EMOTION 2.0 Page 113

Started by VisionofMilotic February 26th, 2020 6:55 AM
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Retek

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Squeamish... I am having a bad reaction to my booster shot + flu jab I got yesterday, and the pain/discomfort make me hyper-aware of things like swallowing and breathing, and it's horrible! Feels like a baby elephant is sitting on my chest, my lymph nodes are all swollen and I hurt everywhere. :pleaplup:
Aww bestie, sorry to hear that! Sending light hugs your way! Get well soon! <3

Maybe a hug is not the best then, but I'm sending you good vibes and virtual hugs anyway ♡

Meanwhile... still lonely
Aww, sorry to hear that. Feeling lonely is the worst! Sending hugs your way too!

Sheep

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God I'm soo tired. After two courses of antibiotics this skin condition comes back each time, and the soonest derm appointment I can get here is late August. Booked it for now and plan to go even if my issue is resolved by then, I really need to address why I keep having skin issues. Already working on cutting things that are known to cause problems like dairy, sugar, and gluten and testing various topicals that have helped others with similar problems. Just can't wait for it to go away and this really depresses me. :( The temptation to go back on antibiotics to keep it under control until I get to the derm is so strong, but I've already been on them a total of 14 weeks. That's way more than enough sigh.

Starlight

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God I'm soo tired. After two courses of antibiotics this skin condition comes back each time, and the soonest derm appointment I can get here is late August. Booked it for now and plan to go even if my issue is resolved by then, I really need to address why I keep having skin issues. Already working on cutting things that are known to cause problems like dairy, sugar, and gluten and testing various topicals that have helped others with similar problems. Just can't wait for it to go away and this really depresses me. :( The temptation to go back on antibiotics to keep it under control until I get to the derm is so strong, but I've already been on them a total of 14 weeks. That's way more than enough sigh.
Oh that sounds so draining Janna. I hope you can find the root cause of it soon so you can break the cycle.

In the meantime, have a big hug!!! 🤗

Big hugs for everyone else that needs them too, you all deserve them!


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T̴̮͛a̸̰̋g̶͍͠ ̴̹͂P̷͎̒ȃ̷̦ŕ̸͕t̴̡̃n̷̨̓e̸̤͊r̵̝̽:̵͕̎ ̵̱͊Ṃ̸̀e̸̻͋g̸͕̕a̷͔͌n̵̸̺̘̚͘
R̴̪̈e̴͓̊c̷̯̉ẹ̴̊i̴̩̾v̸̘̕ė̷̝d̸͈̈ ̷̘͝@̵̮͐ ̷̨͛2̷̨̋8̶̗͌,̴͍̅3̸̗̍2̷͕̈́4̷̸̥̺͛̕
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Retek

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Megan

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Frustrated

You know how you're supposed to be mindful about bad emotions in order to get out of that depression hole? It gets really frustrating when you find yourself in that state repeatedly. Being depressed->realizing you're depressed and trying to clear your head -> being depressed again->realizing that you're depressed again->being depressed about constantly catching yourself feeling depressed->cycle continues. <_<
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I hope things turned out alright for you! :)
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Sorry to hear! *hugs*
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Frustrated

You know how you're supposed to be mindful about bad emotions in order to get out of that depression hole? It gets really frustrating when you find yourself in that state repeatedly. Being depressed->realizing you're depressed and trying to clear your head -> being depressed again->realizing that you're depressed again->being depressed about constantly catching yourself feeling depressed->cycle continues. <_<
((I know the feeling. I am currently trying not to fall back into the state I have been, since this year started, until last month. Best wishes for you to feel good again.))
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Retek

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Frustrated

You know how you're supposed to be mindful about bad emotions in order to get out of that depression hole? It gets really frustrating when you find yourself in that state repeatedly. Being depressed->realizing you're depressed and trying to clear your head -> being depressed again->realizing that you're depressed again->being depressed about constantly catching yourself feeling depressed->cycle continues. <_<

I hope things turned out alright for you! :)

Sorry to hear! *hugs*
Thank you Megan, also sorry to know that, I know the feeling, it gets really annoying over time! :(

I hope you get through this. If things get hard, you know where to find me! Best of luck queen! <3

hugs!!

Vielleroue

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Tranquilly furious.

Context:
Spoiler:
I just took my second Linguistics I mid-term and went from panicking over whether I had written the right answers to realizing that 1. I likely got all the answers right but I don't know if I wrote them the exact same way the teachers want us to express them, which is always a problem in this damn subject, and 2. the exam was far too long to be done in just two hours.

Now I'm just really ticked off with the whole teaching staff. This isn't the first time they have pulled this sh*t. My old English History teacher was right - these people just don't give a cr*p about whether students learn or not, they just want to show off how smart they are. And you know what the worst thing is? Even if I pass, this isn't even the last exam I have to take, because then there's the final exam, which is mandatory (whereas most of the subjects in my course of studies give us the possibility to pass without a final exam.) So yeah, I'll have to keep seeing their faces until then. Goddammit.

Sheep

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Tranquilly furious.

Context:
Spoiler:
I just took my second Linguistics I mid-term and went from panicking over whether I had written the right answers to realizing that 1. I likely got all the answers right but I don't know if I wrote them the exact same way the teachers want us to express them, which is always a problem in this damn subject, and 2. the exam was far too long to be done in just two hours.

Now I'm just really ticked off with the whole teaching staff. This isn't the first time they have pulled this sh*t. My old English History teacher was right - these people just don't give a cr*p about whether students learn or not, they just want to show off how smart they are. And you know what the worst thing is? Even if I pass, this isn't even the last exam I have to take, because then there's the final exam, which is mandatory (whereas most of the subjects in my course of studies give us the possibility to pass without a final exam.) So yeah, I'll have to keep seeing their faces until then. Goddammit.
I had similar frustrations in uni when I was going too. Felt like I did everything right, but the teachers just wanted it a specific way and that certainly didn't seem fair. I'm really sorry you're going through this, hopefully you have all the relief in the world once you finally finish school D:

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Tranquilly furious.

Context:
Spoiler:
I just took my second Linguistics I mid-term and went from panicking over whether I had written the right answers to realizing that 1. I likely got all the answers right but I don't know if I wrote them the exact same way the teachers want us to express them, which is always a problem in this damn subject, and 2. the exam was far too long to be done in just two hours.

Now I'm just really ticked off with the whole teaching staff. This isn't the first time they have pulled this sh*t. My old English History teacher was right - these people just don't give a cr*p about whether students learn or not, they just want to show off how smart they are. And you know what the worst thing is? Even if I pass, this isn't even the last exam I have to take, because then there's the final exam, which is mandatory (whereas most of the subjects in my course of studies give us the possibility to pass without a final exam.) So yeah, I'll have to keep seeing their faces until then. Goddammit.
I'm sorry to hear you're being put through that...
Just do your best, and be proud of yourself. And when you finish it, I wish you well deserved holidays!
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Starlight

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16.7 Years
Wanna cry. Laptop not working. That means no Blender.
Frustrated

You know how you're supposed to be mindful about bad emotions in order to get out of that depression hole? It gets really frustrating when you find yourself in that state repeatedly. Being depressed->realizing you're depressed and trying to clear your head -> being depressed again->realizing that you're depressed again->being depressed about constantly catching yourself feeling depressed->cycle continues. <_<

I hope things turned out alright for you! :)

Sorry to hear! *hugs*
((I know the feeling. I am currently trying not to fall back into the state I have been, since this year started, until last month. Best wishes for you to feel good again.))
Tranquilly furious.

Context:
Spoiler:
I just took my second Linguistics I mid-term and went from panicking over whether I had written the right answers to realizing that 1. I likely got all the answers right but I don't know if I wrote them the exact same way the teachers want us to express them, which is always a problem in this damn subject, and 2. the exam was far too long to be done in just two hours.

Now I'm just really ticked off with the whole teaching staff. This isn't the first time they have pulled this sh*t. My old English History teacher was right - these people just don't give a cr*p about whether students learn or not, they just want to show off how smart they are. And you know what the worst thing is? Even if I pass, this isn't even the last exam I have to take, because then there's the final exam, which is mandatory (whereas most of the subjects in my course of studies give us the possibility to pass without a final exam.) So yeah, I'll have to keep seeing their faces until then. Goddammit.
Virtual hugs all round! I wish I could give you all a real one <3


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T̸̝̋ý̴̪p̷̓͜e̸̖̾:̴̰̇ ̸̯́B̴͈̊ḯ̷͕r̷͈̉d̷͎͗ ̶̥̏/̸̡̀ ̶̜́Ǹ̴̙o̵̭͐r̶͚̂ṃ̸̾a̴̻̾l̴̷̜̬̆̂
Ŝ̵͜h̸͉͒ȋ̷̧n̷͔̍y̷̱͘:̴̢͘ ̶̩̅N̸͇̓o̶̵̹̜͑͗
T̴̮͛a̸̰̋g̶͍͠ ̴̹͂P̷͎̒ȃ̷̦ŕ̸͕t̴̡̃n̷̨̓e̸̤͊r̵̝̽:̵͕̎ ̵̱͊Ṃ̸̀e̸̻͋g̸͕̕a̷͔͌n̵̸̺̘̚͘
R̴̪̈e̴͓̊c̷̯̉ẹ̴̊i̴̩̾v̸̘̕ė̷̝d̸͈̈ ̷̘͝@̵̮͐ ̷̨͛2̷̨̋8̶̗͌,̴͍̅3̸̗̍2̷͕̈́4̷̸̥̺͛̕
Ḧ̷̞́a̸̹̿t̵̛̲c̸̺̈́ĥ̴̻e̶̦͘d̶̯̈́ ̷̰̓@̷̼̽ ̴̤̈2̶̩̏8̷͇̕,̵̝̈́3̵͉́3̸̤͆9̷̷͔̱͐̕
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Vielleroue

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Current mood: Grateful! I'm reading all these messages and I thank you all for the support. I'm feeling a lot better now. I hope I did pass, so I can be one step closer to ending this ordeal.

Also, I just ate a dish of sorrentini and went to bed to rest, so I'm also thankful that I could do that.

Megan

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Completely in the gutter, mentally.
Rn: realistic 😞
Nice people existing is realistic, as well! <3
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Fact Checking Gardevoir

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Completely in the gutter, mentally.

Nice people existing is realistic, as well! <3
I wish for you to feel better soon!
*Hugs*
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Weirdly enough, I've been feeling really calm today. My PC anniversary is coming up too! June 30th 2004, and that's literally 18 long years of annoying y'all! XD
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been feeling quite relaxed and happy lately c: that's for sure going to change after the summer when work intensifies ahah. but for now, i'd like to enjoy it.

Starlight

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Completely in the gutter, mentally.

Nice people existing is realistic, as well! <3
They do, and sometimes you find them in the mirror... 😉

Big hugs my friend, and if you need to talk, you know where I am <3


Weirdly enough, I've been feeling really calm today. My PC anniversary is coming up too! June 30th 2004, and that's literally 18 long years of annoying y'all! XD
Happy early anniversary Kimi!!!

(Just in case I'm not around on the actual day) :)


been feeling quite relaxed and happy lately c: that's for sure going to change after the summer when work intensifies ahah. but for now, i'd like to enjoy it.
And long may it continue!!! 😊


Rn: just really tired
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T̸̝̋ý̴̪p̷̓͜e̸̖̾:̴̰̇ ̸̯́B̴͈̊ḯ̷͕r̷͈̉d̷͎͗ ̶̥̏/̸̡̀ ̶̜́Ǹ̴̙o̵̭͐r̶͚̂ṃ̸̾a̴̻̾l̴̷̜̬̆̂
Ŝ̵͜h̸͉͒ȋ̷̧n̷͔̍y̷̱͘:̴̢͘ ̶̩̅N̸͇̓o̶̵̹̜͑͗
T̴̮͛a̸̰̋g̶͍͠ ̴̹͂P̷͎̒ȃ̷̦ŕ̸͕t̴̡̃n̷̨̓e̸̤͊r̵̝̽:̵͕̎ ̵̱͊Ṃ̸̀e̸̻͋g̸͕̕a̷͔͌n̵̸̺̘̚͘
R̴̪̈e̴͓̊c̷̯̉ẹ̴̊i̴̩̾v̸̘̕ė̷̝d̸͈̈ ̷̘͝@̵̮͐ ̷̨͛2̷̨̋8̶̗͌,̴͍̅3̸̗̍2̷͕̈́4̷̸̥̺͛̕
Ḧ̷̞́a̸̹̿t̵̛̲c̸̺̈́ĥ̴̻e̶̦͘d̶̯̈́ ̷̰̓@̷̼̽ ̴̤̈2̶̩̏8̷͇̕,̵̝̈́3̵͉́3̸̤͆9̷̷͔̱͐̕
L̵̥̎v̶̙̄.̶͍͂1̵͇͒0̴͔͛0̴̉ͅ ̵͎̈́@̷̰̏ ̶͔̊2̸̬̑9̴̳̏,̴͇̃3̷͔̋2̸̪̄4̴̙͐
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