Happy Birthday.

Lily

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    Lily says:
    better start writing that huge letter now.
    <Psh, fine fine... you better get on later> says:
    lol, doing it by letter?
    <Psh, fine fine... you better get on later> says:
    don't rush just leave it
    <Psh, fine fine... you better get on later> says:
    I'm happy with the thread already ^^
    Lily says:
    Shut it. ^^


    To Frostweaver,

    So where do I begin to commemorate your 18th birthday? (Y'know, I lost all my enthusiasm for this. Pointless depression, agreed? Haha. This is the one day I'm going to actually be nice, so pay attention). I was about to write this all down and scan it like I did with Kayleigh's birthday…but you're not that special and it's too time consuming. ;p

    Well, let's travel down memory lane, first~ :D I met you as a sad, horribly depressed adolescent struggling with internal stri- no, wait…I'm getting mixed up! I met you as what I considered the best moderator of PC back then, and that wonderfully lengthy PM marathon began the moment you started doubting my age and reviewed one of my stories. I stayed up so late, that night. This was in 2004 of September! And then you started to deteriorate and become incredibly sad, naturally, and became a member again. I suppose…I can *finally* understand why you were that sad, but being only twelve and relatively new to PC, I admittedly had no idea what was going on at that time. I wish I could've helped you better. o_o Honestly, I do! It isn't normal seeing you type poetic, eloquent riddles that confused the heck out of me! Remembering the sorrow itself reminds me of my own ignorance, and it's frustrating. I wish I can insert my 2006 brain in my 2004 one..

    Still, 2004 is probably the fondest year I'll remember. Everything seemed so innocent~

    Around October, the time I was modded, you claimed you were leaving! I distinctly remember this, and yet you didn't…wait, you did. Hmm. I'm getting mixed up, again. You left, but you came back early in October. Alright, I'm old; my memory isn't that great, deal with it. >P I think we started chatting, then? With all the tree biting and bed gnawing…sigh. This is harder than I thought it'd be. I remember so many things but I can word so little.

    Through you I met 22sa and delved myself in things I probably shouldn't have known (plus, I have like, a bajillion solid blackmail material~) We paired, and you are, perhaps, the most influential one I've ever had! You've always been faithful, and though I'm well aware of the past mistakes, so as long as you don't give up and persevere, I'm more than satisfied. I don't regret having unpaired; in fact, I don't think we should've in the first place. It was all a matter of pure coincidences, nothing more. Your feelings are all fake! The world is a lie! *drowns* No, I'm kidding. I'm getting off track. I'm so tired and I wanna sleep, but you're probably not going to be on much tomorrow. ;_; Parties are overrated.

    2005…nothing new. This was perhaps the most boring time I spent on PC. Granted, we had all those weird, freakish MSN conversations, and I gradually began learning more and more, and you likewise. This was also my most depressing year. I remember waiting until you came on so I could vent off of you. I think this was the year we unpaired. Is it? If it was, then wow. It doesn't seem like much long ago. I mean, considering the fact it's already November 2006…or am I getting mixed up, again? If you manage to understand the bulk of this letter, then I highly commend you. I doubt anyone can. I remember this was the year Niko made your birthday thread. .____.; I accidentally thought it was on Nov. 7th, you see.

    Perhaps…the most distressing thing about this year was 22sa's disappearance. I know I repeatedly messaged you, asking for news of him nearly everyday. XD; *hopeless* (Oh, wow, I'm super tired, and it's *only* 11:20 PM! So…very…tired. Come to think of it, 11/20 is my birthday….:x). I can't think of anything for this year! Argh! And to think, it's already November. In a little while it'll be 2007, and yet I can't think of a single thing..? ~lol. How pathetic. (Except for the fact 22sa came back 10/31, but this wouldn't concern you, would it? =x)

    Hm. What more is to say? Your super cool birthday present is still under the works, but it should be done by tomorrow, if you come online, that is. :x I say no more! Just don't be *too* hopeful. Seriously. It's not what you think.

    Tee. PC harbors so many memories for us. I can't believe I've come to love for what it is. Is this irrational of me to say? I hope not. I must really be tired, however. I can't stop being sad for no reason whatsoever. Normally this would be the time where I'd thank you for all those years being patient with me, listening to me, being the only one I could count on, and for accepting me for who I am today. Normally I'd thank you for being such a good Christian, for praying for me, for wishing the best for me, for helping me, and most importantly, for helping me finish multiple essays during the school year at the dead of night..

    But I'm too tired.

    You know what I noticed? Ever since 2004, not once have I seen you truly let down. Is it God who's helping you, or are you finally growing up? :D Whatever it is, I'm grateful that we got to be friends. I'm grateful you were the one who reviewed my story that day. I'm also grateful for human companionship. Unsurprisingly, you still rank high with my stored archives. Continue being that super cool Christian and geek, and always remain someone I can talk to and look up to. At this point, I don't care if no one reads this, so as long as you do. Am I talking too much? Am I digressing? I don't think so…

    I hope. I pray. I think.

    I really have to stop posting these kind of things. I'm tired of covering everything up with an 'XD' or...'^_^.' Oh! And tildes~ Tildes...tildes...tildes...(I ate three Reese's peanut butter cups, and it felt disgustingly good).



    I suck.

    Happy Birthday, Frosty. <3




    ~Lily​




    "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight."
    -Proverbs 3:5~6
     
    Okay, yeah, I don't know you THAT well, but yeah, um, thanks for taking the time to tell me you don't know where Nami's been on the countless occasions that I asked you.

    Yep, your friendship is truly amazing. Good Luck with your Univeristy studies and happy wishes for a thousand more birthdays! 8D

    Krafty~

    It's better than nothing. -.-

    AND THE BEST PART, LILY DIDN'T HAVE TO FORCE ME TO POST HERE! SHE DIDN'T EVEN TELL ME ABOUT IT. ^^
     
    K at first I promised some lengthy witty response but then just got back from the gaming with Sama and I'm too pooped to write it ^^; Guess I owe everyone an apology, but I'll write it up asap ^_^

    Thanks everyone!
     
    K at first I promised some lengthy witty response but then just got back from the gaming with Sama and I'm too pooped to write it ^^; Guess I owe everyone an apology, but I'll write it up asap ^_^

    Thanks everyone!

    I woke up at 10:30 for this?

    *goes back to sleep* ;;
     
    Gosh... I'm not sure where exactly I should begin. I know that we haven't talked all that much lately, but I've still never forgotten the fact that you were one of the first people that I met on PC who left an impact on me! I've always admired you, not only for being a fellow Christian, but also for writing up some very intelligent posts on this site. I'm very thankful to be blessed with a few chances to talk to you--mainly in the past, but I still remember most of the conversations.

    I don't think that anyone can write something that will sound as good as what Lily wrote, and I think that's a good thing, but I still wanted to let you know that I do think very highly of you and consider you to be a friend. I hope that you have a wonderful birthday!

    (And like Lily said, always continue to be a super cool Christian and geek. XD The world needs more people like that!)
     
    Frosty's eighteen now? The buzzard's beaten me by three days. *grumbles*

    Everything Lily said, I'd have to reiterate. Happy birthday.
     
    The buzzard's beaten me to eighteen by three days? *grumbles*

    All Lily said, I'd have to reiterate. Happy birthday.
     
    (of course I expected only you to make this)

    Regardless of your constant ironic remarks about many current events within my life, Frosty is still satisfied to see the growth in Lily's further growth in wits and intelligence. There is much difference nowadays in comparison to her old ignorant self. ^_^

    It's not really such a lengthy PM marathon. The true "lengthy PM marathon" is more well within this year, but it's unfortunate you decided not to keep up. It is so much fun. Guess that Lily is still the same happy-go-lucky cute little girl that she always is, unlike me who's getting old and increasingly ugly. Being a moderator was never that fun. I think I told you how I got blackmailed into it... Lost of attachment to the particular forum cuts the reason to mod even more, I suppose. Surely you understand through personal experience as well.

    The current Lily inserted into the past one? Oh gosh I can't imagine the horror, and how different it will be. It is rather comforting back then, and I'm still glad for what you said two years ago. You've done all that you can! Leave it to God to handle the rest, which He rightfully did at that time and up until and beyond the end! Hehe, it'll be an interesting thought though regarding what the 2006 Lily will say to the 2004 Frosty. "You're utterly pathetic. Shove yourself in a garbage can"?

    Indeed I left for a short time, but then I remained on MSN in a relatively frequent manner so maybe that is why you never felt like I left at all. Indeed 2004 was so fun. I had all those free time to do story reviews and everything else, unlike now. Edible puffs are so entertaining~

    So what are the labelled things that you should have never known? I fail to recall such occurrences, as you seem to know everything I know already, and things are going as smoothly as ever. Plus, there are also things that someone else will tell you about even if I didn't anyway. Everything worked out for its best. Perhaps so, if that's what you said about pairing, and indeed it seems like a coincidence back then. However... if you always want to change your mind... I'm still right here, haha. Indeed, I won't give up on that. Presevere, Frosty!

    I don't know why you thought that it's on the 7th, but it was amusing. Your reactions in the thread are hilarious, with all the "dkfjaiwour" everywhere. Indeed Lily seems rather upset that year. She took sometime to withdraw herself from the bulk of the internet too, and then I kept sitting there to hope that you'll get on at night sometimes. CK joined your ring of friends that year, and I got to know Dactylus more and more too to finally understand him (a bit.) Overall, indeed a boring year, but it has its own sense of importance. This is also the year how our MSN conversations hit an all time low and that our topics in MSN all vanished somehow. Strange to recall on such matter, as that doesn't seem to be so problematic anymore! Perhaps Lily has unknowningly cheered up and is beginning to talk more and more as days go by? Either way, for such a chance I'll gladly accept it.

    The birthday present... well, I got my thread. I indirectly got your first intended present (though you said that it was "anticlimatic." I dunno, there's a lot of weird things that is mentioned in the conversation. Someday I'll send you an exact copy so you can read over it yourself. Maybe I'm being too dull and didn't play my cards right? Oh well, haha). Your third present is the usual, standardized "let's get Frosty's hope up then let it pummel down to a new low" trick, and I received it already. So seems like everything is finished... what else more do you have? I'm very satisfied enough with all the work you tried on one of the presents to get it to work. Quite satisfied~

    Did I really do so much? I honestly doubt it... Maybe it is more that Lily's faith continued to grow, together with the fact that she is growing up and maturing as well! For no man on earth can possibly provide so much comfort, but only God can do so. One of these days, I should revisit the first story just to be nostalgic of those old times...

    Of course, as I mentioned before, that's a wise yet ironically entertaining bible verse you've chose there... Indeed, truly something only the two of us will understand in its best and full context. Therefore, you do not suck... wait, I'm not falling into this trick again. Ahem, lemme restate that. "Therefore, your abilities are in no way inadequate."

    Thank you so much, Lily!
    Oh dear... now I'll have to double my efforts for your birthday so I won't look so bad too... Gotta work hard on that present soon!


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    Lol thanks Krafty. I am surprised how I'm in one tiny corner of your mind. I thought that it's 100% clogged with Nami =x Perhaps someday we can talk of our own matters and not "where's Nami" and "What is Nami saying" too, lol.

    Thanks!

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    Of course I remember Ms. Shampoo =P It's one of the things that happen in 2005 when 22sa/Lily gives yet *another* shot to make a fanclub for me, which died again with no surprises. I'm just such a loner, lol. Thanks for the plushies and the birthday blessings :3

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    G-Man I love you like a... a... um... yeah. :3

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    Classical confetti! Guess miyu is still miyu after all these years. lol. I still remember my first memory of you is when you glomped 22sa, and 22sa is like "what is glomp." XD; Yes indeed. Miyu is the one who taught what is a glomp to 22sa back in 2004. We talked on MSN maybe... twice? I have never seen you on after that. What is your MSN, maybe you got a new one? We can chat again sometime if you don't mind~

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    Yes back then we occassionally talked to each other in Other Chat, but that's also back in the 2004. I think that we never talked so much, Kayleigh, because you weren't allowed to chat on MSN or something. But seems like maybe you have one now? Well I'm not sure if you have MSN, but you definitely got a xanga. I tried to comment on it before but then I suppose you didn't notice ^^;

    I've made an impact? lol, hopefully not one that tainted your mind and scarred your life for the worse =x Indeed, you're one of the few super cool Christians (and a KH lover!) on the forum too. The world needs more people like you too ;p

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    Thanks for the blessing Teresa ^^; I have no idea how you see me a lot, cause I'm certainly *not active* at all. Guess that maybe someone else other than we-know-who stalks people and hunts people down in the archives using the search function, maybe?

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    What's the buzzard CW? lol. Thanks for the birthday wishes though! Hope that your moderator life is going well. It was not well at all for me when I was a mod. Perhaps it's my own incompetence ^^; Pray that your adventures in PC will be an enjoyable one!



    Thanks again, everyone, especially Lily!! :D
     
    Wow,

    I missed it, yay! =D

    Happy Birthday you Frosty person. *grubles and walks*
     
    Yes back then we occassionally talked to each other in Other Chat, but that's also back in the 2004. I think that we never talked so much, Kayleigh, because you weren't allowed to chat on MSN or something. But seems like maybe you have one now? Well I'm not sure if you have MSN, but you definitely got a xanga. I tried to comment on it before but then I suppose you didn't notice ^^;

    I've made an impact? lol, hopefully not one that tainted your mind and scarred your life for the worse =x Indeed, you're one of the few super cool Christians (and a KH lover!) on the forum too. The world needs more people like you too ;p
    Well, I actually was allowed to chat on MSN... but I sort of dumped it for Yahoo! messenger, instead. XD I liked it much better back then. However, I did make a new MSN screen name, so I can actually use it to talk now! You can add me if you'd like.

    Oh, I know that I saw at least one comment from you on my Xanga, and I did reply to it! :3 I just haven't updated it in a long time because I sorta switched to LiveJournal, and I keep forgetting to.

    Of course not. XD More like just the opposite. And ah, thank you very much!
     
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