Most Private Thing You'll Admit Page 5

Started by LoudSilence January 24th, 2014 10:17 AM
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El Héroe Oscuro

IG: elheroeoscuro

Male
Chicago
Seen April 10th, 2022
Posted August 21st, 2021
7,237 posts
14.3 Years
When I was on vacation a few years ago I took a bubble bath and after fiddling with myself got up and crashed my head against the soap holder that was protruding outwards. Ended up splitting my head open and had to get nine staples to seal the injury. Now of course I couldn't tell my parents what had actually happened so I just said I got up really fast and hit my head (my parents had asked me if I wanted to sue and all I could think about was explaining the truth to everyone).

Worst vacation, and probably one of the most embarrassing moments of my life. However looking back all I can really do is laugh, knowing now I have a funny story to tell people (if such a discussion ever comes up)
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Age 23
Male
South Australia
Seen April 27th, 2014
Posted April 26th, 2014
177 posts
10.2 Years
I think I have a futa fetish. I don't know why. I don't like the D. It's just... appealing? Exotic? No idea. It's just... eh. I could be wrong, but I'm pretty sure I do.

I feel like I have to act out a different personality in front of everyone. Pretty much everyone at my school and out and about thinks that I'm a nice person, but honestly I'm an ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥. Not even being an edgemaster. Not only that, I'm basically desensitised to everything. I didn't feel any sort of negative feelings while reading American Psycho, which is very worrying, considering what's in the book. You could say because it's fake, but then technically nothing that's fiction should draw any feelings out of us. I barely have feelings about anything. I think I'm starting to lose my grip on reality. I laugh at random when there's nothing there. I feel like I need to see a psychologist, because honestly I'm really worried about my sanity. Keep in mind I'm 14.
Oh yeah, there's the fact that I have a waifu and not the "I think she's a cute character" kind. The one where you'd prefer her over any human. I really am losing my grip.
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Male
Seen November 23rd, 2016
Posted February 22nd, 2014
11 posts
13.4 Years
~Intense thread~
I feel obligated to say something...

but what

I suppose I have attractions to furries...
I also have severe social anxiety, which has left me pretty much friendless in real life.
that sucks. i have social anxiety too, but probably not as bad. i'm also mostly friendless other than a few people i talk to online.

zakisrage

In the trunk on Highway 10

Age 27
Male
Newcastle, NSW, Australia
Seen November 16th, 2016
Posted November 16th, 2016
500 posts
9.8 Years
Well, Damn, after KhiliaGro admited that I might as well admit something...
I'm actually obsessed with plushies, yes plushies, you know? Those stuffed pieces of fabric? I even talked to sheep about them...
That must sound weird comeing from a 14 year-old male.
I'm an 18 year old male who is obsessed with plushies.

One thing I'll admit: I've shared a bed with male friends during sleepovers. We can't fit more than two people in bed, though. I don't think it's gay at all: my parents allow me to do it. When me and my brother were little we shared a bed - it's common in our culture.

I also eat peanut butter right out of the jar - and I double dip.

Shhmew

Age 28
Female
drifting
Seen November 3rd, 2014
Posted March 27th, 2014
332 posts
9.7 Years
I'm an 18 year old male who is obsessed with plushies.

One thing I'll admit: I've shared a bed with male friends during sleepovers. We can't fit more than two people in bed, though. I don't think it's gay at all: my parents allow me to do it. When me and my brother were little we shared a bed - it's common in our culture.

I also eat peanut butter right out of the jar - and I double dip.
Wow, quite the tame confession. Some of these, though, are intense. o.o

Which makes me happy. I think the only reason we hold these things back is because society's deemed them to be "wrong", so we're afraid of being judged, or feeling like less of a good person. Pokecommunity is quite the accepting family isn't it? ^__^ (just remember you're all awesome okay)

I guess I'll say something: For some reason, I have a very hard time feeling completely platonic with any close friend. :C It's extremely bothersome, especially since I'm in a committed relationship, and I have no idea what causes it, how to make it go away, or when/if it even will ever go away. Ah well, at least it's been bearable thus far, and I've been able to keep it shoved away in the basement of my mind. Still though, I wish I knew how to get rid of it. Hopefully it's just because I'm young and, you know, have ridiculous hormones. x.x
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Melody

Banned

Female
Cuddling those close to me
Seen March 4th, 2018
Posted March 2nd, 2018
6,459 posts
18.6 Years
I regularly dream of waking up and being physically female. I fantasize as if I am a woman most of the time too, including mature fantasies. I have a deep seated urge to simply birth my own child too.

So yeah, your typical transgender types of things. I'm still a big chicken though, and haven't really made the commitment to become female to myself yet, I'm going to need some professional guidance before I do such a thing.

Aquacorde

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Age 29
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Ankh-Morpork
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18.9 Years
I'm absolutely useless. A complete waste of space, potential, and resources. I don't know anything, I'm not good at anything, I'm incapable of learning anything that would be helpful to anyone. I hate all jobs I'm qualified to do but would hate even more wasting money to suffer through school and get a fairly worthless degree in something I don't care about. I'm not passionate about anything. I don't deserve anything I have. I've always wanted to not exist, or swap places with some other kid that would appreciate and make use of what they've got. I hate that I had potential and couldn't do anything with it. I hate that it took me so long to be able to function well in social environments. I really just can't stand any aspect of who I am.
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Aslan

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10.2 Years
The most private secret I'd admit? At the age of 9, I managed to hack an online game. Not once but twenty times. And this isn't just any online game. It was my absolute favourite. It meant the world to me. I don't know what went through my mind the day I decided to try out something they called 'hacking'. It just sounded awesome and apparently quite a few people did it so I jumped on the bandwagon. I was well aware I could get into trouble. But apparently I still pushed myself to do it. Tried it and enjoyed it. Got caught once and warned. I could of just stopped and continued my game normally. But there was a voice in the back of my head, telling me to keep going. So I did. I did it over and over, not caring if I got caught.

When it finally settled in that I'd no longer be able to enjoy the game because I was officially banned, reality sank in quite hard. I had been playing this game since the age of 5 and had made some great memories. It was practically a huge part of my childhood. Knowing it was gone, something in me practically died that day. And never came back. After that incident, I absolutely hated the word 'hacking'. Couldn't hear it without thinking back to that game. About how close I was with getting into huge trouble. :/

I'm pretty sure I've never told anyone about this. Not even my closest friends. I couldn't bring myself to tell them. No matter how pathetic it sounded.

DarkPoke001

Newfound Love For Togekiss

Age 24
Male
Hunting Shinies
Seen December 25th, 2016
Posted December 11th, 2016
177 posts
9.6 Years
hmm... i know this may sound pretty pathetic compared to the intesity of other confessions posted here, but i SWEAR i am at least borderline Multiple Personality, because... well dependant on who i am with or where i am or even the time of day i can act like a COMPLETELY different person, although i do have a theory as to why this is, basically when i was a little younger i was CONSTANTLY bullied and couldn't honestly see my life going anywhere and thought there was no point associating with anyone else or doing anything besides staying inside as i felt like the world hated, me of course my family were always supportive of me, but i couldn't get over what other people thought of me and i just bottled everything up and felt depressed,

But now i can be really happy and energetic one minute like around friends, and the next sad, and just feeling like my whole situation is helpless which is most likely linked to my social awkwardness, but that's another story...
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Seen March 3rd, 2014
Posted February 24th, 2014
10 posts
9.2 Years
This is the deepest, hardest thing in my life to say. I've buried this truth so deep that I've only ever mentioned it twice, and only once was the whole story.

About 10 years ago, I started up a bath. Since it took a long time to fill up, I went on the computer in my parents' office to browse some internet. Back then I loved Gaia Online. I browsed the forums, exchanged messages with friends, and looked at pictures of my celebrity crush. My feet suddenly felt wet. What? Oh. Oh no. Oh ♥♥♥♥!!!! For about an hour I left the bath running. The overflow drain had been blocked off years ago, so alllllll the water had gone somewhere. It went over the tub, filled the bathroom, filled the bedroom, filled the hallway, and eventually made it downstairs onto the floor of the office.

I covered the floors with all the towels in the house. When my mother got home I told her the toilet overflowed. She bought it. She spent so much money on different plumbers trying to find the problem... I preferred to be thought of as one who poops big or flushes things down the toilet like a toddler. I wouldn't look any of the plumbers in the eye. Just looked down and mumbled "I dunno."

It was me. All me. All my fault. All the carpets were replaced because of me. They will never know.

Sammi

Age 33
she/her
The States
Seen 5 Days Ago
Posted November 8th, 2021
14,085 posts
18.3 Years
I used to rock back and forth on my bed while listening to music during my childhood. Like, all the time. It was really hard and I'm pretty sure I left a few indents in mattresses because of it. It looked a lot worse than I can convey over text. But if I didn't do it, I'd get all cooped up. I needed to escape into my mind, and I needed both music and movement for it. It's hard to explain how it works. .__.; I don't know how my parents didn't take me to a doctor to see wtf was wrong with me.

When I went to college, I started walking around outside with my music instead of rocking. I didn't want my roommate to catch me doing it. Haven't done it since.

I still swing my legs all the time and sometimes sway a little at my desk if I'm feeling cooped up and haven't walked around in awhile. But it's nothing like it was before.

I'll make a proper signature when Pokecommunity gets a proper slogan

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Sayounara

Age 23
Female
Glitch City
Seen March 16th, 2016
Posted May 13th, 2015
164 posts
9.3 Years
Oh boy... This should be fun...
  • I am a very closeted lesbian, making my life quite lonely, relationship wise. I do have a girlfriend I keep secret from my parents, referring to her as my "best friend." It's still quite lonely because she lives 4 hours away from me and we can't afford to drive up there.
  • I have multi-personality disorder. I have about 5 different people living inside of me. Sometimes they talk to me, so I "talk to myself" very often.
  • I really regret feeling this, but I hate my mother with every ounce of my being. She has never done anything bad to me, but to my father. I'm not sure why I hate her so much, but I wish she was dead.
  • I am a plushie addict. I almost killed my moms dog for chewing up and destroying my Leafeon plushie.
  • I always seem calm and collected, but inside my mind something is always festering, causing me depression and anxiety. Add that to my claustrophobia, and you get a nervous breakdown.
  • I am a very clingy person. When my friends are around me, I feel like I must be their center of attention.
  • I can be very selfish.
  • I am a theif. I hate that I am, but damn, my first Pokémon game, Red, I had stolen from my friend when I was 7.
  • I... Have a slight food fetish...
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♬I am a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints but I can’t help the fact that everyone can see these scars
I am what I want you to want what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, to just believe this is real♬

Phantom

Uh, I didn't do it

Age 32
Female
Minnesota
Seen September 18th, 2017
Posted September 18th, 2017
1,182 posts
11.8 Years
One of the most private things I will ever tell someone is that I am autistic, that I have Asperger's.

Asperger's is a high functioning autism. Every case is different; if you don't know go google it. I was diagnosed around 14 because my parents didn't think anything was wrong and that I was just awkward. Though doctors speculated long before that.

It's something that I've learned to live with. I'm talking extensive social counseling here. It's to the point that I can act my way through most situations, and a lot of people don't notice anything besides maybe that I'm a little odd at times. That I won't hardly ever make eye contact, or won't look at you when we're talking, little things like that that are more impulse and basically uncontrollable for me.

Now, unless you spend a lot of time with me, like, days and days on end, you wouldn't even notice I'm 'different'.

I talk about it often online, but in real life I won't tell you for years or unless asked.

Fernbutter

Murder is the way.

Male
The depths of the internet
Seen June 10th, 2017
Posted June 2nd, 2014
821 posts
9.4 Years
I shall post here again cuz I wanna.

I have a very desired bum.

This line is pretty self-explanatory. I have a bum people would take months trying to perfect. I was born with it, at times it can get a bit annoying, mainly the reason is because most of the males in my class will slap or pinch my booty and this isn't something that is not too appealing for me.
But I guess in the end I don't really care anymore, I usually make it as a joke instead so I won't end up getting mad over nothing, or maybe at least something that isn't that bad.

There should be a signature here somewhere.
I wonder where it's gone.

El Héroe Oscuro

IG: elheroeoscuro

Male
Chicago
Seen April 10th, 2022
Posted August 21st, 2021
7,237 posts
14.3 Years
I'm actually REALLY cynical and i don't really like the human race that much. :X But I know one day I'll have an experience that will re-kindle my love for the human race. C:

I also DESPISE Miley Cyrus but that ain't no secret. >:D
At least you're not alone in that aspect haha :3 I get annoyed by people very easily, even people that I call my friends. Humans are too selfish.


Put your tongue back in your mouth Miley, no one wants to see that...
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do me a favor; don't let go."

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Sayounara

Age 23
Female
Glitch City
Seen March 16th, 2016
Posted May 13th, 2015
164 posts
9.3 Years
Thought of another thing...
Almost every night I have erotic dreams about my friends and myself. [/soAshamed]
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♬I am a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints but I can’t help the fact that everyone can see these scars
I am what I want you to want what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, to just believe this is real♬

Sopheria

響け〜 響け!

深き海の彼方
Seen July 19th, 2022
Posted December 17th, 2017
4,904 posts
9.5 Years
I have a very confident--perhaps even cocky--exterior, but in truth it's all but a mere shell. Deep down I'm deeply insecure and don't actually like too much about myself. When I show that, I tend to get taken advantage of very easily, so I've learned to put on a farce of irrationally inflated confidence. I hate having to put on an act all the time and I really wish I could get over my self esteem issues, but I still haven't learned to trust people enough to let the wall down...
Paired with Dragon and Koakuma

Female
Canada
Seen March 6th, 2014
Posted March 3rd, 2014
20 posts
9.2 Years
I have an addiction to spending money, its quite bad spend too much on things I don't need and end up using my parents money >_>

Raine

Age 29
Female
Ontario, Canada
Seen December 16th, 2017
Posted October 5th, 2017
3,722 posts
9.3 Years
Hm, another private thing I remember, and that has somewhat affected me for the rest of my life is that I only have one ovary now \: Mishap happened 9 years ago when I was 11; needed emergency surgery for that. Now I'm terrified to lose the other one ><