Dear Anonymous Page 56

Started by Shining Raichu October 24th, 2011 8:24 PM
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Meganium

memento mori

she/her
Houston, TX
Seen February 1st, 2023
Posted February 1st, 2023
Dear Anonymous,

Please promise me that this won't end.
--Nickelback, "Don't Ever Let It End"

When you sent me that song, the first thought that popped in my head was you and I. I mean...that was legitimately our song. xD But I was too scared to say anything. Typical me who tried avoiding any awkward moments.

I'm...very, very, very discreet with my feelings..which is why I took soooo long in replying to you on skype. Like you, I was never good when it comes to words, and in situations like this...it makes me feel so...speechless.

Yeah, it's been what...almost a week now since we started talking? And we've been friends for almost two years. I mean, I value our friendship. I care for our friendship. I love our friendship. We're like two kittens sharing a ball of yarn together. But the move to "more than friends" is such a crucial move. It's very risky, and it could be either the best decision or the worst decision. Learning from past experience myself, part of me wants me to try again and learn from my mistakes, but then...I just can't endure another heartbreak. I can't take this risk of destroying our friendship. I lost a best friend because of this, do I want to lose you too?

I'm very glad we made a goal. A goal to wait. I think it's a decision we can both agree on, and that'll keep our friendship stronger than ever. We're both scared to take this next step, and that's fine. I'm perfectly fine in staying friends. Although I still have feelings for you, I will continue to value our friendship like normal, and well...be your best friend forever, like you are my best friend forever. :3

moon

they/them
Seen 12 Hours Ago
Posted 2 Days Ago
37,443 posts
15.5 Years
Dear Anonymous,

I wish you could talk about your feelings, but you really want to pretend that you don't have any. It's annoying. But I guess it's a good defense mechanism. For you.


Dear Anonymous,

I'm not going to say I'm sorry anymore. This is just the way I am, and I know I'm going to regret things if I do what I feel like doing here and now, there and then. But that's who I am and I don't want to try and be someone that I'm not. Not for you. Not for anyone. I think.
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Elite Overlord LeSabre™

On that 'Non stop road'

Age 97
Shimoda City
Seen 2 Weeks Ago
Posted January 25th, 2022
9,705 posts
15.5 Years
Dear Anon,

Your new car is nice, but I don't know how the dealer talked you into buying the smallest model in their lineup, since y'all have traditionally bought big cars. Must've been one heck of a deal you got for it, lol

Dear Anon,

Sorry, but I'm morally opposed to voice mail. So I'm still not going to use it, despite what we talked about today.

Dear Anon,

2 weeks notice is not enough for a matter as critical as this. You really needed to give me at least 30 days' notice so I had a chance to get everything in order, and make sure it still got to you on time.

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Zebeedoo

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Age 28
Female
Northern Ireland
Seen March 7th, 2023
Posted December 3rd, 2014
989 posts
14.3 Years
Dear Anonymous,

wow, looking at your tweets on twitter and your wall on fb makes me realise now that you're a player. this is why i hate being so naive. you dumped me a week ago and you're already flirting with wee girls? 15 year olds too. you're nearly 18. if you had any consideration for my feelings you wouldn't be acting like that less than a week of you dumping me. but that's okay, i'll find someone else who's committed, devoted, loyal and faithful like me who'll treat me back with the same amount of kindness and appreciation i showed you. thanks for totally screwing with my mind. don't even know why i got so upset about you dumping me. you've seriously hurt me a lot and i hope karma gets you back good and hard. good ****ing riddance, have fun with the 15 year olds!



Cosmotone8

silhouette of the past

Male
Boston, MA, USA, Earth, Sun Solar System, Milky Way Galaxy, Universe
Seen July 22nd, 2016
Posted March 20th, 2013
1,758 posts
11.4 Years
Da,
Too much. WAY too much. I can't believe it, and I really wish that this all could have gone away and that the people you effected could be made better.
I'm a silhouette, asking every now and then
Is it over yet? Will I ever feel again?
I'm a silhouette, chasing rainbows on my own
But the more I try to move on, the more I feel alone
So I watch the summer stars to lead me home.

Dango

Que Sera, Sera

Hinamizawa
Seen September 30th, 2015
Posted July 6th, 2014
30 posts
10.8 Years
DA,
If you don't want me around, then just say so.

DA,
There are reasons I keep things from you, and don't you dare pin the blame on her. I am quite aware of the "urgency of the situation"; stop treating me like I'm an invalid that will never amount to anything.
And by the way, "I yell at you because I love you" is not a valid excuse for anything, nor do I believe that can be defined as "love". Grow up.


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Age 33
Female
London, UK (orig. Toronto, Canada)
Seen August 30th, 2021
Posted August 24th, 2021
10,993 posts
18.7 Years
Dear Anonymous/(es),

As I listen to this song, this song with no words, it reminds me a bit of how life can take us. On the painted desert.. a place that's vast; a place where.. no matter which direction you choose, you know you will be walking blindly.. towards the unknown. And yes, as much as we can try to paint it, the wind will blow the trails away, and we are left trying to follow remnants of what we laid out before.
But do we really mind? Yes, we'll be sweating- it will be a hard journey.. but when you find that oasis.. would it all be worth it?

Uncertainty scares me the most, but I'm beginning to appreciate the journey rather than the destination. It is draining- yes, worrying is draining, but worries also wash away in the moments that I can wind down and simply enjoy an evening laugh, debate, and company.
Yet I know, in an instant, technically it can be swept away. But there's some things that can't be- and that is how I feel. No one nor nothing can take that away.

Many people know this already about me; that I can be stubborn, as unmoving as a rock with my opinion, and very blunt with it too- almost unnecessarily so. But I've bit my tongue for too long, and I've decided that if I feel strongly about something, I will voice it. It could be a reason why I am hated by so many- I have no tact, but I've learned the hard way, that my beliefs, to me, are more important than any sort of redemption in the eyes of others. I was tired of apologizing for things I never was. "I'm sorry I'm stupid." "I'm sorry I'm boring." "I'm sorry I'm annoying." "I'll try to be better." Every time I said it, I believed it more. It echoed in my own thoughts. In the past, every time I heard that I wasn't loved, that I was hated, even out of their own pure jealousy, I cried. I cried and refused it. But I had been so used to simply believing in what others said, that it was hard to dismiss it.
It's different now. I have strength.

Nevertheless, although it can still be upsetting to be disliked, and I am still learning eloquency, it is easier than sitting in silence, letting toxic thoughts overwhelm you. I'm finished with them overwhelming me, but it doesn't mean I don't get the acid from my thoughts or from the words I hear licking at my limbs from time to time. Comparatively, I may be a hardened (or I guess you can say more adult) version of an old self, but I do still feel. And I'm no longer here to feed society's need for petty things. Need and want are different matters.

But I digress, what I do want to say is, most of my walls are down. The only ones up are little ones, but they are ones that have never gone down before. You know what they are; metaphorically, they have to do with the desert I paint- the worries I have. I'm not sure when I'll be ready to bring them down, but I know they will go down eventually. Most people see me with walls up, but that's okay, because it doesn't leave me as vulnerable to the abuse I had to endure when I was young and passive. I'm digressing again, but I want to thank you for always being patient with me- you don't know how much that means to me. I'm happy we are able to connect in the way that we do; and I am learning slowly, with your help, to destroy all my barriers.

In the meantime we will enjoy the journey, I've decided. And in times of anguish, loss, frustration, and sadness, I want it to be like looking back at footprints in the sand: "the years that you have seen only one set of footprints, I have carried you."

Just as you carry me now.

I'm not sure if this makes sense, even to myself, but... what I want to say is.. thank you. I am happy.
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♡(´・ω・`)LOVE! ☆

Hannah

beep bop boop

Age 22
Female
Seen November 16th, 2021
Posted October 9th, 2017
1,150 posts
10.6 Years
Dear Anonymous,

I was really shocked when you hugged me yesterday. Haha. You should've hugged me earlier, when I was not sweaty from running around the school halls. I really wish you would've shouted back, because I seriously expected you would. Anyways, I hope we can go there again. It was fun. Oh, and don't push me too far up the swing. I wear dresses.

Dear Anonymous,

Get it together. I know you're not used to crushes and romance, but he likes you, and you have to accept that. He's really sweet -- not like your previous crush -- so I don't understand why you avoid him all the time. Meh. Yesterday was fun! We should go again!

Dear Anonymous,

What the lump? You just made the biggest mistake of your life, buddy.

beep bop boop

pikakitten

You met with a terrible fate

Age 24
Male
Termina, Clock Tower
Seen June 20th, 2016
Posted January 29th, 2015
905 posts
12.4 Years
Dear Anonymous, Didn't I make it obvious that I loved you? You seemed oddly surprised when I asked you out, but I expressed it. Maybe not as good as I would've wanted to because of this damnable shyness but I still tried for you. And maybe, I'm wrong to say this but he's not good enough for you, and I could love you, not "like" you like he does but I wanted-no I needed you, I guess it was merely "sweet" that I loved you-love you but candy doesn't stay forever and maybe you could've say something besides this. I know you're with him but you could've at least told me you felt the same way but you were with him. I still know I shouldn't ask you such a drastic question but can you please? Just leave him, he doesn't love you and even if he does it's not the same way I do. I don't want you, I don't want to be your friend and I will never like you; I need you, I want to be yours, and I will always love you.

Sincerely
~PikakittenX, devout member of the Pokecommunity
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Sammi

Age 33
she/her
The States
Seen 22 Hours Ago
Posted November 8th, 2021
14,085 posts
18.3 Years
Dear Anon,

You're so nuts it's funny sometimes. I don't know if that's appropriate to feel. Also you better actually use that pen those are my favorite brand from my childhood ;~~~;

I'll make a proper signature when Pokecommunity gets a proper slogan

Meganium

memento mori

she/her
Houston, TX
Seen February 1st, 2023
Posted February 1st, 2023
Dear Anonymous,

Thank you for being my "entertainment" while I am ill. You are a great friend, even though I kept telling you that a lot of times. I just can't seem to stop. You..just are. :3
Age 35
Male
Michigan
Seen November 9th, 2021
Posted February 17th, 2018
148 posts
10.7 Years
Da,

Shut the **** up you annoying little twerp. I'm sick of putting up with your crap day in and day out. You don't deserve all of the things that you're getting Christmas and should really be getting a big lump of coal for Christmas, but we can't get what we want.

Da,

The only reason why I'm watching your little brats for you is because your family. If it weren't for that simple fact I would be half way across the country just to get away from your brats.

Frazzevous

Impulsive lil' kitty

Female
Sunset-lit flower paradise
Seen November 6th, 2014
Posted January 1st, 2014
230 posts
11 Years
Dear Anonymous,

I know how to take care of a freakin' dog. You don't have to be so freakin' paranoid every freakin' time and verbally abuse me.
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Dango

Que Sera, Sera

Hinamizawa
Seen September 30th, 2015
Posted July 6th, 2014
30 posts
10.8 Years
Dear Anonymous,

I don't know if you think you're trying to mean well or what, but in all honesty, you're turning out to be nothing more than a coward. You take the neutral side constantly because you're afraid of any potential conflict or tension, and you just try and bluff your way out of everything. I want the truth, not constant half-measures on your part. You won't miss me; you'll just shrug it off and go on laughing with the rest of them. Fine. But at least be strong enough to say it.


Dear Anonymous,

You are so annoying that I want to punch you in the head. Repeatedly. Invading my space by jabbing my head with your finger at 7 AM as well as constantly harassing me is NOT a good way to get on my good side. Just keep away from me.


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Elite Overlord LeSabre™

On that 'Non stop road'

Age 97
Shimoda City
Seen 2 Weeks Ago
Posted January 25th, 2022
9,705 posts
15.5 Years
Dear Anon,

Great seeing you the other day! And thanks for the early Christmas present! And thanks for not giving me a random DVD like last year! Though if you had come in my place to relax before taking off, you could've seen the types of DVDs I do watch and collect.

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beep bop boop

Age 22
Female
Seen November 16th, 2021
Posted October 9th, 2017
1,150 posts
10.6 Years
Dear Anonymous,

Let's face it. I'm insecure of you. I hope this doesn't change anything between us. I don't know why I'm insecure, so don't ask. You're my best friend, and for some reason, I'm afraid that you're getting more popular than I am. I know I shouldn't feel this way, but I can't help it.

Dear Anonymous,

I'm getting tired of this. Of us. It's the same conversation over and over again. There's nothing exciting. Nothing that can make me like you the way I did. I love the fact that you try your best to keep this thing going, but you're failing. Please understand why I ignore you lately. I just can't notice you. I know it doesn't make any sense, but it does to me.

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Her

Age 29
Seen 2 Hours Ago
Posted 1 Week Ago
Dear Diary,

It's quite easy to believe you're so great, so smart, so incredible, when nothing has happened to you that can test your apparent greatness. Nothing has happened to you that would open your mind beyond the narrow slit it encompasses and let you see the world from the way we people with emotions do.

antemortem

rest after tomorrow

Age 24
he/they
Los Angeles
Seen June 15th, 2022
Posted June 14th, 2022
7,467 posts
11.3 Years
Dear Anonymous,

Tell me again what about me just screams, "I give a damn about what you're saying."

Dear Anonymous,

Yeah, I'd love to, but try not inviting me to an event after you got a 'maybe' from your other plus one and then waving me off after I accepted before your other friend decided to accept.
TURN ON THE BRIGHT LIGHTS

curiousnathan

Male
Australia
Seen October 18th, 2020
Posted October 5th, 2020
7,753 posts
13.7 Years
Dear Anon,
You're so lazy seriously. Do something for others for once.

Dear Anon,
Ew, you're an attention seeker? They're smelly.

Dear Anon,
It's been awesome spending time with you over the past couple of nights. You're really helpful and thoughtful and everything awesome.

Dear Anon,
You're pretty much the same too. Very nice dude you are!