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Old May 17th, 2012 (4:05 PM).
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    You're such a great and kind person, really... but I can't stand how frequently you must put yourself down. I'm sorry your family and false friends can't see the real you. Yet, you have to have at least a little confidence in yourself. I make it a daily routine of mine to listen to your worries and try to keep your self-esteem up, but the truth is you need to learn to stand up for yourself. Stop letting everyone kick you around like that.
    Coincidentally I'm also a person like that. From a few days back, I've been standing for myself and myself only. I haven't allowed me to be sad about anything, shutting anything devastating away from my brain and shiz. I gotta move on, and it worked. I've gained confidence lately as I've won the biggest drama competition ever as a Director, Actor, Script writer etc. You can say that my confidence is coming back now. For those who've messed with me...I don't care. As you once said that I can't be messed around like that, I'm going to keep standing when I finally have my 'vengeance' on them.

    I would never be hurt now.
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    Old May 18th, 2012 (2:00 PM).
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      Dear Anonymous,
      You aren't a martyr, so stop acting like it. Yes, people are mean to you, but people are mean in general. When you get riled up, you annoy others. It's your fault, your instigation, and then you claim that you can't help it.

      Honestly? You need to find a way to keep your mouth shut, to get off your high horse. At the same time, you need to come down from your own cross, and stop with the "poor pitiful me" garbage. You have to tell everyone when you're on top, have to show off your latest creation of newest joke, and then you whine and cry when people get sick of you, or just stop listening.

      You have a lot. You're probably in a better position than most. You have natural ability, but you can't, or won't, work. You're lazy, you're an excuse maker, and you're borderline incompetent most of the time. You like to hold up your accomplishments, and pretend like it entitles you to something special.

      It doesn't. Not in daily life.

      You're jealous of your friends? You're rated in the 98th-99th percentile in roughly everything you do. And you can't see that, because you say that you're just keeping up with the others.

      And you are. There's always someone on the bottom, always someone on the low end of the scale. Get used to it, and stop acting like you're somehow deserving of the top spot all the time. You're childish, petty, moody, short-tempered, insecure, and you have low self-confidence. You can't exploit your own talents because you're too busy trying to be good at everything.

      And then when you fail where it actually matters, you shrug and make excuses.

      Why can't you work harder? Why are you stuck in this cycle of failure, despair, irritation, self-loathing, feeble attempts at improvement, backsliding, and right back to failure?

      And even then, why are you complaining? You're at the bottom of the top. You're better off than most.

      Life would be easier if you would just keep your mouth shut. Why is that so hard? You talk constantly. Nobody can understand you. What's so hard about speaking at a normal pace?

      Life would be easier if you didn't actively try to sabotage yourself, trying to be offbeat, and yet trying to be accepted. It doesn't work like that.

      Life would be easier, so much easier, if you realized that your opinions, shaky and baseless as they are, aren't wanted? Think before you open your mouth, and stop spewing your bile everywhere. People have tried telling you that, I've tried telling you that, and you still don't get it.

      Grow up. Learn how to function in society. There's nothing wrong with you, so stop complaining about how unfair it all is. And stop beating up on yourself.

      We're tired of hearing it. Fix it.

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      Old May 18th, 2012 (4:17 PM).
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      Dear Anonymous,
      Everytime we talk, I'm happy with you. Everytime we don't, I'm like "forget you". You're so different. But that's a good thing. (;

      Dear Anonymous,
      Okay, seriously. Stop getting mad at her for talking smack about you because you're doing the same thing. You think I'm on your side but now my mind's changed. Geez.
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      Old May 19th, 2012 (9:10 AM).
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        I should've listened to what they said about you. My fault.
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        Old May 19th, 2012 (9:30 AM).
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          Dear Anon,

          Never knew you can be such an 'Abra'-hole :3 guess I can be one too but never thought you could go THIS far. Hehe.

          New policy: Sticks and stone may break my bones~ You know how it goes XD

          Dear Anon,

          STOP STALKING ME! XD

          Dear Anon,

          Please don't do anything stupid to yourself >.< It ain't worth it.
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          Old May 19th, 2012 (9:32 AM).
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            Dear Anon,

            Hold in there alright, help's coming.

            Dear Anon,

            Just wanted to say from the bottom of my heart, thank you for being there for me in my time of need.
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            Old May 19th, 2012 (10:54 AM).
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            You've no idea how horrible it is to feel like this. I wish I wasn't like that, but I am... maybe I need to interact with people more outside the internet. But my god, it's just such a horrible feeling and I can't seem to fix it. I look up to you and hope that one day I can have more confidence in myself like you do.
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            Old May 19th, 2012 (5:41 PM).
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              Stop crying over yourself, honestly.
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              Old May 19th, 2012 (6:17 PM).
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              Dear Anonymous,

              I feel the worst when your back is towards me and when your shadow isn't cast where I stand anymore. Does someone of your status always remain so busy? The day I look forward to is the day I can see you walking towards me and know that I won't have to look at your back ever again. You're strong, I know that. You don't need anyone. That I also know.

              I don't want to need you. I just want to be needed by you. That isn't something that you can understand, but so that you may, I hope my thoughts reach you. Saying words isn't enough. But for you I'll hold my tears. If I reveal a weakness, would you really walk away? That's not something I can bear, is it?

              Every moment that you're not here is a moment forever lost in time. The sand is running out, maybe slowly, maybe quickly. Who knows how long I have? I'm not afraid of dying. Not being here to give you happiness is what terrifies me the most. Last night I dreamed you never existed. I didn't break out into a cold sweat until morning, when I realized you laying next to me...........I don't think I can feel whole without you. Somehow, you're like a piece of my puzzle.

              I wish you could see that. Know that. Feel that.

              Being with you is a double edged sword. I am so happy. I thought I was happy before, but no.......This is what happiness is. This is also what feeling fear is. Now that I have you, I have the chance to lose you. But i would take every moment of pain if it means keeping you near me. My voice would sound silly saying this, and my words are so ridiculous even if they're true. That's why I won't show you.

              I love you.

              I love you. T_T
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              Old May 20th, 2012 (2:30 AM).
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                Dear Anonymous,
                You have no idea how bad my life is right now. I may be such the pessimist, but... Can't I at least get a hug? I miss your hugs. I know you hate me... But please. I need a hug. It can't be from anybody else. Please. You're one person that can make my life better with a hug. Please...

                Dear Anonymous,
                It's getting creepy. I don't even know you.

                Dear Anonymous,
                Words hurt. People feel. Rocks can't even bruise me. Think about it.
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                Old May 20th, 2012 (8:20 AM).
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                  Look, you idiot. It's pretty damn obvious you don't care they're depressed, even though you expect people to show sympathy when the same thing happens to you. So quit being a ***** and **** off unless you want to end up saying something you'll regret.
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                  Old May 20th, 2012 (9:08 AM).
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                  Dear Anonymous,

                  Stop calling me ;_;. My phone dies at least 5 times a day just because you want to talk so much.
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                  Old May 20th, 2012 (2:04 PM).
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                  Dear Anonymous,

                  It's gonna be time for you to get into gear. Try some new things and force yourself out a little. You were really looking forward to this summer, with all these great ideas and ambitions, but you've kind of wasted it away as of late. Summer started a bit rough but it's gotten better, but it can't stop there. Some big milestones are coming up in the next few years. Don't be in the same mindset you had 4 years ago. You're a different person now, act like it.

                  Dear Anonymous,

                  Doin' good on some fronts. Seeing clearly and I'm liking it. New opportunities in life, make the best of em. Experiment.
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                  Old May 20th, 2012 (2:14 PM).
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                    Dear Anon,

                    You're immature, and you admit to that as well, but honestly sometimes I end up looking up to you more than down. I mean, you're funny and supportive(when you're not constantly calling me a loser lmao), and I feel like if I had to tell you something I could without any real issue. I'm really happy you took me in. We really gotta hang out more.
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                    Old May 20th, 2012 (3:08 PM).
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                    Dear A,

                    Can't believe how ridiculously overpriced you make these things.

                    Up to $100 for the written test, $50 for the mandatory class, $46 per hour for the practice sessions, and then like $100 for the actual examination. Such a pain in the behind to have to pay this outrageous sum of money and go back and forth. Can't wait to be done with this so I never have to deal with it again.
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                    Old May 20th, 2012 (3:50 PM).
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                      Dear Anon,

                      I have no idea what you're saying (seriously) roflmao
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                      Old May 21st, 2012 (8:43 AM).
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                      "oh ok lol" is the quickest conversation killer i have ever seen or heard.
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                      Old May 21st, 2012 (8:46 AM).
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                      Dear Anonymous,

                      I'm so glad I found you again. ^//////////^ You make my life many times more worth living when you're in it. Please never ever leave us again.
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                      Old May 21st, 2012 (11:30 AM).
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                      Dear anonymous,

                      do you know how funny it is, I started thinking about how it'd be in 2 weeks, and imagined you two would be in sort of a similar situation, and I wouldn't be. Even though I am better friends with both of you than you are with each other, you are still so similar to each other in terms of stance in life and I'm just sort of..not. If I had to sketch it, I'd imagine a mountain with me being on the top and the two of you some stories lower together. I am older, born in a different year, almost polar opposite personality wise, while you guys are the same year etc and I feel so far/distanced from both of you. I feel like there will always be a wall between us no matter how close we get, it's like I was born in a completely different era, and you guys will never understand, I feel like a stand-alone.
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                      Old May 21st, 2012 (2:13 PM).
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                        Lemme tell you, never laughed so hard before. Thank you for making things online seriously entertaining!
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                        Old May 21st, 2012 (3:38 PM).
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                        Dear Anonymous,

                        Don't let her bother you. If the extend of a friendship stops when you stop sleeping with her, it isn't worth worrying over; It is especially not worth hurting others over! We know you're a bit sensitive because you've not been under the stresses that friendships can bring, but we all love you and care about you.

                        If I were never able to hear your voice or feel your hugs again, I'd probably die. ;; I'm so glad you chose me over everyone else, truly. Let me be the reason for your smile. I can tell you~ even if we never slept together again, I'd still be there steadfastly, by your side, with all of my support. I'm not fickle like other girls seem to be. In fact I haven't met a girl who wasn't fickle lol. I wonder if they're all that way.

                        You'll never be "just another phase" to me. I'd literally die at your command. I'm sorry if I scared you when I said that, but I thought it was what you really wanted. I'm glad it isn't. <3 Friendship can be something hard to grasp, but don't you think it's worth it? Is what we have worth fighting for? Hey, remember when we fought together before. It wasn't the love for you that drove me, it was the love we created when we attacked with a same cause that propelled us to be victorious. Not to protect you, but to protect what we are as one. I shine when I'm around you. You bring out the very best of me. And I love you so strongly for that.

                        I'm still the same person. I'm just a part of you now. The only thing that's changed is that I'm complete now. (I'm here forever so I hope you don't get tired of me!)

                        So let's rock the world with our spirit!

                        I'll just say I love you. I think I won't have to say much else. Pretty sure we can read each other through our eyes locking ^////^ I love you. I really do.

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                        Dear Anonymous,

                        You made my day XD. I'm sorry I didn't get to reply before you logged off. I hope everything is going well in the army. What country were you stationed in? Korea? I have a friend who'd be so jealous you got to go there!

                        By the way, your comics rock, all of them. I read them all the time.

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                        Dear Anonymous,

                        I'm so glad you finally got signed! I wish we could hang out a little more, but congrats on your record deal. Your music really warms my soul. Thanks for composing for me. <3 You'll go far and far.

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                        Dear Anonymous,

                        Sorry for what I said. I was so sad and with your accusations it made me hurt even worse that already I was. I forgive you. I suppose your forgiving me doesn't matter. I just wanted to say sorry.

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                        Dear Anonymous,

                        Why do we always miss each other online? We're going to have to plan a day to get together and go eat at TGI Fridays. SPICY NACHO QUESO! You gotta help me get out this crusty old building sometime . I love you boy, don't you forget!
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                        Old May 21st, 2012 (8:33 PM).
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                          Dear Anonymous(es),
                          You guys now write constantly here. Lol. I noticed that. :3

                          Dear Anonymous,
                          I wanna see your curly hair. But, seeing as I don't know you... That's weird, isn't it. xP It's your fault for stalking meh!

                          Dear Anonymous,
                          Thank you for that text. It really helped in my current situation. Thanks.
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                          Old May 22nd, 2012 (7:33 PM). Edited May 22nd, 2012 by Sydian.
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                          dear anon,

                          the person you described reminds me of me. and the advice i've given you, well, i'm surprised it wasn't used against me when i did what i did. i'm ashamed.

                          dear anon,

                          i sound like you...haha...

                          dear anon,

                          leave me alone please.
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                          Old May 22nd, 2012 (8:03 PM).
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                          Dear Anonymous,

                          I like writing better to you here than to your face. It's really hard to talk to you about things. It's not that I'm shy or flustered. But I think it's better if you don't know what I feel in word format, because it would minimize the meaning of what I feel.......I don't want to say the wrong thing and put you off. I think it makes our relationship better than worse. Maybe nobody else sees their relationships that way, but I do. I'm pretty sure you keep your thoughts about me in that smart brain of yours, because with how little you talk to me during the days, I know you're thinking more than what you're "seeing" heheh............. The only reason I wish you'd speak to me more is because I crave the sound of your voice. No really. No others' voice can have that effect on me!

                          Episodes aren't enough, because I've memorized all those lines. Not enough to be my fix. I have to have you irl too or I start to shake. And besides. I like.....no.....I LOVE the way you say my name. I think you were born to say it .

                          And by the way despite what I say to you face to face, your hair is still gorgeous even when it's short. You are the most beautiful man God ever made. Inside, outside, all over. <3 Even if you shaved your head bald (please for the love of God don't do that ), you'd still look infinity percent smexier than anybody could dream of being. Just, I liked it long because I love when it falls down all in your face or when you're looking down at me when you kiss me it kinda, falls over my face a little. Its like I'm surrounded by you >//u//< K, yeah. Just yeah. XD
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                          Old May 22nd, 2012 (11:38 PM).
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                            Dear Anon,

                            Don't make me choose between my financial and psychological health again, we know how the last situation went down unfortunately. But yeah sometimes I really do wonder if I'm being too hard on myself regarding this, I'm used to failures and screwjobs more than most people my age though sadly but I'm not only unsure of what to do in my next course of action, I feel overwhelmed plain and simple. Even I have my limits and the last few months pushed me to my breaking point and beyond. I hope you understand, for my sake at the very least.
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