NOT the future life
NOT the past life
The life in the PRESENT! RIGHT NOW!
I feel my life right now took a sharp decline. I might be kicked out of my school band (hopefully NOT), my school might be turning into a rip off Harry Potter school in September (don't ask), most of my rl friends are d!cks, and my boyfriend and I are falling apart as of 2 hours ago.
Hey, i'm still getting a turquoise Switch Lite for my birthday in September right? RIGHT! And not that anyone cares, but when I restarted Omega Ruby yesterday, my Mudkip was a GGGGGIIIIIRRRRRRRLLLLLLL LIKE MEEEEEEEEEEE! I consider those two things good things. I'm stupid!
Once you give a Pokemon a personality, you can't go back depending on the severity and purpose of it. It's no longer just a "pixel" in your box.
I have a creative job I'm good at, and work with a fairly relaxed company and among friendly people.
I live at home so that's not so great. I'm still weary of buying my own property because, as a contract worker still trying to gain a lot of contacts, it's hard to find consistent work throughout the year. But, I don't really want to rent because it's a sinkhole for my money. I'm in a tricky spot.
Social life is decent. I have a friend group I get together with on a weekly basis, but I often don't have plans for the weekends. That's not always a huge problem for me because I am a big homebody, but it does get lonely at times. Social is probably where my life lacks the most, and could certainly be better. I've only got my social anxiety to thank for that, not giving me the skills to build long-lasting friendships throughout my early twenties. :)
Who cares if a few̵̨̧̥̭͉͕͉̤̘̺̬̭̮̬̖̥͚̠͓̖̜̰̤͙͔̮͕̙͊̕͜, ț̴̇r̵̼͝é̷̻ȅ̸̳s̷̩͋ a̶̫̝̔̀̈̿͒͑̈́͊͘͝ṟ̷̤̤̺͚̫̗͚͐̂̓͠ͅé̴̛͎̜̗͉̮̻͔̮͎͚͕͋̽͌̈́́̓͋͝ d̷̢̹͓̼̝̰̙̬͈̙͖̘͕͈̖̗̳̜̣̞̩̭̄̅̏͒͑̋̅̒͒̏̔̃̎͛̀̐̄̓̉̄̃͊͊͐̇̕̕̚̚͘͠͝͝͝͝ʎ̷̨̡̧̢̬̣̼̙͓̠̝͉̮̝̟̙͔̝͚̺͎̟̪̤̖̰̯͍͓̙̜̘̙̭̑͂͐̂͊́̀̕i̴̢̘̝̹͙̗̳͔̳̲̟͓̜͇̬̻̞̗̺̟̖̘͙͖͚͚̋̀͒̅̿̀̅̀̽͑͌̒̀͂̎̋̓̆́̌̚̕ͅn̵̡̨̛͍̖̺̞͍̼̫͕͚͖̗͐͛͋͐͐̂̀̆̏͛̀͘̚͜͝ƃ̶̤͕̄̋̒̋̃͆͋̓͗̔͗͆̓̈́͂͊͛͑̍̌̎͂̀̽̄
I’m actively spending time together with bf, am financially stable, and my mental health (although still nowhere near perfect) is the best it’s ever been. Just a few months ago I was taking relaxants daily, and as of late have only taken maybe two? in the last two months. 👍
Heh heh Heh my life's going great I'm not broke I'm not addicted to anything and I don't live in a trash can which is great
the downsides are that I'm out of shape Just a little And I can't seem to find the time to exercise mainly because its boring other than that my life's going great