Well... Yes. I've posted some in my old Xanga.... Here's one :
Grape (ecargnmyst) said in a comment: ..;_;..=/....i thot i was ur BEST frend...no? but u sed "one of my friends that I haven??t seen for 2 years is coming to Taiwan to visit me~!" ....r we not BEST fwends anymoreee??....what happen with beast ferednds 4ever?? =( *sobs*
i am feel very sad...we r not close anymore..i stil think u r my best-est fwend...but it look like u found a new best frend? we use to do EVRYTHINn togeter. remembver? now, u r in ur own world and i am in my own world?!? u talk about stuff i dont kno. u r so different. y did u hav t o mooveee?!?!?! u stoopid STOOPID GIRL! i HATE this. we r so far apart now! and now ur not even MOVING to the NY...to CALIFORNIIAA!!!!!! *angry* grrrARGH so mad...r we THAT far apart??? .....rn we still even best fweenndsss....?!!??! *sob*sobobob*
i feel so confuded...O.o i am goin to cry...i dont even kno u anymore...the frendship we shared...was long ago...like it never happend...*tears*
im not spesho anymore....feel so unspesho..nooo...
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I always think of you as my best friend, but I typed it like that was because I was kinda worried that do you still think me as my best friend? ;_; Well know you do, I can let out a sigh of relief. ^_^
It's not that *I* like to move, my mom made me. I often wonder here, why am I so unlucky?! When I first moved here, I can't understand/read a *bit* of Chinese. I got 10s and 20s in tests... Can you guys imagine how that felt? T_T And also another reason that I moved was because of my Father. I can tell, when they talk to each other... The silence, my mom's face... the time when my father isn't home... *cough cough*
And my mom doesn't want to move back to New York City... She doesn't want to face my Dad... *sigh* I miss NYC... Very, Very, very, very, very MUCH! ;__;
When I saw your reply, it made me feel...so...down. ;_; My mom said that your mom wants to move to California, or Taiwan...as for why not, I don't know.
Here's another :
Written on: 2003/7/30 Time: 9:21 AM place: school.
Today there was a Chemistry quiz, and I got a 20, which meant I got 4 right out of 19. And my friend just?like sorta got angry with me. She was like, Friend: (Gets back her quiz paper) ?Whee! Lookie me! I got a 65!
Me: (joking) ?And you?re just saying that because I got a 20?!?
Friend: (a little angry) ?Well, it?s your own fault that you got a 20! Who told you not to memorize it before?!?
Me: (Thinking, Well, who?s fault was it before?! Who kept talking to me during class?! Well, it?s you that goes to a Cram school, not me! Just like our teacher said, ?It?s better to listen in class then to study it again when you get home.? And think about yourself! If I told you to ?Shut up? during class, you?ll sulk won?t you?! Well, I had enough with your attitude and I?m glad that I?m moving!) [But instead of saying it out, and getting into a fight, I decided to say something else.] ?I really don?t care?just as long I?m happy?? (tries to smile)
Friend: ?Well, if you keep acting like this, then you?ll still get a 20 when you move to the US!?
Me: ?The decision to be happy of to be depressed is on my hands. Why fell depressed when you can feel happy??
*later*
It seems like she got over it?that?s strange?really, really, strange?I?m confused. O.O
And here's another... :
Recentlly, I've got friend problems. You see, I have this friend called Flora. She is nice, friendly, yah...but what I hate is her TEMPER!!! *ANGRY* You have to look at her face if you want to live peacefully. And she also makes comments about me sometimes...But when I say like...her temper needs controling...you know what she does?! She says, "So what? I can't help it, that's just the way I am." Me, "Okay..." But if I say that to her, she'll probally bring her anger out at ME~! >"< Okay...WHAT DID I DO TO ANGER HER?!!! D*** IT. *inhales...exhales...* Okay...So I've been thinking if she really doesn't like me that much...Maybe I won't be friends with her anymore...just classmates. Why is our friendship so hard? Why be so unhappy? If ending this friend ship makes me happier, then I'll do it...