I'm paranoid that I might be a bad and sick person based on certain intrusive thoughts. My psychiatrist and several friends say there's nothing wrong with me based on what I've told them, but I'm still not convinced and I feel so much guilt at times that I feel like killing myself sometimes. It's one of the reasons I'm on antidepressants.
Don't worry. I think terrible things all the time. I've fantasized about some pretty sick ****. But you'd still consider me normal, eh? You're not a sick person.
There's a whole boatload of **** I would not admit. Other than that, I'm a pretty public person - there isn't much that's private with me. There's a big red line between "okay to talk about" and "do NOT talk about" - I think I've admitted everything I'd admit. That, or I'm incredibly talented at conveniently forgetting all of the juicy details whenever secrets are brought up. I'm also scared of mentioning anything that could help put me in jail ;; or help incriminate me should I decide to do something in the future that could put me in jail. Gotta think ahead, yunno?
Oh, and then there's stuff that's inappropriate for PC. So I can't do that either.
I
check myself out look at myself in the mirror. A lot. More than I think is healthy for the average guy, anyways.
yaay for exposing myself as a narcissist.
I also don't apologize for being myself. I think about how other people react to me. That sounds normal and all but the fact is, I'm judging you.
these are not socially smart secrets to be revealing but **** it YOLO