Dear Anonymous Page 97

Started by Shining Raichu October 24th, 2011 8:24 PM
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Sonata

Don't let me disappear

Age 27
Male
Indiana
Seen 31 Minutes Ago
Posted March 25th, 2023
13,619 posts
10.2 Years
Dear anon,
Thank you for introducing me to D&D and making me play it, I used to think that only bad words and nerds played it, but it is really freaking fun.

Dear anon,
I really hope we end up going to the same college campus so that we can continue with our daily hijinks. I don't think I have had more fun just sitting in class doing work than I have with you.

Dear anon,
Please stop trying to be friendly with me, I just really want to punch you in the face. Nobody likes you, but they might if you stopped acting like you had a stick shoved 5 feet up your ass.

Meganium

memento mori

she/her
Houston, TX
Seen February 1st, 2023
Posted February 1st, 2023
Dear anonymous,

I literally cannot stop thinking about you. I'm going crazy right now. Thanks.

Khoshi

とてもかわいい!

Age 24
Male
Sydney, Australia
Seen January 3rd, 2020
Posted October 16th, 2019
2,646 posts
10.1 Years
dear anonymous,

Couldn't have picked a better time to talk to me. I still regret us ever being together, and it always makes me ill when people talk of you. Keep away, your presence reminds me of ♥♥♥♥ times. Danke.

acatfrommars

Male
Seen February 5th, 2023
Posted January 9th, 2023
3,870 posts
9.6 Years
Dear anonymous,

That emotion, in which seems to be the reality: failure. No matter how hard I try or what I do, I always feel like I am in someone else's shadow. Whether it be my family, my friends, or even people I compete against. It can be in anything, no matter what it is I'm just not good enough. At first, I didn't mind becoming the underdog. If I'm not as good as others I'l catch up one day. I've had this mindset since I was in 8th. grade, now I'm a senior in high school. I don't know man, maybe I need to work harder. I take the hardest classes at school, work my ass off on a daily basis and it always seem like someone is one step ahead. People piss me off, at first it was only a few but now it seems like every one does. Right when I'm about to reach my goal, it always is tugged away slightly. It's like I can never reach it. I don't I, I hear that failure is the key to success ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ all the time, but what is that supposed to do for me?

I don't know man, I'm just sitting in a hotel cafe contemplating life all night tonight. Going to be a long night. Exhausted. Tired. Just want to go home.

Sydian

fake your death.

Age 30
they/them
Georgia
Seen May 22nd, 2022
Posted November 29th, 2021
33,354 posts
15.2 Years
Dear Anonymous,

Don't pull me down. For the first time in years, I'm completely satisfied, if not more than that. I'm not shedding anymore tears over you.
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New Eden

Ascension to heaven

Age 29
Female
My Nevereverland
Seen September 20th, 2014
Posted September 13th, 2014
406 posts
9.8 Years
Dear Anon,

I don't regret much over what I may have done to you. I did so many things that it would cause severe damage if I even told you what happened, and why I've done what I've done. You caused more damage to me on a personal level than people that hate me could ever dream of. You and that sibling of yours treated me like a game, and I could never take anything either of you would say as a result. Oh, and my pride was violated so I guess that's a thing.

Raine

Age 29
Female
Ontario, Canada
Seen December 16th, 2017
Posted October 5th, 2017
3,722 posts
9.3 Years
Dear Anonymous,

Can you not bash other peoples' ideas/opinions? They're called opinions for a reason, and we can agree to disagree. Normally I wouldn't be bothered by this, but already being mildly pissed off at the moment, and having you run your mouth makes it worse.

finalrayne

High Roller

Age 31
Male
Northern Maine
Seen July 6th, 2015
Posted May 18th, 2015
259 posts
9.2 Years
Dear Anonymous,

Your not going to see me anymore by the end of this week. I am tired of you not wanting to do anything fun and we don't agree on generally anything. I guess Mary Jane was the only girl that understood me I quit for you but you still treat me like crap so hello Mary Jane goodbye Anon have fun with your life without me.

Eevee-Kins

Sleepy Eyes, Bony Knees

Female
North Carolina, United States.
Seen September 29th, 2014
Posted September 28th, 2014
181 posts
9.2 Years
Dear Anonymous,
Those few weeks were some of the best. Your personality made me feel free. I didn't give a ♥♥♥♥ at all. Your beautiful blue eyes, your soft brown hair, your old red Vans you always wear.... You're just so amazing. In every single way. I remember when we met in art class and just.. Clicked. We laughed at Ms. Sykes' awkward jokes, made up funny hashtags, and never did our work. But I know why you wanted me. There's two obvious reasons.
1. To leave your girlfriend and not have to be single.
2. So you could have sex.
I wasn't meant for anything more. You said you loved me and I believed you. I knew you were going to hurt me from the beginning but I'm a hormone fueled teenager, what am I supposed to do other than fall for you. Hard. You were the first person to make me smile like that in years. But then.. My birth control just failed. We were gonna have twins. I was scared but I was kind of happy. But then you left me for her and I, being the dumbass I am, attempted suicide and lost both of them. She didn't even treat you right and you didn't treat her right. You wanted the same from her as you wanted for me. Then we just stopped talking. We were strangers again. All we had were awkward looks at each other. But after a few months, out of the blue, you texted me. I didn't know how to react. It was probably the happiest five minutes of my life. We texted for 3 whole days and then you told me what I never wanted to hear. You still love Lizzi and you miss her. I was at the hospital for totally unrelated reasons and I just started shaking but I think it helped me. It helped me see that I can get over you. You're kind of a jerk and I shouldn't still love you. Maybe you do belong with her.


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AZ Jr

There is a fine line between fishing and just standing on the shore like an idiot.

Age 22
Male
UK
Seen August 9th, 2014
Posted July 28th, 2014
127 posts
9.2 Years
Dear Anonymous,

I love you. But I don't trust you. The stuff I have done is wrong, and I am truly sorry. But the way you reacted made me close myself up, hide inside of my emotionless outside. I keep messing up and I keep burying myself deeper. I wish I could approach you confidently, fess up that I am sorry. But I don't. I'm afraid of opening up.

Dear Anonymous(es)

I'm so different from you two. We're practically opposites. Anon 1, why are you always so critical and stubborn? You refuse to see anything from any side of view but yours. It makes you a really hard person to be around. You are also selfish, taking advantage of me trying to be nice to you. Anon 2, you couldn't care less about me. Which is a shame, I can see us being good friends. You don't know your own strength, and most of the time that leads to my upset.

I wish I could redo the past few months, I wish I could forget. But I can't because of the environment I'm in. You three can cope with it, but I'm crumbling, slowly. If there was a way to clear my name, I wouldn't hesitate to do it.
0490 - 5728 - 0199

Starry Windy

Everything will be Daijoubu.

Male
Liberty Garden
Seen April 28th, 2020
Posted April 28th, 2020
9,307 posts
10.4 Years
Dear anon,
I haven't seeing you for days, and I missed seeing you in the PC Battle Server too. I wish you can be back soon...

Khoshi

とてもかわいい!

Age 24
Male
Sydney, Australia
Seen January 3rd, 2020
Posted October 16th, 2019
2,646 posts
10.1 Years
Dear anonymous

how long will it be till you even say "hi" to me again? I'm sick of you pushing aside my existence, you have no idea how that makes me feel at all, do you? It makes me feel utterly worthless, a thorn by your side. It makes me feel like bleh. I'm sorry for what I did, but I just wish you'd talk to me again.

Honest

Hi!

Age 27
Male
New York City
Seen March 19th, 2023
Posted November 7th, 2022
11,676 posts
14.7 Years
Da,

So I was derping around, and found this little gem.

And I thought instantly of you. It makes a lot of sense D: I really hope you enjoy Saturday. It's your day, even if you don't know it yet <3
he did it, not me.

Starry Windy

Everything will be Daijoubu.

Male
Liberty Garden
Seen April 28th, 2020
Posted April 28th, 2020
9,307 posts
10.4 Years
Dear anon,
I have a strange dream about you last night, and I'm wondering, are you alright?

Fernbutter

Murder is the way.

Male
The depths of the internet
Seen June 10th, 2017
Posted June 2nd, 2014
821 posts
9.4 Years
Dear anonymous,

I know what you're trying to do, but it isn't working, you can't break me any more than I already am, maybe change your target? Heh, maybe you'll have more luck messing them up than me, but just remember, if you do anything stupid, I'll take that as a challenge to do something even dumber.

There should be a signature here somewhere.
I wonder where it's gone.

Aquacorde

⟡ not everything is sink or swim ⟡

Age 29
she/her/he/him
Ankh-Morpork
Seen 7 Hours Ago
Posted March 15th, 2023
12,275 posts
18.9 Years
Dear Anon(s)
What you've done is taken away my pride, joy, confidence, and sense of self-worth. It's horrible to be suddenly tripped and slammed into the ground. It's horrible to have come so far only to be crushed again. It's not okay to be treated as if you have no value as a person, to not be consulted for things even directly involving you. Intense emotion is expressed in a multitude of ways- it's soul-wrecking to pour your heart into something just to end up with negative return.
Did you know intense emotion, empathy, and sympathy are theorized to be characteristic of Aspies? But so are sensory issues. And to perceive something so strongly often causes one to shutdown or lash out, especially if one struggles to communicate what one feels. Or has no-one to communicate it to.
Did you know it's been a struggle to become confident enough to speak to anyone on any level? I still feel like I put myself at risk every time I express myself. There's not a specific fear, just a persistent fear that something will go wrong. That people will turn on me, that people will hate me, I don't know. I'd say it's an irrational fear, but it's been proven to be rational time and time again. Makes it very difficult to connect with people. Or, you know, do anything. A crippling fear of being negatively judged leads me to do nothing most of the time and just hate myself all the more for being useless and incapable of anything worthwhile.
But I didn't do nothing this time, did I? I built something great. I cheerfully poured my heart into it. I fought my own fears and misgivings to do what I knew would work. I convinced myself to put so much effort into it, because I knew it would be worth it. I had to fight my own self every time I brought something up, every time I offered my opinion, every time I tried something new. And I did a lot of that. Most things worked out alright, but some things utterly failed. But for once in my life, I was at a point where I could tell myself it was okay. Because I could just try another thing. I don't think you understand how hard it was to convince myself of that.
But was it worth it?
Was it worth it to grow to that point only to be cut down once again? People tend to say it is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all. But is it really? Is it really worth it to do something you can be proud of only to watch it all crumble before your eyes? Sometimes people say that if you've reached that point and fallen, you can certainly get there again. But is it worth it to try if you're just going to fall again? It hurts to fall. Is that hurt worth all the work to get so high in the first place? The higher you climb, the further you fall, after all. And the further you fall, the more it's going to hurt.

Especially when no one's there to catch you.
marie & casey & rosey
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finalrayne

High Roller

Age 31
Male
Northern Maine
Seen July 6th, 2015
Posted May 18th, 2015
259 posts
9.2 Years
Dear Anon,

I'm sorry things had to end this way even though you don't believe me. We didn't agree on practically anything which makes me sad because we both believed we were in love. Later you will hopefully find out you were in love with the thought of love and will find someone who is right for you. I think weed is fine and you couldn't have ever changed that I am sorry but normally when my mind is made up it does not change unless someone has good proof that I am wrong. I will remember all of the good times that we have had together.

Aquacorde

⟡ not everything is sink or swim ⟡

Age 29
she/her/he/him
Ankh-Morpork
Seen 7 Hours Ago
Posted March 15th, 2023
12,275 posts
18.9 Years
Dear Anon,
You're a piece of ♥♥♥♥ lmfao. You dare attack me after I make it obvious that it's something I'm a bit sensitive about? Dick move, man. I'm laughing now but two years ago I would have driven you outta here for that. Hopefully you manage to grow up someday too.

Dear Anon,
I don't give a ♥♥♥♥ about you. Cool it with your entitled squawking.

Dear Anons,
A new perspective does wonders for understanding why y'all acted like you did.

Dear Anons,
Do you see what you've done?
I'm going to continue to blame you, but don't you ever think I hate you more than I hate myself. For everything I've done and continue to do.

It wasn't worth it, was it. None of it was, if I have to deal with this.
marie & casey & rosey
groc x aquacorde x juno 4ever | rp is just collaborative writing
join rp: ultra sinnoh

Honest

Hi!

Age 27
Male
New York City
Seen March 19th, 2023
Posted November 7th, 2022
11,676 posts
14.7 Years
da,

Why do you cuddle so close to me when we're alone when you claim to not like me. Mixed signals, Jesus. -_- Legit thought you were gonna make out with me that other day, with how close your face got. Asdfghjkl ugh. Extra awkwardness points, considering you do all that as soon as she leaves.
he did it, not me.

Sheep

She/Her
Australia
Seen 1 Hour Ago
Posted 3 Hours Ago
39,253 posts
16.6 Years
Dear A,

You are too good a storyteller; I'm still crying that he was killed off. Didn't think I was that invested in the story.

Dear A,

I hope you'll be there for my birthday. Worried since your sleep schedule is poor right now but crossing my fingers.. it would make me happy.

Meganium

memento mori

she/her
Houston, TX
Seen February 1st, 2023
Posted February 1st, 2023
Dear Anonymous,

I love how you make me laugh, so hard that it made my mom ask about you. It got kinda awkward but the feeling went away pretty quickly. Really, I wish I could just tell you how funny you are and that you're literally the only person that can make me truly happy. Eh, this feeling is just weird okay.

We've been talking non stop since that one...mishap, and that's really awesome. We're actually making up for lost time. We grew up together for the past three years, building up our lives, and discovering who we really are. Now the only thing we're missing is this: meeting up in real life. If only I had such time and money I'd visit you in a heartbeat. You would too, wouldn't you?

I also wish I could actually tell you how I really feel, but part of me thinks I should wait, more like "uh no don't do it". I've been there, done that, but if anything, taking risks is something I'd do, but not something like this.

This whole thing is confusing and I should probably sleep it off and wake up to your text tomorrow morning because you said you would anyways. lol

Khilia

Kawaii in the streets, senpai in the sheets

Age 24
Female
Everywhere yet nowhere
Seen August 12th, 2014
Posted July 6th, 2014
459 posts
9.4 Years
Dear Anonymous,

Why, just, why did you have to do this to me?
Why have you been faking and inventing all those feelings you expressed towards me?
Why did you think that deceiving me in that extent is a good idea?
Why couldn't've you been honest from the beginning on?
Why are you leaving me here and let me wither away in this emotional abyss, even though you exactly know that I'm easily depressed?
Why did you think it was necessary to let me tap in darkness, believing in seemingly entire illusions of feelings towards me?

Why did you have to hurt me that much