Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend?

No boyfriend for me. I'm a happy bachelor for now, maybe when I'm older.

I literally begin to shake whenever I talk to a girl, it sometimes gets bad enough to where I can't even write lol. Though I have had one girlfriend, I havent been able to talk to any others since. The thing is though, all my friends are considered "players" and always have a girlfriend (and always able to replace them -.-). I have no idea why I have a deep fear like that

I've never had a "real" relationship in the sense that I eventually understood who I am sexually. (Not that I would count my past relationships as relationships anyways. They hardly lasted past 1 date.)

Nor do I think I will get a boyfriend right now. I just have other things to worry about.