Lily
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(Of course I had to be the one to make this~)
Lily says:
better start writing that huge letter now.
<Psh, fine fine... you better get on later> says:
lol, doing it by letter?
<Psh, fine fine... you better get on later> says:
don't rush just leave it
<Psh, fine fine... you better get on later> says:
I'm happy with the thread already ^^
Lily says:
Shut it. ^^
To Frostweaver,
So where do I begin to commemorate your 18th birthday? (Y'know, I lost all my enthusiasm for this. Pointless depression, agreed? Haha. This is the one day I'm going to actually be nice, so pay attention). I was about to write this all down and scan it like I did with Kayleigh's birthday…but you're not that special and it's too time consuming. ;p
Well, let's travel down memory lane, first~ :D I met you as a sad, horribly depressed adolescent struggling with internal stri- no, wait…I'm getting mixed up! I met you as what I considered the best moderator of PC back then, and that wonderfully lengthy PM marathon began the moment you started doubting my age and reviewed one of my stories. I stayed up so late, that night. This was in 2004 of September! And then you started to deteriorate and become incredibly sad, naturally, and became a member again. I suppose…I can *finally* understand why you were that sad, but being only twelve and relatively new to PC, I admittedly had no idea what was going on at that time. I wish I could've helped you better. o_o Honestly, I do! It isn't normal seeing you type poetic, eloquent riddles that confused the heck out of me! Remembering the sorrow itself reminds me of my own ignorance, and it's frustrating. I wish I can insert my 2006 brain in my 2004 one..
Still, 2004 is probably the fondest year I'll remember. Everything seemed so innocent~
Around October, the time I was modded, you claimed you were leaving! I distinctly remember this, and yet you didn't…wait, you did. Hmm. I'm getting mixed up, again. You left, but you came back early in October. Alright, I'm old; my memory isn't that great, deal with it. >P I think we started chatting, then? With all the tree biting and bed gnawing…sigh. This is harder than I thought it'd be. I remember so many things but I can word so little.
Through you I met 22sa and delved myself in things I probably shouldn't have known (plus, I have like, a bajillion solid blackmail material~) We paired, and you are, perhaps, the most influential one I've ever had! You've always been faithful, and though I'm well aware of the past mistakes, so as long as you don't give up and persevere, I'm more than satisfied. I don't regret having unpaired; in fact, I don't think we should've in the first place. It was all a matter of pure coincidences, nothing more. Your feelings are all fake! The world is a lie! *drowns* No, I'm kidding. I'm getting off track. I'm so tired and I wanna sleep, but you're probably not going to be on much tomorrow. ;_; Parties are overrated.
2005…nothing new. This was perhaps the most boring time I spent on PC. Granted, we had all those weird, freakish MSN conversations, and I gradually began learning more and more, and you likewise. This was also my most depressing year. I remember waiting until you came on so I could vent off of you. I think this was the year we unpaired. Is it? If it was, then wow. It doesn't seem like much long ago. I mean, considering the fact it's already November 2006…or am I getting mixed up, again? If you manage to understand the bulk of this letter, then I highly commend you. I doubt anyone can. I remember this was the year Niko made your birthday thread. .____.; I accidentally thought it was on Nov. 7th, you see.
Perhaps…the most distressing thing about this year was 22sa's disappearance. I know I repeatedly messaged you, asking for news of him nearly everyday. XD; *hopeless* (Oh, wow, I'm super tired, and it's *only* 11:20 PM! So…very…tired. Come to think of it, 11/20 is my birthday….:x). I can't think of anything for this year! Argh! And to think, it's already November. In a little while it'll be 2007, and yet I can't think of a single thing..? ~lol. How pathetic. (Except for the fact 22sa came back 10/31, but this wouldn't concern you, would it? =x)
Hm. What more is to say? Your super cool birthday present is still under the works, but it should be done by tomorrow, if you come online, that is. :x I say no more! Just don't be *too* hopeful. Seriously. It's not what you think.
Tee. PC harbors so many memories for us. I can't believe I've come to love for what it is. Is this irrational of me to say? I hope not. I must really be tired, however. I can't stop being sad for no reason whatsoever. Normally this would be the time where I'd thank you for all those years being patient with me, listening to me, being the only one I could count on, and for accepting me for who I am today. Normally I'd thank you for being such a good Christian, for praying for me, for wishing the best for me, for helping me, and most importantly, for helping me finish multiple essays during the school year at the dead of night..
But I'm too tired.
You know what I noticed? Ever since 2004, not once have I seen you truly let down. Is it God who's helping you, or are you finally growing up? :D Whatever it is, I'm grateful that we got to be friends. I'm grateful you were the one who reviewed my story that day. I'm also grateful for human companionship. Unsurprisingly, you still rank high with my stored archives. Continue being that super cool Christian and geek, and always remain someone I can talk to and look up to. At this point, I don't care if no one reads this, so as long as you do. Am I talking too much? Am I digressing? I don't think so…
I hope. I pray. I think.
I really have to stop posting these kind of things. I'm tired of covering everything up with an 'XD' or...'^_^.' Oh! And tildes~ Tildes...tildes...tildes...(I ate three Reese's peanut butter cups, and it felt disgustingly good).
I suck.
Happy Birthday, Frosty. <3
~Lily
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." ♥
-Proverbs 3:5~6
Lily says:
better start writing that huge letter now.
<Psh, fine fine... you better get on later> says:
lol, doing it by letter?
<Psh, fine fine... you better get on later> says:
don't rush just leave it
<Psh, fine fine... you better get on later> says:
I'm happy with the thread already ^^
Lily says:
Shut it. ^^
To Frostweaver,
So where do I begin to commemorate your 18th birthday? (Y'know, I lost all my enthusiasm for this. Pointless depression, agreed? Haha. This is the one day I'm going to actually be nice, so pay attention). I was about to write this all down and scan it like I did with Kayleigh's birthday…but you're not that special and it's too time consuming. ;p
Well, let's travel down memory lane, first~ :D I met you as a sad, horribly depressed adolescent struggling with internal stri- no, wait…I'm getting mixed up! I met you as what I considered the best moderator of PC back then, and that wonderfully lengthy PM marathon began the moment you started doubting my age and reviewed one of my stories. I stayed up so late, that night. This was in 2004 of September! And then you started to deteriorate and become incredibly sad, naturally, and became a member again. I suppose…I can *finally* understand why you were that sad, but being only twelve and relatively new to PC, I admittedly had no idea what was going on at that time. I wish I could've helped you better. o_o Honestly, I do! It isn't normal seeing you type poetic, eloquent riddles that confused the heck out of me! Remembering the sorrow itself reminds me of my own ignorance, and it's frustrating. I wish I can insert my 2006 brain in my 2004 one..
Still, 2004 is probably the fondest year I'll remember. Everything seemed so innocent~
Around October, the time I was modded, you claimed you were leaving! I distinctly remember this, and yet you didn't…wait, you did. Hmm. I'm getting mixed up, again. You left, but you came back early in October. Alright, I'm old; my memory isn't that great, deal with it. >P I think we started chatting, then? With all the tree biting and bed gnawing…sigh. This is harder than I thought it'd be. I remember so many things but I can word so little.
Through you I met 22sa and delved myself in things I probably shouldn't have known (plus, I have like, a bajillion solid blackmail material~) We paired, and you are, perhaps, the most influential one I've ever had! You've always been faithful, and though I'm well aware of the past mistakes, so as long as you don't give up and persevere, I'm more than satisfied. I don't regret having unpaired; in fact, I don't think we should've in the first place. It was all a matter of pure coincidences, nothing more. Your feelings are all fake! The world is a lie! *drowns* No, I'm kidding. I'm getting off track. I'm so tired and I wanna sleep, but you're probably not going to be on much tomorrow. ;_; Parties are overrated.
2005…nothing new. This was perhaps the most boring time I spent on PC. Granted, we had all those weird, freakish MSN conversations, and I gradually began learning more and more, and you likewise. This was also my most depressing year. I remember waiting until you came on so I could vent off of you. I think this was the year we unpaired. Is it? If it was, then wow. It doesn't seem like much long ago. I mean, considering the fact it's already November 2006…or am I getting mixed up, again? If you manage to understand the bulk of this letter, then I highly commend you. I doubt anyone can. I remember this was the year Niko made your birthday thread. .____.; I accidentally thought it was on Nov. 7th, you see.
Perhaps…the most distressing thing about this year was 22sa's disappearance. I know I repeatedly messaged you, asking for news of him nearly everyday. XD; *hopeless* (Oh, wow, I'm super tired, and it's *only* 11:20 PM! So…very…tired. Come to think of it, 11/20 is my birthday….:x). I can't think of anything for this year! Argh! And to think, it's already November. In a little while it'll be 2007, and yet I can't think of a single thing..? ~lol. How pathetic. (Except for the fact 22sa came back 10/31, but this wouldn't concern you, would it? =x)
Hm. What more is to say? Your super cool birthday present is still under the works, but it should be done by tomorrow, if you come online, that is. :x I say no more! Just don't be *too* hopeful. Seriously. It's not what you think.
Tee. PC harbors so many memories for us. I can't believe I've come to love for what it is. Is this irrational of me to say? I hope not. I must really be tired, however. I can't stop being sad for no reason whatsoever. Normally this would be the time where I'd thank you for all those years being patient with me, listening to me, being the only one I could count on, and for accepting me for who I am today. Normally I'd thank you for being such a good Christian, for praying for me, for wishing the best for me, for helping me, and most importantly, for helping me finish multiple essays during the school year at the dead of night..
But I'm too tired.
You know what I noticed? Ever since 2004, not once have I seen you truly let down. Is it God who's helping you, or are you finally growing up? :D Whatever it is, I'm grateful that we got to be friends. I'm grateful you were the one who reviewed my story that day. I'm also grateful for human companionship. Unsurprisingly, you still rank high with my stored archives. Continue being that super cool Christian and geek, and always remain someone I can talk to and look up to. At this point, I don't care if no one reads this, so as long as you do. Am I talking too much? Am I digressing? I don't think so…
I hope. I pray. I think.
I really have to stop posting these kind of things. I'm tired of covering everything up with an 'XD' or...'^_^.' Oh! And tildes~ Tildes...tildes...tildes...(I ate three Reese's peanut butter cups, and it felt disgustingly good).
I suck.
Happy Birthday, Frosty. <3
~Lily
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." ♥
-Proverbs 3:5~6