Aaaaaand now I hate myself

Started by Sonata May 9th, 2014 6:33 PM
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Sonata

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Age 27
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Indiana
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Posted March 25th, 2023
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10.2 Years
Have you ever done anything that as soon as you did it you regretted it badly? And then do you commence to bash your head against a wall because you feel so stupid for doing it?

I just watched Frozen, watched the TeamFourStar DBZ abridged series, and bought FF XIII Lightning Returns. I am really hating myself today.

Oryx

CoquettishCat

Age 30
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Seen January 30th, 2015
Posted December 27th, 2014
13,184 posts
12.2 Years
I do this in fights all the time with words - I'll say a line, realize the second it leaves my mouth that it's useless and will only continue the fight, or is out of line with the kind of attitude I'm trying to ask of the other person, or is sarcastic when I promised to avoid sarcasm, or something like that. Then I cringe and either immediately say sorry before they can respond (a la Ray Barone) or hope they don't go after it.

(they always do)


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Not all men...

Are all men stupid?

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Sonata

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Age 27
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Posted March 25th, 2023
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10.2 Years
Oh yes I have.

But I can't tell if you're being sarcastic or not lol Why is anything you listed bad?
Well I got FF instead of Xbox Live so I could play with my friends on GTA, and now I can't quit singing songs from the other two things...god damn mr. popo.

Khoshi

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Age 24
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Sydney, Australia
Seen January 3rd, 2020
Posted October 16th, 2019
2,646 posts
10.1 Years
I feel guilty or regretful of many things, that it's become normal. I'm easily enveloped in negative feelings, which sucks. :\

I said the wrong things to someone I like, and basically ruined my chances of being with them, let alone them being happy with me around. Killed me inside, if I may say so.
Seen January 1st, 2023
Posted March 23rd, 2022
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9.2 Years
Uh I think I'm just very easily embarrassed of myself. Like if I slightly step out of my comfort zone and I get some kind of comment or reaction that seems negative to me I'm instantly embarrassed that I ever tried. Doesn't mean I stop trying I just feel so uncomfortable.

Minor things like something I bought doesn't make me regretful.

Evening

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Posted February 5th, 2016
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9.4 Years
I just saw my old account, I almost fainted when I did.
I look back at the past, I regret ever remembering those things.

Sonata

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Age 27
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Indiana
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Posted March 25th, 2023
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10.2 Years
I didn't sleep at all last night and if I fall asleep now I'll get yelled at. Hating myself right now.
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Posted June 14th, 2017
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11 Years
I'm in the debate team in school. After the debate, I usually think of way better arguments and points that I could have said in my speech. It gets frustrating sometimes, but yeah.

I remember I regretted more major and important things, but I just can't put my finger on those events at the moment.

there is no fire like passion

maccrash

foggy notion

Age 24
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Massachusetts
Seen October 7th, 2021
Posted April 17th, 2017
3,583 posts
9.2 Years
whenever I get into a fight with someone I find myself saying stupid things, and then an hour or so after the fight I think of all these comebacks in my head that were so much better than the ones I actually used and I get sad.

also whenever I go to the record store I go in knowing exactly what I'm going to look for but something else always catches my interest and I end up coming out with a bunch of stuff that I had no intent to buy in the first place haha.
you're the poet in my heart