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Palamon January 21st, 2016 12:03 PM

How Did Your Parents Treat You?
 
I realize this is a sensitive topic. I just wanted to post this in here as a way to somehow get some thoughts in.

How do/did your parents treat you? Did how they treat you affect you growing up? And if you have kids, how do you think you'll treat them, based on how your parents treat you?

I have a very sensitive answer. View with caution.

Spoiler:
My parents do not treat me well. When I was little, they'd resort to spanking, and pulling my hair when I did bad things. When I got older, around nine, they would start calling me misogynistic names/bad words. hey always seem angry whenever I do anything, and as I got older, I started to rebuttle how they treated me back in their face. Indirectly, I feel unsafe because my parents are homophobic, and won't stop, they also aren't very supportive of anything, and never praise any of us. Kinda hurts, but... what you gonna do?

How did it affect me?

Kind of made me bitter, and whatnot.

I don't treat my siblings very well, because of how my parent treat me.

Kind of afraid of anyone ever touching me (hugging/hand shaking/tapping me/even accidentally touching me) because of a fight I got in with my father, in which hit and I kid of almost hurt eachother once. I have been scared of being touched ever since.

Since I'm afraid of repeating my parent's mistakes (transgender stuff aside), I'm not going to start a family. I don't plan to get married, I don't want to ever treat my kids like shit because my parents treated me poorly.


I'm sorry, if anyone clicked that spoiler...

Close if this thread is a little too sensitive, I just needed to post a thread like this...

Check10 January 21st, 2016 7:03 PM

That's sad.

My parents have treated me well (so far), but they have a few years left.

They got me into sports and have supported me through most of my endeavors. (mainly sports for the last few years)

However, I think they've treated me like they have because of their own childhoods.

Dad: He always wanted to get into sports when he was kid. However, my grandmother is rather unstable and was constantly getting new boyfriends and moving. He never received much help in paying for team fees, buying equipment, etc. Along with transportation.

Because of this, I think that he has always made sure that I have had what I need for sports.

Mom: My grandfather is a General in the Air Force and was never home much. My grandmother did a lot of misc. jobs and wasn't home much either. While my mother always had what she needed and got things that she wanted, her parents weren't around much at all and she ended up in bad things at the end of high school.

My mom just stays home and babysits nowadays.


I sometimes forget how blessed I really am.... Thank you for the reality check...

Hopefully you can overcome your fears and diversity. :) Good luck and hang in there.

cookie-san January 23rd, 2016 6:05 AM

ehem in my case my parents treated me quite fairly
during my childhood they treated me really well but it kinda stopped when i couldnt get more grades and i fell behind and got more into gaming as a result they thought gaming was a bad influence and they pressed me on for beter scores by taking away things i would do and i admit the pressure and the stress did push me into abit of an addiction which i got over fortunatley..but the pressure of having to get good grades were hard for me bcuz of my sister who was perfect in her grades getting a gpa of 4 everytime and they would always compare me with her. anyways now im aiming for art as my career and they finally realize that im not my sister and i should whut i want as for my sister, she treated me really badly in her highschool days but it all changed in her uni days for some reason idk and as for my dad he was never there when i needed him due to work and mostly my sis and mom did the raising part and rlly im not rlly sure if his even gonna make it to my graduation. and to u OP u should rlly try treasuring ur siblings sometimes theyre gonna be the only ones u got and theyre gonna need u as well. maybe u dont realize it but sometimes they go through the things that they cant do alone and maybe they might even be stuck there still now

zakisrage January 25th, 2016 5:29 AM

My parents were actually quite easygoing considering that Muslim parents are stereotyped as super-strict. My dad served in the Lebanese Civil War, so he was pretty used to discipline. He left the military soon after he got married, so I never ended up a military brat. My dad works in an office now, and he has a good position. My mum has changed jobs frequently - right now she works in a flower shop.

What were they strict about? First off, they controlled what I watched on TV and (to some extent) the music I listened to. My parents cannot stand rap music and didn't let me listen to it until recently. I also had to do all my homework before I could play video games, use the computer, or watch TV. My parents prefer that I bring male friends over instead of female friends, and if I bring a female friend over, my bedroom door has to be open if she goes in my room. They have gotten used to my girlfriend, but I still have to keep the door open. I wasn't allowed to eat pork due to pork being forbidden in Islam. I also cannot wear shoes in the house.

How were they easygoing? They never bothered me about my interests, they let me grow my hair long, they didn't push me to join any sports (I joined the swim team because I wanted to). They also let me have non-Muslim friends. I'm allowed to wear shorts around the house even if we have guests over. I never really had to read the Quran much and I don't think I've read the one in my house in quite some time. Considering neither of my parents went to college, they aren't too bummed out by the fact that I didn't do well in school. They're just glad I graduated high school.

Both of them have been pretty hands-off to my gaming habits - they were more worried about my older brother's gaming habits since he plays a lot of M-rated games.

My parents used to take me to the mosque when I was younger, but now they don't make me go anymore because of how much I hate it. They've actually tried to protect me from Islamist teachings since too many young Muslim men fall prey to Islamist propaganda. It's worked out pretty well since, despite being Muslim, I'm not that religious.

Ammako January 25th, 2016 8:32 AM

I don't feel like my parents treat me very well right now.
Not physically, but psychologically. Reason why I stopped going to my dad's house, didn't want to have to deal with it anymore. Except my stepfather is also a pain. My mom's ok, though.
They don't seem to realize what I'm going through, likely they don't care. I'm trying to get a psychologist to talk some sense into them for me because I can't talk to them myself. And if I did, likely they'd not take it seriously, disregard it, etc. or treat me worse because of it.

Keiran January 25th, 2016 8:47 AM

My parents were nice, but my mother was/is emotionally abusive/manipulative. She was also very nosy and judgmental which is why I'm such a private person, quiet, and somewhat anxious all the time. That is also the reason why I type out but end up deleting 10x as many posts than I actually post.

My father had high, yet realistic expectations but was also pretty forgiving. He was actually a great father, but due to my social anxiety I had as a child our personalities didn't mix as he couldn't really understand why I cared so much about what other people think to the point where I hardly spoke at all.

noa January 25th, 2016 8:54 AM

I had a pretty normal upbringing. They were just the right amount of strict to make me respect them but gentle and kind enough that I didn't resent them. I can easily say I love my family a lot. We went through some rough stuff near the end of my high school years but we came out of it stronger than ever. ...I guess I'm going a bit off topic.
I was a pretty good kid so they never really worried about me getting into bad stuff, so they weren't really controlling/overprotective. We did have some silly rules though, like no electronic devices after 9pm. Looking back it wasn't really that bad.

Margot January 25th, 2016 2:47 PM

Growing up, my Dad was a really mean alcoholic and I would spend my time counting his drinks so I'd know when to hide from him. He would scream, threaten (and attempt) to hurt my brother and I, and over the tiniest things. My Mom on the other hand, she was so depressed with her marriage that she just ignored everything, including my brother and I's feelings. They fed us, got us to school, kept us clothed, etc. But they were so detached from the world around them that they didn't shape my brother and mine's morals and beliefs.

It definitely took a toll on me, I spent all my time being an obnoxious people pleaser because the only thing I did to not get hurt in my house was try to keep people from getting mad. I've been working on changing that, and allowing myself to get mad and let people get mad at me.

My Dad went sober my junior year of high school and their marriage got a lot better. They're a lot more involved in our lives, and are generally a lot more happy, so I'm happy. Now that I'm older, I understand more about alcoholism, depression, and what fueled these things for them. It sucked that we went through it growing up, but I'm glad my parents have seemed to find some peace in their lives :) We're all on good terms.

Starry Windy January 26th, 2016 7:09 AM

I think... my parents are doing pretty nice to me. Even though sometimes they won't allow me to get several stuffs (due to economic reasons and all), my parents are treating me well that I liked them a whole lot :)

I do wish the others are having nice parents, though, that's sad when hearing anyone who have the huge ordeal with their parents... :(

killer-curry January 26th, 2016 7:44 AM

My mom always beat me because I am a damn naught child :P. But later on when I grow bigger ( lol or just become more mature???/ ) she would give me advice and guides to become a better person. AND SHE COOKS DISHES VERY DAMN WELL AND NO ONE COULD REPLACE HER( rele )

My dad is quite a stern guy and strict. I would not rather try to make him angry so I just follow the house rules.

Overall, my parents treat me well and I would simply respect them and repay thier efforts in future.

Sanguine January 26th, 2016 8:51 AM

Honestly, my parents really weren't prepared to have children when they did, which was an even bigger issue since I have quite a few siblings. Their marriage was awful as were their approaches to parenting, which resulted in both my father and stepfather being physically abusive to me whilst my mother was emotionally abusive.

It didn't really help that I wasn't heterosexual either, which only gave my parents an excuse to be as horrible as they were. It's affected me quite a bit, since what my father did pretty much led to my future dependence on alcohol. I'm also a lot less social and outgoing since it takes a quite a lot for me to trust people.

I'd say that my upbringing's made me really want to have children, so that I can make sure that they have a loving family and home to grow up in? I just really don't want to see anyone have to go through shit in the formative years of their lives.

LordGrizz January 26th, 2016 10:24 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Sanguine (Post 9092303)
Honestly, my parents really weren't prepared to have children

Spoiler:
I couldn't think of a better way to start my response than with that. My mother and biological father were both aggressive alcoholics and pill poppers. As much as I hate to admit it, it lead to the growth of my highly aggressive personality. My biological father split around when I was 2 after trying to stab my mother to death. The downward spiral had begun. My mom would drink to the brink of blackout and beat the **** out of me. After a while my body attuned, however I never really got used to the mental abuse. Constantly being told I was worthless, the reason my mothers life was complete **** was pretty jarring. Then my mom married my dad. A step up for sure even if he was a coke head he wasn't abusive. With the birth of my little sister a new low started. My mom began drinking to the point of passing out leaving me (4 years old at the time) to watch my baby sister. If ever she got into trouble that meant I took double the whooping. To be fair as I got older I suppose I understood where she was coming from. Her life wasn't easy either but I hate feeling like I still carry the burdens of my parents. To this day I still can't bring myself to imagine being a father.

Electricbluewolf January 26th, 2016 11:29 AM

I do love my parents dearly, I think I have a better relationship than most of my friends with them. However, there are somethings that I know I would've of done if I had children.
I know it's very critical for me to say that, but when I was younger, I was horribly bullied, and one bully "overstepped" the line so it became sexual assault. I told a teacher who dismissed it. I became horribly withdrawn from everything, and it was only after 6 years of being in that school my parents finally moved me to another school. However, the damage had been done, and I tried to take my life at 13 and 16. When I was 13, I told my parents that I wanted to die/kill myself and they told me "To not be so stupid and to pull myself together".
Since then I do not tell them any emotionally what is wrong. They do not know what happened with the bullying at school, or my attempts. Luckily I had my focus of animals, so that's what kept me.
I think it was hard on both my parents though as not so much not prepared, but neither of them grew up with a dad as they ran away, so maybe it was raising children as a unit not on your own.

Pebbles January 28th, 2016 9:10 AM

my father has been a real ass
to me and my sister that is
even to my mother

nowadays he is not as bad as he used to be but i will never forgive him for the way he used to treat me back in the days
i hate him for it and he knows it

my mother always has treated me better than him but there have been times where she was kinda terrible and i have things with her that i hold against her still

i am not close with neither of them
and that is a real shame
and i hate that lol
i wish i had a family i was close with
im not close with anybody really
especially not with my sister

sucks.

Pinkie-Dawn January 28th, 2016 9:22 AM

My parents treated me well, putting some strictive rules on me in order for me to do well in school and willing to help if I have problems. Of course, my mom is more strict than my dad, as she worries more about how much I spent my money on.

for him. January 29th, 2016 10:53 PM

Well as a kid, they weren't really around much because of work. And then stuff happened and I see them more now, but I am not particularly close with them. I can't really say I hate them, but I don't particularly like them either. They have always pushed these expectations on me, even as a child. They have always been dissatisfied with me. My parents have always enforced their norms of gender identity on me to the point they always try to control what I wear, how I stand, how I walk, how I act. They want me to be "manly" and "straight," but I am neither of those things. My parents also tend to compare me to other people, especially other relatives, which has made my feelings of inadequacies and my insecurities even worse.

My parents have often insulted my intelligence and have put me down for simply not knowing things. They have publicly humiliated many times. (My mom yelled at me and ranted about how stupid I was in the middle of crowded a store all because of a line to the cash register.) They are very passive aggressive as well, especially when I hole myself up in my room. They talk about me as if I am not there, but they are loud enough so that I can hear. They have told me on many occasions that I am incapable of ever loving someone and that I'll drive everyone away.

They expect me to give up my future and my life to take care of my sister full time (who has Aspergers) because she has grown up unable to take care of herself (she was coddled) so they have tried to box me inside the house for the longest time, but they yell at me for not knowing things and/or being inactive. In the future, my plan is to leave my home city (maybe even the state) and hope the only sort of communication I have with them would just be by phone. (I would rather not talk to them preferably.)

My mom and dad have said downright terrible things. (They have said I wasn't there son.) I can't safely come out in my own home, so I have been keeping it from them. My mom would put me in a mental institution or make me go to therapy if she knew I was gay and my dad would outright kick me out.

I treat them as neutrally as possible.

Smoochum February 5th, 2016 11:49 PM

Me and my Mom don't get along very well. I don't think she's a horrible person but really she isn't a good parent. That being said, a deserve a large portion of the blame for us not getting along. I'm a rebellious 16 year old and she would rather me be getting good grades and following the ideal path. It's understandable but unrealistic. She does some extreme things like I have no access to my own bedroom and tried to tell my friends to bring drugs to school using my phone, pretending to be me, in a group chat so they would be arrested.
My and my biological father don't have a relationship, my whole life even now he's been on and out of prison. I am close to my Grandma and sister on his side but I have no interest in pursuing a relationship with him. I know he's immature, homophobic, and at least somewhat racist and I have don't really want to get to know him.

ZoroStar February 7th, 2016 9:23 AM

Although my father was noticeably absent from parts of my early childhood
(he worked in an Elvis Tribute Band at the time), he and my mom were always very kind to me.
We've always gotten along and there was no reason for me to think ill of them,
since they never pushed me to conform to a social standard.

But in 2007, we lost our apartment and ended up moving in with my grandmother.
I was nine at the time and things were okay then, until I turned thirteen-fourteen or so,
when I started exploring myself as a person.

My parents were perfectly fine with me questioning my gender and sexual orientation.
My grandmother pretended to be okay with it,
and then would argue to my parents about it behind my back.

Our relationship grew sour when I heard her yell,
"You're letting my granddaughter be gay! I'm not going to live with a lesbian!"

It's been four-five years and my parents think she's forgotten all about that argument,
but I do know that she still doesn't approve of my "choices".
She's still extremely bitter around me and I am desperate to get out of this house as soon as possible.

Taemin February 8th, 2016 11:44 AM

My dad isn't in the picture, but my grandpa made up for it when I was younger and he was still alive. My mom was also around from the time I was 7 or so onwards. They used to fight and she has a lot of issues, but they also love me and I've kept that in mind at the end of the day. I've got some trust issues, I guess, but as far as how I treat kids.. I can be kind of shy around them, but in general I really like interacting with children, and I think they're pretty cute. Despite my mom's mistakes and some of what happened when I was younger, I think I would be fine raising a kid, I just don't want to at the moment.

Sothis February 8th, 2016 2:37 PM

My mom was good, but my dad was an alcoholic and very neglectful of us, it was mom who clothed us, loved us, and gave us Christmas/Birthdays, dad did none of that.
Despite this, he wasn't the worst person ever? Like he told us he loved us and did the bills and such, so there's that. But there was anxiety as they'd fight a lot and well, the police came more than once.

Now that we're older, he's really cleaned up a lot, and is much better though.

Arylett Charnoa February 8th, 2016 4:35 PM

Insert some treatise about angsty relations with parents here. I'm going to rant now.

I don't like my parents. My mother in particular grates on me. The way she speaks, that high pitched annoying voice with that accent... yelling loudly through the door... it makes me jump out of my skin and immediately causes my body to tense up with stress. She's so stupid, and it isn't just because of the fact that there's a language barrier between us. (She came from another country, and I grew up here, speaking English) Explaining basic concepts to her is a chore. You have to repeat yourself so many times because she wasn't paying attention. Her mind is always spacing out in every direction, and having a conversation with her is like slogging your way through a swamp. It goes nowhere.

Let's not even mention the fact that during my childhood, she was constantly screaming and shouting, going on random complaints throughout the house about how nobody appreciates her. She always complains about something and over-exaggerates her problems and makes excuses not to go to work. Luckily, since my fiance moved in, she has been much more hesitant to do these things. When introduced to a stranger, she always puts on this fake cover and is afraid to offend. It's a nice barrier from the bullshit I've had to bear.

By the way, he doesn't like her either. He also finds her existence grating, and both of us feel like prisoners in our small room. If we want to make food or eat, we wait for them to leave the kitchen just to avoid speaking or contact. It takes forever sometimes, because they just sit in there for hours for no discernible reason. And that only makes me more frustrated. I wish I didn't feel trapped in my own room.

All she knows is anxiety and screaming. She was never reassuring to me as a child. I was concerned, I was sick, I said ANYTHING bad, and she would freak out and blow it out of proportion. This is partially the reason why I am so neurotic about everything. My whole childhood was keeping secrets, not saying anything, not letting any emotions slip through, for fear of that insane woman going on a loud tirade. Perhaps yelling isn't that big a deal to some people, but to me, loud noises are immensely painful. I hate them so much.

I never had any guidance, and they never taught me anything about being an adult. Because my mom never wants her children to leave. She wants us to be dependent on her forever. And I would be, if it wasn't for the fact that I found my fiance. He is teaching me more than they have ever.

As for my dad? He might as well not even have been there. All he did was buy me stuff and randomly become angry for no reason sometimes. (And when he did, he had the most harsh criticisms. Much harsher than my mother. So many things he has said to me in that state) Even though he's smarter than she is, he speaks even less English, and that language barrier is basically insurmountable as I lose more and more of my skills in their language.

To me, my parents were never real parents. They were just people who created me and then kept me alive. I know they care, and I know they try, and I appreciate the fact that they're letting us live here until we can get our financial shit together, but they were just so bad at being parents that my patience has been broken. I can't stand to be in the same room as my mother for longer than five minutes. And I just want to go away and only talk to them on occasion by phone. They're pretty old, and I know my dad doesn't have much more than ten or fifteen years left, but I know that there's not much I can do about the state of our relationship. If they die, well... I hate to say it, but it wouldn't bother me extensively. Sure, it would be a disturbing thought that I would never see them again. Something weird because they've always been in my life, but it wouldn't be like... this super sad thing. It's just that I'm not very close to them, and family isn't enough to justify it. I have to know you on a deeper level, to be able to speak and hold actual conversations, to care that much.

MiracleGhost47 February 8th, 2016 5:02 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Hades (Post 9110254)
My mom was good, but my dad was an alcoholic and very neglectful of us, it was mom who clothed us, loved us, and gave us Christmas/Birthdays, dad did none of that.
Despite this, he wasn't the worst person ever? Like he told us he loved us and did the bills and such, so there's that. But there was anxiety as they'd fight a lot and well, the police came more than once.

Now that we're older, he's really cleaned up a lot, and is much better though.

I feel you. Both my parents are smokers and that's definitely effected us. Even being near cigarette smoke has been known to cause lung cancer. People have pleaded them to stop with no luck. The drug is ruining their lives and I feel so helpless. D:

Elysieum February 9th, 2016 4:02 AM

What a loaded subject. I shall try to compress my thoughts as much as possible.

In a single answer, yes, my parents did treat me well. I write this as an independent adult, no longer needing the fiery guise of feeling oppressed on their turf, as I suspect the great majority of teens feel to some degree.

My parents gave me a stable foundation and access to many enriching things. They also displayed moments of superior dimwittedness and were clumsily shortsighted in terms of my development (where a fear of what they did not understand would guide their judgement).

While they rarely had my desires at heart I do believe they always had my safety in mind which is luxurious when compared to the parental relationships some of my friends have described to me.

Fannie February 16th, 2016 7:45 AM

My biological dad was neglectful when he was around. Unless it was to play video games I didn't exist to him. He is often thought of as a monster for this but I think it affected me the least.

My mum was neglectful to an extent too but I think she meant well. She just lived in a fantasy land where the latest man in her life was far more important. It was very apparent that I was mentally ill growing up and she did absolutely nothing to remedy it.

One of her partners did support my mum, sister and I for a while on a small wage. I respect him for that. He also took more interest in my education, goals, etc than either biological parent ever did. However, he was a bit old fashioned in regards to punishment. He hit my sister and I with a stick a few times. He would also bully me for being mentally ill and having next to no friends and encouraged boys he taught to do the same.

I'm much better now but still have a way to go before I'll consider myself 'normal'. I blame all parents. Kids at school bullied me but they're kids. I was getting just as much grief from people who should have known better. Who were meant to care for me.

I'm also scared I'd make mistakes as a parent, but I think my upbringing has taught me what not to do. I can only do better, right?

Thepokefansophia February 16th, 2016 11:32 AM

For me its always been my mum here for me. I have always been able to speak to my mum about anything and she is very understanding.
My mum had an affair with my dad and I never seen him until last year. My mum told me that when I was a baby that he saw me a couple of times.
I was brought up with two step fathers.
The first one was the one I considered my real dad but all I remember of him was him sitting around in kitchen doing tobacco and playing the poker all the time. I could hear them both shouting from downstairs alot of the time.
Then my mother broke up with him and it was me and her for most of the time. We struggled and lived in an area that wasnt really attractive.
My mum then met another man and this one was really good with my mum. He supported me and her alot. He takes alot of interest in my education and geniunely cares about us. We moved out and we live in a much better area now.

I knew nothing about my real dad but I started being curious asking my mum questions and then we arranged to meet up. Everything was going fine until five months later he texts me over facebook writing a long paragraph saying he is not seeing me anymore because of my mother.

Personally I think I am to young to start thinking about children but there is one thing I do know is that I want to make sure is that I have a stable and good finical situation going on before I ever have children.


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