Most Private Thing You'll Admit Page 3

Started by LoudSilence January 24th, 2014 10:17 AM
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Firox

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Age 37
Male
Seattle, WA
Seen September 15th, 2021
Posted July 17th, 2020
2,585 posts
11 Years
I feel like contributing, but not sure with what. I don't keep too many secrets.

One of the worst things I do, a lot even if I know it's bad - I spend my money carelessly instead of things I need such as diabetic medication. Since I know my grandma will loan me money if it's for medication or bills but not for my careless spending. Even when I have enough money (like medication or clinic bills) I spend that money on something I don't really need (junk food & diet coke).
I have never told my grandma that I spent my own cash on something useless and not on something important.... at times I do feel a bit guilty that I might be taking advantage, but at my PayDay I do giver her some money back.

and.... wasn't sure how to describe it, something that I know I won't reveal in real life, would make me feel embarrassed to admit.... its on spoiler below. Took me an hour to post this message. Not even my family knows.
Spoiler:
I have an obsession with tail of animals - real life or cartoons

When I watch a movies or tv shows involving animals, not on the first time but on my second or third time watching, I'll spend 2/3rd of the movie staring at it's tail.

When I watch my cats playing in the living room, my grandma's dog greeting me, or my ferret playing or stretching, I will once in a while stare at it's tail - in my mind "I wish I had one too"

Even in the Pokemon world, I'm sort of the same way - obsessed with it's tail - like with Pokemon Amie, at some point I'll try and pet it's tail, and with some (that have one) I get sad that it can't be petted.

Not sure how my obsession started, but I had it for more than 10 years by now
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Posted July 22nd, 2016
900 posts
12.8 Years
In my early teens I was caught shoplifiting a CD from a store. When the case came to court I was giving an absolute pardon because, and I quote: "Any punishment I could give you would pale in comparison to the punishment given by your father" said the judge. There were chuckles all around in the packed room. Needless to say, I turned a brilliant red from that comment.
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Hikamaru

Age 30
Female
Australia
Seen January 24th, 2019
Posted September 4th, 2018
50,214 posts
12.2 Years
I might seem like a cute charm who always brightens peoples' days as far as PC and the online world is concerned, but there's actually a very dark side to me in the offline world. I have been bullied so much over many years it actually caused me to fear social environments (yeah, I literally can't get on in a large group) in general, I even have trouble surviving in public because when I get bullied, I tend to suffer anger episodes in which I have major difficulty overcoming given how badly my brother picked on me the last few months.

So, while I might be a great social person online, I'm not very social at all in real life due to the troubled past I suffered involving bullies. That's my dirty secret that I just had to reveal in this thread.
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acatfrommars

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Seen February 5th, 2023
Posted January 9th, 2023
3,870 posts
9.6 Years
I'm sure we've all got those "small" secrets we wouldn't go out of our way to share, but the world wouldn't end if it somehow got out. What are some private details about you you don't mind owning up to if put to it?

I'll start: I can't use the bathroom with my clothes on. I have no idea why the habit formed, but ever since I was a kid I literally shed everything off, no pants on ankles or anything. Yeah I know, I don't get it either :3c

(by extension I will never use urinals or public bathrooms. But I think that's gross for a different reason :P)

Fess up, guys!
That's crazy man. Hopefully you never have to take a urine test for a job or it may get strange. I'm not going to say anything too absurd, but I like ketchup with my rice. Also, I'm pee shy sometimes.

Demon Wolf

American Wolf

Male
in hell
Seen December 6th, 2022
Posted January 19th, 2018
490 posts
9.4 Years
I have a weird obsession over video games I have 2 play n play then realized a second ago it was 3pm now its 9pm n also I have weird daydreams thats abnormal to me , I have to master everything I do n i consider myself a creep but everyone disagreed
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Raine

Age 29
Female
Ontario, Canada
Seen December 16th, 2017
Posted October 5th, 2017
3,722 posts
9.3 Years
Same with my plushie obsession. Honestly though, that is something serious that needs help...
Plushie obsession?! O: I have one too! Every year I seem to acquire more and more plushies and they're leaving me little to no space on my bed to sleep XD

Ah, secret? Biggest secret, that I don't really care about anymore, and couldn't care less who knows, is that I had a one night stand with someone in my first year of university. Yay. Biggest secret and regret ever (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻ It even surprised me...I would never do that, ever, if not for that one beer I had that night...

Talon

Hidden From Mind

Age 24
Male
Somewhere that is nowhere
Seen May 25th, 2017
Posted May 7th, 2017
1,080 posts
9.6 Years
Well, here goes nothing.....

My identity on here is almost a complete alias. I'm not who I say I am. I only use that, because I hate the real me, even though it's simply a better person. I wish I was more like that, for whatever reason. Whew..... that wasn't so hard.
I am bullied at school, but no where near as much as I say I am. I DO have social anxiety, and do hate people. I am scene.


Don't go away! I have another!


I have a slight pseudo-inferior god complex.
Word I made up myself.

Let me break it down for you.
Psuedo - Fake, not real.

So, Psuedo-inferior means, fake inferiority.

A God Complex is when someone thinks that are god.

So, mix them together, and you get:

fake inferiority God Complex.

What is this?

Well, you see, I fell inferior to a lot of people.
This makes me want to rule the world.
I have this idea that my inferiority is a sign that I should rule the world.
Its strange, I know, but true. I really have a psuedo-inferior god complex.


So, yeah.... that's me.
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pompayyy

Forever and Ever

Male
In a White Room with Black Curtains
Seen April 9th, 2019
Posted February 23rd, 2015
484 posts
10.3 Years
I have a weird obsession over video games I have 2 play n play then realized a second ago it was 3pm now its 9pm n also I have weird daydreams thats abnormal to me , I have to master everything I do n i consider myself a creep but everyone disagreed
6 hours? That's nothing.

Oh yeah, I'm also very un-focused and it just leads to more crying though. I'm thinking that I might have some bi-polar disorder (or maybe some violent mood swings).


Pink Moon is on its way.

Somniac

Probably sleeping.

Age 31
Female
united kingdom
Seen September 1st, 2021
Posted June 23rd, 2017
736 posts
10.4 Years
I'm pretty open about every aspect of my life, I don't think there's anything I wouldn't admit to.

I guess the 'big' thing is that I got abused quite badly for a few years [9-16 or so]. The worst of which being broken ribs and such on more than one occasion. My mother pretty much turned a blind eye and I was too scared and or stupid to do anything about the situation.

There's only two things that I'd find hard to admit and i'm genuinely ashamed of;

1]
I'm quite a shallow person when it comes to relationships. I don't think I could continue a relationship with someone I didn't find attractive, regardless of what else I felt for them. It works both ways though, I wouldn't be able to continue a relationship if it were purely physical.

2]
I take very few things seriously, and i'm highly desensitized to pretty much everything. Things most people would find 'awful' or 'horrific' don't phase me. I usually to try and hide that around people as they generally think i'm horrible.
If I see something on the news such as a murder, horrific accident, killing-spree or worse I know that it should make me feel bad but quite frankly it doesn't. I'm absolutely fine around blood, gore and even death doesn't impact me.

I have very few people I legitimately care for in my life, my partner, my adoptive-parents+brother. To a lesser extent a handful of my friends and my partners family. Aside from them, I could lose contact with anyone in my life and I wouldn't be bothered much by it.
I also don't hide it out of some deep down fear of non-acceptance, it's simply easier than explaining why I don't care, and dealing with peoples appalled reactions.

And now everyone thinks i'm an awful person.
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Resilient

Age 28
Female
Ohio, United States
Seen June 30th, 2014
Posted June 28th, 2014
270 posts
9.6 Years
I'm quite a shallow person when it comes to relationships. I don't think I could continue a relationship with someone I didn't find attractive, regardless of what else I felt for them. It works both ways though, I wouldn't be able to continue a relationship if it were purely physical.
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Sounds exactly like my waste-of-space ex. Ugh. That bothers me so much.

This sad world is so obsessed with materialism and looks, it's like caring and compassion don't mean anything anymore. It makes me sick. That's why people like me will be left alone most likely.

I'm pansexual so I will never, ever understand infatuation with physical looks. And it baffles me even further that that is the main driving force of some peoples relationships. They could be complete jerks but they're still the ones in relationships because of physical looks.

People like me... for a number of reasons don't have these so coveted looks, all we want is love and companionship but NOPE. Not happening. Because all that matters is physicality.

This world bothers me too much. Makes me think I should just off myself because I'll never make it in this type of society.

/rant. My blood is boiling. Just what I need.
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One of my confessions? I don't really care about my family.
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Sheep

She/Her
Australia
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39,266 posts
16.6 Years
This might not be a big deal to some given what things a few other members have admitted but I ran away from home when I was 16-17. From New York City all the way to Toronto, Canada.. which was about twelve hours by Greyhound bus. It was the worst experience of my life - one that I'd tried to forget and not tell anyone about - and I cannot fathom how I could do such a thing and abandon my parents. Just thinking about it makes me nauseous and I thought I'd be killed on the way since by the time I arrived it was around 1 or 2AM. all alone :(

Kanzler

naughty biscotti

Male
Toronto
Seen April 22nd, 2022
Posted March 11th, 2022
5,957 posts
14.8 Years
This might not be a big deal to some given what things a few other members have admitted but I ran away from home when I was 16-17. From New York City all the way to Toronto, Canada.. which was about twelve hours by Greyhound bus. It was the worst experience of my life - one that I'd tried to forget and not tell anyone about - and I cannot fathom how I could do such a thing and abandon my parents. Just thinking about it makes me nauseous and I thought I'd be killed on the way since by the time I arrived it was around 1 or 2AM. all alone :(
Dude! I could've met you D: *welcomes with open arms*

Kura

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Age 33
Female
London, UK (orig. Toronto, Canada)
Seen August 30th, 2021
Posted August 24th, 2021
10,993 posts
18.7 Years
I get bouts of constipation when stressed. If that's not private, I'm not sure what is.
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Seen July 19th, 2022
Posted December 17th, 2017
4,904 posts
9.5 Years
I get bouts of constipation when stressed. If that's not private, I'm not sure what is.
After reading that, I thought the girl in your signature pic was sitting on a toilet xD
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Seen November 21st, 2014
Posted June 21st, 2014
9,522 posts
11.8 Years
I'm totally scared of girls and I don't even know why. Like I can't look at one in the eyes without getting stressed and I feel uneasy when one of them is trying to talk to me.

No one irl know this from me yet
I don't have the same anxiety as you, but I do suffer from anxiety. Go talk to a psychiatrist... they really can help.

Astraea

The Storm of Friendship

Age 24
Male
IDK
Seen January 23rd, 2022
Posted November 11th, 2019
2,107 posts
9.7 Years
I'm totally scared of girls and I don't even know why. Like I can't look at one in the eyes without getting stressed and I feel uneasy when one of them is trying to talk to me. No one irl know this from me yet
I have the same fear when a girl tries to talk to me in person or on phone. Not when they are talking with me on chats on internet and i dont hear or sense them.

derozio

door-kun best boii

Male
Akihabara
Seen June 27th, 2020
Posted August 16th, 2019
5,514 posts
14 Years
18 year old virgin. Haven't kissed. Haven't held hands with a girl apart from the usual congratulations and **** that most do for plenty of reasons.

Have the same habit as op. Can't take a **** unless I'm completely butt naked. :p Also, read guro and enjoyed them. And I do judge people by what they do and their exterior appearances, regardless of what I say. BUT, if I know the person well enough, I don't give a **** if they've had a dark past.

Also, fapping to anime girls is a-okay to me. Anime girls or even doujinshi/erotic manga turn me on.

I do 'check out' girls. As subtly and quickly as I can without anyone knowing about it. Also, I secretly wish for a harem.

Yes, disgusting little thing I am. Now hate me, you all.

Astraea

The Storm of Friendship

Age 24
Male
IDK
Seen January 23rd, 2022
Posted November 11th, 2019
2,107 posts
9.7 Years
18 year old virgin. Haven't kissed. Haven't held hands with a girl apart from the usual congratulations and **** that most do for plenty of reasons.

Have the same habit as op. Can't take a **** unless I'm completely butt naked. :p Also, read guro and enjoyed them. And I do judge people by what they do and their exterior appearances, regardless of what I say. BUT, if I know the person well enough, I don't give a **** if they've had a dark past.

Also, fapping to anime girls is a-okay to me. Anime girls or even doujinshi/erotic manga turn me on.

I do 'check out' girls. As subtly and quickly as I can without anyone knowing about it. Also, I secretly wish for a harem.

Yes, disgusting little thing I am. Now hate me, you all.

Do you really think you are a thing to be Hated bro? its not a private thing!