pieces.

Ryoutarou August 26th, 2004 3:40 AM

That is never the correc option, that just scrwes with the other person more. Go see a doctor or get therepy would help

Casey August 26th, 2004 3:57 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by blue
Go see a doctor or get therepy would help

I agree with blue. Doctor may help you with your troubles. if you really have depression, you should go to specialist.

Missingno Baby August 26th, 2004 4:59 AM

Yea, my mom suggests art thearopy...considering my love for drawing, but I don't know what to do in it!

I'm not on meds, although when I go to the white coat dude today, I'll probably get some...

Actually, this morning, I'm in a better mood...I'm not happy...I'm not sad...I'm just, y'know, content.

I think that I'm the youngest so far in the family to have this.
Trust me, it's NOT fun.

puni puni~

Daniel August 26th, 2004 5:16 AM

im sorry..... but its good your not sad today.... Ive not tried to have a depresion, but Ive heard of it..... I think the best thing is to talk to a specialst...............

Kairi August 26th, 2004 6:45 AM

I’ve never been seriously depressed, thankfully it seems I’ve been fortunate. I have been around people who suffer with it though, it is hard. All I can suggest is try to get a change of surroundings break old habits and try to avoid aloneness if you can. It’s something you’ll always fight, but you still can affect how much it controls you.

Missingno Baby August 26th, 2004 7:18 AM

I guess it's only my problem...I mean it could be worse...like my cousin...she had depression to the point where she couldn't even finish college...I'm gonna send her something to make her happier! I'm really tired, but that doesn't stop me from posting...

I wonder if I'll get kicked out of school? I hope not...but I'll be homeschooled like my bro was when he had chronic fatigue...

And to JDBDPSX_Kimeron: I seriously think that you honestly love your brother, but you can't admit it. That's what I always get mad about...I put up with 5 siblings, not 1. So why not treat your brother like you should? Like you love him?

to blue: Yea, my mom's trying to schedule an appointment for today...

to Dizzy: Suicide...yes...I remember around 3rd grade...I felt like I wanted to kill myself...but it got worse to the point where I would find myself with my hands around my neck....I can control it now....I don't want suicide...

puni puni~

Casey August 26th, 2004 8:38 AM

You know, I have a friend- Jarax (he likes pokemon too), and he has depression. He is 17 and he says, he is the worst person ever. he says, he is evil, weak, his life is a nothing. Sometimes he says about suicide too. I remember, 2 month ago he had a bigger row with his parents and he really wanted kill hiself. I was very nervous and scared. At 2.00 am I woke up and I had to check e-mails from him.
I wanna help him somehow, but I have no idea.

About suicide... sorry, it is the stupidest thing ever. I don`t know, why so many young people think about it. I`m glad, you don`t wanna lose your life, MB. Honestly, you are fit, young and all life is waiting for you.

Missingno Baby August 26th, 2004 10:35 AM

Ah, I am glad I didn't either...I have mixed thoughts about myself....
it could be I'm ugly..ore...I'm smart..or..I'm beautiful...
it all depends...

puni puni~


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