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Old April 10th, 2013 (9:27 PM).
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    Okay I have another song I'm gonna post and it was when I was going through hard times, I got songs over all kinds of topics just so you guys know. So here's the lyrics, it's got 3 verses instead of 2 and the 2nd verse is 50% longer, than the other 2. 16, 24, 16.

    Back in the days, when I was just a little kid
    Where no hatred or my worries ever existed
    Back when life was good had no responibilites
    No possiblities that I'd ever be out of safety
    Had motivation, parents were good role-models
    They didn't down the bottles and they didn't do the drugs
    They taught me right from wrong can truely say they're my idols
    Like guardian angels everlasting symbols
    Of love and hope that someday I'd grow up to be strong
    And I'd thrive to survive any hard times in my life
    That I would never give up, no matter how hard the obstacle
    Lifes cruel to you at the same time it's beautiful
    You make your own destiny, gotta show your bravery
    Good things will come out of it, and that's a guarantee
    Two wrongs don't make a right, but don't turn away from fright
    If you do the right things, everything will be alright

    I kept asking myself. Why does life gotta be so hard?
    Seems since birth, I've been dealt with a losing card
    Its got me to my knees with pain i cant ignore
    Making a break to the door, wanna pour shots to ease my pain
    Hoping that all this torture will never remain the same
    Playing tricks on my brain, can longer sustain the pain
    It's givin me a migrain trying to puzzle together
    Words And emotions impossible to explain
    Started pickin my poison to escape reality
    Made me feel safe, mind set free of anxiety
    Feelin no stress the only thing that calmed my nerve
    Not really giving a fuck, if I was kicked to the curb
    Had nothing to live for, didn't exist in this world
    No money, no job, no friends I was constantly bored
    Only had my pen and pad, wrote down what was on my mind
    Pissed off at mankind and it made me wanna reside
    In society told myself I'd never be successful
    Was so hostile towards others and I felt so shameful
    So hateful, so regretful, I didn't think I was normal
    This hatred inside of me, had me anti-social
    I failed the mission cuz I didn't wanna listen
    Always felt I was the victim and I didn't feel like livin
    Need the fountain of youth, so I can feel good again
    To be awaken for my weaknesses that I can re-strenghthen

    Everyday I feel this pain, just want it to go away
    Wakin up the next day rerun of yesterdays replay
    lifes nothin but a decay starin at the gateway
    With nothin else to lose hopin in my life will be okay
    I doubt it will it's the same fucking routine
    Over and over, I need to chill out with some codeine
    Then cleanse my soul, of all this pain with an elbow
    Of marijuana smoke, so I don't turn into a psycho
    I've had enough of this shit can't handle it one bit
    Another minute of it, then a crime I may commit
    I feel so unfit, why am I even here in the first place?
    According to me, I put my family to a disgrace
    I'm starin at a bottle of this 40 oz of liquor
    Wanna wash my pain away, got my finger on the trigger
    Russian Roullete, drugs all up in the chamber
    I'm in danger unless I come up with a life changer
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