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Old September 5th, 2018 (9:49 AM).
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    Dear Anonymous:

    Hang in there with me, please. I'm not sure if the decisions I made this year were the 'right' ones or if we just threw it all away but I felt the break was needed. I hope we learned form this ordeal and we come back stronger.

    I'm not sure what the next month or even year will bring but, hang in there, okay. Trust whatever transpired was for the best and that you'll bounce back stronger and better than you were in January.

    Dear Anonymous,

    Don't ever lose faith in yourself. You need to be your best supporter. Believe that you can punch on anyone's level and that you can hold your own.

    Dear Anonymous,

    Sometimes the mind wanders, so please don't let it shine grey on you. You're better than this. You've weathered worse and came up on top so please, believe in yourself

    Dear Anonymous,

    Breathe and we'll go through this together. I got you.

    Dear Anonymous,

    Pray, apply and hope for the best. Positive vibes only,

    Dear Anonymous,
    I needed to hear this. Thank you.
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    Old September 11th, 2018 (5:20 PM).
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    da,

    if you can please stop being super slow at your job, that'd be awesome. speed is key to succeeding in this position because we have to meet delivery times. the longer you take, the longer you're going to make the drivers wait, and the longer the client is going to wait to receive their shipment. im sure you can understand how this can result in some very crabby-mooded people all around.
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    Old September 18th, 2018 (6:04 PM). Edited September 18th, 2018 by VisionofMilotic.
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    Dear Anonymous,

    It was not my intention to hurt you. I just needed my space and did not know what else to say to let you know that what you were offering wasn't going to work for me the way it might for you. We are different. I understand that you were just trying to help.

    Thank you for your kind words, for the changes you offered to make and trying to give me time. I just had to do it my own way, and am sorry if not being there hurt you, but please be strong. I still want to remain close to you and hope that we can talk soon, it would satisfy my worry that you are in fact alright. I don't want you to continue to feel hurt.

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    Old September 24th, 2018 (9:09 PM). Edited September 24th, 2018 by Anime Psyclone.
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      Dear Anonymous...

      I hope you're safe in Boston. I was scared for you the first time you ran, and even now I'm scared. I know that we most likely won't meet again. It's still surprising that you left me alone. I don't know how I've been dealing without you, and even if you hate my guts, we're family. We love each other.
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      Old September 25th, 2018 (2:53 PM).
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      Why can't I be braver? I wish I could be... it's extremely hard to be brave. I'm scared.
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      Old September 26th, 2018 (1:14 AM). Edited September 26th, 2018 by colours.
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      da,

      you need to stop treating this job as a joke. if you keep doing so, you will eventually get fired. you need to take this seriously and stop lagging behind on everything. this job isn't particularly difficult; it's really just a matter of learning how to be quick at it. if you really need tips on how to do that, you could just ask any of the faster people around here to help you out. but instead, you just kept being you and of course you take roughly two hours to do an assignment that's like an hour and ten minutes at worst to do max.

      i understand your passions truly lie elsewhere, but it speaks volumes when the supervisor for that particular area sees your performance here and expresses his utter disappointment. understand that he isn't doing this to be mean; we all want the best for you but you're going to have to meet us halfway and you aren't going to progress anywhere dragging your feet.

      either way, i haven't seen you in a while, so i wonder whether or not it's too late for you. if you're still around, i hope you'll take said supervisor's advice to heart from what he told you last time. if not, you're going to have a very rough time here and you won't have a job for long.
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      Old October 12th, 2018 (5:18 AM).
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        I wish we were playing video games just like in the good ole days.

        Being barred from participating from this lovely forum made me realise how much i missed you from the day we played Overwatch like back in 2016 where I did my best to win at least one game, even if we lost the rest. It was fun while it lasted.

        But maybe you aren't active on this forum anymore, which is fine as long as you are being busy with your life and all. I just wish i was able to say thank you for letting me play Overwatch with you a long time ago.
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        Old October 13th, 2018 (2:28 AM).
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        Dear Anonymous,

        I need to make some friends. I-i'm so.. so lonely. I really try to save face by going out a lot, but just going out alone all the time is really starting to take its toll out on me. It's been three years without any contact with anybody. Damn it.
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        Old October 23rd, 2018 (7:34 PM). Edited October 23rd, 2018 by VisionofMilotic.
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        Dear Anonymous,

        Things were never right between us after you-know-who. I knew after that you were not the person I wanted to spend my life with. I am sorry. I sincerely wish you well.

        I should have left in August but the way you cried and begged, and said that you couldn't take it, made me relent. But I was not happy. I shut my eyes and went through the motions, but I could not regain the trust I had.

        I don't think you ever apologized to me. You kept saying that it was all their fault. Yes, this was a very bad person, but you are still an adult and made your own choice. You often do this--refuse to take responsibility if you are wrong. That is not a mature man.

        I asked you to do some things to change, but each one was half-hearted. I asked for time alone, but you were ringing my phone not two days later. I asked you to get help, but sending one email inquiry to a counselor online is not enough. You acknowledge that you still have a lot of problems, so why won't you keep going to treatment? I feel that your goal was to race back to me as fast as possible, and they were things to check off your list.

        You don't really want help. You just want me to take care of you. This was not what I signed up for. You are also not honest with me, pretending their is no therapist in town you can get a meeting with. I just don't believe this.

        I can't help you work out all of your paranoia and problems. I can't help you get dressed. I can't be there at your every beckon call.

        I was honestly feeling exhausted before the whole thing happened back in August. I loved you, but I was also drained by you. You are controlling. I had no time to do the things that I enjoyed because all of my time and energy was sucked up by you, I fell out of touch with friends, stopped writing creatively, you would call and want to talk for hours when I told you I was working or it was really late and I needed sleep

        Half of the time I was scared to voice my opinion because it was different from yours, and you are not always respectful to others when that is the case.

        If I said I didn't want to do something you would not take no for an answer. I had to do what you liked, though I never made you do the things that I happened to like. I had to do it AND like it. I was not allowed to offer criticism, not really, though you had no problem heaping it onto me. You would read it as a slight if I spent time with someone else that day instead of you. I had to know your friends, I had to drop what I was doing and look at every video you edited, answer every email. And I was frankly getting tired. Meanwhile you would barely look at one photo I took to show you.

        Also it took that whole thing with you-know-who to make me fully aware of some of the hurtful things you have said and done, always not meaning it, but now I can't unsee it.

        You say things like I.e You really attractive. I mean all things considered. Niw if you were pale and brunette now then I wouldn't be able to keep my arms of you!

        I.e Your hair, it always looks so scrunchy. Yeah, that's it! Like ramen noodles.

        I.e Yeah, you were wearing that weird dress.

        I.e When I found out your heritage I really had to think about whether I wanted to date you or not.

        I have come to feel that our relationship was demeaning, though I am sure you will not see it that way, and talk about how much you love me. Yet I often end up feeling inferior. All I have to do is wait long enough and another condescending remark will come.

        I stayed when you broke down like that and begged, but I resented it. You were twisting my arm to stay by implying something would happen to you if I left. I know that breaking up is hard and painful, but when someone tells you no you should respect that. I have been through breakups before, I have experienced unrequited love even, but I never tried to force myself on anyone. You can't make someone love you.

        I relutantly agreed to see if I could salvage something with you, but hated that I did so. I was glad when you wanted intimacy that it was over fast. My head was constantly telling me a different thing, but I just endured out of feeling sorry for you.

        I felt imprisoned. Every little thing you did annoyed me, and I was more aware of your constant watching me. If I even thumbed up sombody's comment and you didn't agree with it you would question me about it.

        What really started driving me away is seeing your conduct around other people. While you took a nicer tone around me, I was sick of hearing how you talked about others, i.e I'm going to see Stupid today.

        You constantly appeared to be at war with everyone, manufacturing drama, and put down anyone who had a different opinion with you. I was seeing a side of you that was unkind, and frankly I was ashamed that this was my boyfriend.

        I started backing away from you with the advice of friends family, and a family doctor I consulted. Nobody felt that our relationship was healthy, and they were concerned for me.

        The way you hit the roof at this news only confirmed the worst of my fears. That was the point of no return. At this point we couldn't even be just friends.

        I am gone now. I feel pity and guilt, but I cannot come back. I have sent back your pakages/letters unopened, not because I want to hurt your feelings but because I don't want to do anythig that could be misinterpreted as a reconciliation.

        You don't want to let me go so I don't feel that I can ever let my gaurd down again. I hope that time will heal all of your wounds, and that you can accept my decision and find happiness with someone else. Goodbye.

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        Old November 4th, 2018 (8:58 PM).
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          Dear Anonymous

          I wish you would just leave, and stop being in my life. You think you're better than the people who actually care about you, when you're not. You've transformed into this thing I do not understand and do not want to understand. I will always try to be the person you'll never be, someone who actually cares about other people and not a mindless drone of idiocy and narcissism like a lot the people you are friends with.

          Yours truly, stranger from the internet
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          Old November 4th, 2018 (9:24 PM).
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          da #1,

          What happened to us? We used to be close back when I was younger. While a lot of the reason I got invested into technology was because I loved it, I also have to admit it was also because of you. I admired your ability to basically worm your way through vulnerabilities as if they were nothing and do all sorts of tech wizardry that I can only dream of something. But yet... something along the way changed all of that. Our relationship with each other changed. You became more of a loner, and it seems like you don't really talk to anyone in the family all that much, anymore.

          I wish I knew why. I wish I knew what we did wrong. Maybe you were just tired of being around us? I suppose I can empathize with that to some degree; after spending years and years in nothing but craziness, I'd want to get away from it all, too! But at the same time... don't forget about us. Don't forget that we're your family, first and foremost.

          I hope you're doing well in your life. As long as you're happy, that's all that really matters to me. Even if we don't end up talking for years. I just want to wish you well.

          da #2,

          Man, you're a bucket full of bad life decisions, huh? But yet, despite all of that, I stuck by your side mostly because you spoiled me a ton when I was a kid. In a way, I had a childhood that most other kids my age at that time would kill to have. And a lot of that was because of you. Sure, you've had your share of issues, but you've put that aside just to spend more time with me and give me good childhood memories and I'll never forget that.

          It just sucks that you've basically dropped from my life as soon as I became an adult. As with da#1, I just want to wish you well in life. I don't know what you're doing, where you live, what the heck you've been up to these past few years... but all I care about is that you're doing well. Perhaps it's for the better that we went our separate ways. You have your life to live and I have my own. That's how I've always viewed things ever since we started to fade away from our lives, and I think that's for the better.
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          Old November 14th, 2018 (7:33 AM).
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            Dear Anon

            It's gonna happen again isn't it? I can see it happen regardless of what I do and I just don't think I can handle it at all. Everything went so well together and to get the reason that "it's not your fault" just leaves me upset. Not upset at you, but at myself cause I'm pretty darn sure it IS me.

            I just hope I misunderstood the situation...

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            Old November 17th, 2018 (6:07 PM). Edited November 17th, 2018 by strangerhypno.
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              Dear multiple anony

              Thanks for pretending to be friendly at first, it made me feel like I mattered for a moment and was a normal person. Even though you all pretended to care, it's cool. Life is just like that, you got all your own lives to lead, to you I was just another person in the thousands if not hundreds of thousands of people you'll meet in your life, and figure out which ones actually matter to you. Thanks for those moments, I'm glad actually, I will become a much stronger person and make the best of my life, even if I have no one that cares and I die a lonely old (or young) man.

              Sincerely, dude on a pokemon forum
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              Old November 20th, 2018 (10:53 AM).
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                Dear Anonymous,

                I wish I get the chance to meet you.

                In fact, I already had that chance. Many times. Your eyes... your hair... your laughter... your way of walking. All of that makes me feel nervous, and yet at the same time, at home. I forget all of my troubles when I see you walking on the corridors. All of my anxieties, worries, bad thoughts, seem to vanish once you walk on by.

                I just never had the courage to strike up a conversation. It's always hindered by anxious thoughts that linger to go away once they arrive. Every time we make eye contact, a little candle lightens up in my heart.

                I sincerely hope we get to meet each other someday.
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                Old November 20th, 2018 (11:05 PM). Edited November 20th, 2018 by Amy May.
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                  Dear Anonymous,

                  Why do you have to run a mickey mouse lumber mill operation directly in front of my cottage window?!?
                  - Yes, I'm a crab and nocturnal (which doesn't help).. but 5:30am every morning?!?... wtf... and leaving me to complain about it on a pokemon website?!?

                  I can't wait for that snow to hit the ground with full force to drive you people out of there for one quiet season. I don't care if you make no money.

                  Sincerely,

                  ................... (like you care)
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                  Old December 18th, 2018 (7:27 AM).
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                    Dear Anonymous,

                    Yeah, you actually are hurting my feelings. In between my bouts of unjustified arrogance, there is a knife which I call insecurity and I'd be much obliged if you'd stop driving it in. It's a tender age, you know, and contrary to appearances my skin is not leather. But you're not the real problem. It's the flow of attention from strangers that makes one feel good, only to be severed the next time for nor reason that can be gauged. Well, psyduck them! I know I'm worth something, but this something isn't worth as much as everything else I'm not taking into account. But don't get me started on everything else because that's where the true horrors lie. You bring those up, also. I'm sort of grateful - they should be confronted. Makes me feel mukty, but what of it. I'll get better.

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                    Old January 17th, 2019 (11:24 PM).
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                    DA,

                    Every year you say you're gonna change. I know who you want to be, but you're too scared to take the initiative to change. But I believe in you and I know that this is the year where you will grow and change the most. I know there are habits you want to break as well, and you get frustrated when they seem to relapse. But in doing all of this - please be kind to yourself and look after yourself as well. You already give yourself a hard enough time as it is.

                    DA,

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                    Old January 17th, 2019 (11:40 PM).
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                      Dear Anon,

                      Idk what it is with me these past few weeks... One day I'm feeling good and nothing can break me, the other day I just lie in bed wanting to collapse and die.

                      Was probably the most idiotic decision of my life to have a relationship, in the end it died out of bumpsyduck nowhere and left me just utterly in pieces. At this point I start to realize I'm not meant for a partner at all, at least it doesn't feel like I am. After all all I do is play shooters and think I'm good at them (others say so so it's prolly true).

                      Shouldn't have asked her out in the first place but as they always tell me... Unluko.. story of my life.

                      Being stuck on the same job doesn't help either, especially when it's ass like it is atm. Today is one of those days where I want to collapse, roll over and die.

                      ugh
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                      Old January 18th, 2019 (6:08 PM).
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                      Dear Anonymous,

                      Please, for the love of god, stop blasting your music! It's shaking the floor and, honestly, it's been nonstop lately! This apartment complex has thin walls and floors, and quite frankly, I can't stand the constant vibrations coming from down below me. I thought I was the only one who could hear it, but now my mom can also hear it. If I weren't so afraid to complain about it directly to you downstairs, I probably would have by now. This has to stop.
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                      Old January 19th, 2019 (5:58 AM).
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                        dear anonymous,

                        the world does not revolve around you. you can't expect everyone to worry only about you 24/7 when we're all dealing with our own problems, and you can't input yourself into every single conversation anyone else has because you want attention. i completely understand wanting attention, but you really need to calm it, and stop trying to get people involved in your problems when it's not even relevant to them at all. let people talk about themselves or their opinions once in a while instead of interrupting to complain about how your own life is worse. let people have conversations with each other instead of joining into every conversation and linking it to your own life by the tiniest thread of relevance.
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                        Old January 27th, 2019 (12:53 AM).
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                        Before you left to go back home, I really, really appreciated that talk we had. And this is something that I very much mean from the bottom of my heart. I didn't think anyone in the family would actually see life through my eyes and be able to openly talk with me about it like you did and be able to discuss the current state of things. I've been seeing these things for over 5 years, and I'm really happy that you are thinking of literally the exact things I see and are expressing the same thoughts I've had, even as much as getting down to almost the same words I've been repeating in my head for years and discussed in confidence with friends. While I hate talking about her behind her back, I know that something isn't right and that we both are seeing this when she doesn't. I'm also really happy that I was able to express the other sides of her stories that she's only given you the one side on, because now that you know the other half of the story, you can really see the position that I'm being forced into day after day, week after week, month after month, year after year, and how all of my friends are even starting to note this and are wanting to do something. I mean, yeah, he called her a rattata and walked out but while I think it was a tad too far, another small part of me says she rightfully deserved it because I'm tired of this. Sick and tired of this.

                        I hope that when you return we can have a part two of this conversation because I'm not sure how to fix this. I don't think anyone can but her, if she's even able to see this and be willing to, but at the same time I really need to have some kind of freedom here to go about this. Where can I start? What can I say or do? I'd really like answers from someone that knows her as well, if not better, than I.
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                        Old January 27th, 2019 (6:07 AM).
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                          You'll always have a special place in my heart. You have changed my life with the ROM hacks you have made. <3
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                          Dear Anonymous,

                          I wish you cared about me an 1/8th as much as I cared about you. And I know you’ll never even see this because you never tried to invest yourself in anything that I cared about. Our relationship has only ever been a one-way street and the only time you contacted me was if you needed something. When I broke down, crying on my phone about how I can’t do this anymore, and that I’m hurting myself for you, you didn’t even ask if I was okay.. You didn’t even try to find out how I was doing. It’s been a month since I talked to you last and I still feel the proverbial pressure of your thumb above me and your judgement looming on the horzon. And I still cant help but feel compelled to make you happy, to provide for and support you, to seek your approval at my own expense.

                          Worst still, you’ve eroded my sense of self so much that it took me years to become consciously aware of the fact that I would go running back to your manipulative bubble if I so much as engaged in conversation with you - despite the plethora of people telling me how dangerous and abusive you were. You controlled aspects of my life that I trusted you with, and you abused that trust and used it against me to morph me into someone who was not your relative, nor your friend, nor your peer. You wanted a loyal, controllable, and insecure clone of yourself. And I became just that because you exploited my devotion to family. You exploited my past traumas to your benefit, even if you don’t realize you did it.

                          And you still never had the sense of responsibility to ask if I was okay. You took away my agency over my home, my finances, my relationship, my family, and my self esteem. Why? I loved you. I still love you. Why couldn’t you even pretend to care about me? I sacrificed so much for you. Did you even like me as a person? The fact that that still matters to me makes me ill. Why did you do this to me?
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                            Dear Anonymous,

                            I miss you. I miss what we had. And the truth is... it’s all my fault. I liked you too, but I freaked out. And now look at where we are. We live right next to each other yet hardly even talk. I just hope down the road, you can forgive me, because I do still like you more than just a friend. I don’t even want to be in a relationship... I just want to be friends again. But I can’t tell you in person because I’m still too scared of ****ing things up again. Really, I just want to go back to when we were young... when all 5 of us would get together on a summer evening and play games until it was too dark to see. We’re all grown up and busy now, but I just wish I had the courage to tell you how I feel.
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                              DA,

                              You disgusting excuse of a human being. If you weren't my supervisor right now I'd have scolded the living muk out of you for pulling this muk off again. Wasn't the warning dad gave you enough to make you quit with this? Can't believe you keep on trying to make moves on my sister for over 2 years now.

                              She's far from your age you absolute wally. I can't even sleep right now cause of your garbage ass actions. Absolute muppet.
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