thanx...

Started by Psychotic_Demon October 3rd, 2004 5:19 PM
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Age 31
In waiting.
Seen April 1st, 2008
Posted January 19th, 2008
5,127 posts
19.1 Years
okay, i would have never made it through these past few weeks if it werent for my friends. heres why.

i am at my fourth house, meaning i have been adopted four times. now i`m scared that i will be sent back.

how it all started: my dad disappeared right before i was born. my mom died when i was born, leaving me alone. i had no one.

the first adoption: i was adopted by mark and sandra, the nicest people i have ever met. they had no kids and were the sweetest couple. but they had to move to a different country other than the US and didnt want to take me, in fear of my health. so, i was left.

the second adoption: this time i went to some people, whos names shall not be mentioned. they had one kid besides my who was a bully. and the people used to abuse me and him. i still have scars... so, the authorities stepped in and placed me with another family.

the third: i was there for the longest amount of time. rachel and her boyfriend, jack, noticed i had a "dark" (as they called it) attitude. they sent me to three psychiatrist but i made two retire. and just a few weeks ago i was sent somewhere new.

fourth: now here i am. i dont know if i`ll stay or go. they said it was permanate, but i dunno...


thanx for reading this. i feel much better now that i have said (or typed, ya know what i mean) out loud.

so once again, thanx...

dark_espy: the spilt personality...

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Age 31
Seen November 30th, 2005
Posted October 17th, 2004
415 posts
18.8 Years
Wow, that's gotta be hard. I'm just sorry I am not able to relate with you, as nothing like this has never happened to me. I do know a few people who were adopted, but they never talk about it. I'm sorry, I just hope you find a family you are completely happy with.


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Eliana

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Posted April 25th, 2006
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Uh oh *gives everyone strange looks* is EVERYONE gonna copy my speech? XD
I know how you feel. I was adopted to, but only once luckily. If ya need to talk to anyone im here okay? ^^
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Eliana

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Posted April 25th, 2006
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....Well good luck! ^^ Do you have a messenger?
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Eliana

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Age 32
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Seen February 18th, 2010
Posted April 25th, 2006
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lol well ya should.....i think yad like it
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WE'RE TIRED OF LIES WE WANT THE TRUTH. [Turncoat]
[Sanity is not Statistical] --1984
No, I'm not back, I'm just laughing at the mediocrity of corrupted 'authority'. <3
Age 35
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Seen December 26th, 2005
Posted November 10th, 2004
329 posts
18.9 Years
= / well its amazing all the crap some people are forced to go through... at only thirteen you've been through all of that. I can't imagine how hard it must be to have no constancy in your life. If you feel the need to talk to someone don't hesitate to pm me and if you ever get Aol instant messenger my screen name is lenininspace. best of luck....
"We must carry war into every corner the enemy happens to carry it, to his home, to his centers of entertainment:a total war. It is neccesary to prevent him from having a moment of peace, a quiet moment outside his barracks or even inside; we must attack him wherever he may be, make him feel like a cornered beast wherever he may move. then his moral fiber shall begin to decline, but we shall notice how signs of decadence begin to disappear."- Che Guevara

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Age 35
Band room
Seen December 26th, 2005
Posted November 10th, 2004
329 posts
18.9 Years
they better.... next time i might just run away... *starts thinking*
= / I don't think you have that option at your age, just try your best to tolerate your condition until you hit an age where you are able to take care of yourself financially. I know it must seem difficult, and the road must seem long and marked with many difficulties, but you just need to hold on. weather the storm as they say, and hopefully things will get better.
"We must carry war into every corner the enemy happens to carry it, to his home, to his centers of entertainment:a total war. It is neccesary to prevent him from having a moment of peace, a quiet moment outside his barracks or even inside; we must attack him wherever he may be, make him feel like a cornered beast wherever he may move. then his moral fiber shall begin to decline, but we shall notice how signs of decadence begin to disappear."- Che Guevara

"shoot, coward, you are only going to kill a man"-Ernesto "Che" Guevara

Sumomo & Kotoko

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Posted February 14th, 2012
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they better.... next time i might just run away... *starts thinking*
No,you shouldn't run away.Trust me,I tried running away 3 weeks ago.Didn't go to well.Try and fix whats wrong,don't run away.I thought my life was hard cuz of my brothers and sisters,but whats has happend to you,I shuoldn't conplan(sp?)....Oh yeah,DON'T RUN AWAY!!....I feel sorry for you :surprised and a know its hard,but you can get through this.OH!!,,,,Want to be friends??
Age 40
In the darkness under the moon.....
Seen October 19th, 2004
Posted October 14th, 2004
417 posts
18.8 Years
I havenever been through adoption my self. I seen one of my friends go through it.... must have been hard on you. Though i know life can be.....sucky(got to watch what i say). You may fee like your life is the worst or that you can't take much more but remember there most likely someone that is going through or had went through something that your going through. Also there most likely someone worse off than you. As long as you are open to people i'm sure there will be someone willing ot talk to you and be your friend. Friends can help you get through any thing realy.^^
I Have left PC thank you for al lbeing my friends. I hope you all do well in life and have fun you all.
Bye ^^
Seen November 5th, 2006
Posted October 13th, 2004
29 posts
18.7 Years
Hi... u make me realize that i'm actually very fortunate to have a complete family. I just wan to tell you that i think u r very brave, going through all those things alone make u stronger emotionally, and that's a good thing. i'm sure that u will truely find a family who loves u and vice versa. be more positive and all the best!
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Age 33
Right here, dumbazz
Seen November 22nd, 2005
Posted August 6th, 2005
618 posts
18.9 Years
It must have been hard for you. My advice would be is to stay positive. One day you'll end up in a place you'll be happy in. Just one thing.... you made 2 psychiatrists retire? How'd you manage to do that?
Meh~ I've really found so much better things to do than PC. It's not that I left, I just have better things to do right now and also for the next 8 or so months. I havn't "left" left.. just "kinda" left. I may post once or twice...
Age 31
In waiting.
Seen April 1st, 2008
Posted January 19th, 2008
5,127 posts
19.1 Years
It must have been hard for you. My advice would be is to stay positive. One day you'll end up in a place you'll be happy in. Just one thing.... you made 2 psychiatrists retire? How'd you manage to do that?
lets just say i didnt cooperate... :cheeky:

and thankx again everyone. your advise is really making me feel better. ^^

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