Irrational fears.

Fear of judgment, of ridicule, of disdain, of being alone, of being hated, of being insignificant, of not bearing a legacy, of not finding love, of doing something stupid, of forgetting something crucial, of losing the things that matter... fear of falling apart...

these things plague me each and every day.
 
Ovens. Not in a way that I can't go near them, but it's more of getting burned. This is because of a slight bad experience I had as a child though. It's also the main reason i refuse to cook on the stove.

Also, spiders. I get so creeped out by them that seeing one nearly brings me to tears until I force my dad to kill it. Then, it's hard for me to go back into that room it was in, even though I know it's dead and gone.

Hospitals is another thing. They don't seem to understand that just because I can talk, doesn't make me any less autistic at all. If I'm sobbing and screaming bloody fucking murder because of an IV you plan on putting into me, you better realize that I clearly have special needs. >____>
 
I'd say most of my fears are rational but I'm a bit of a germaphobe if that counts.
 
For as long as I can remember birds and butterflies have been my weakness. I wish that weren't the case. Both are nonsensical, especially the latter.

I dunno. The unpredictable movements or something.
 
Inanimate objects underwater. I always use a traffic light as my go-to example, even though it's not something I've ever encountered. But yeah I definitely wouldn't be the first to investigate a shipwreck.
 
TRIFORCE89 said:
For as long as I can remember birds and butterflies have been my weakness. I wish that weren't the case. Both are nonsensical, especially the latter.

I dunno. The unpredictable movements or something.
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That`s the reason I fear any sort of insect, everything from the minuscule ones to butterflies to spiders, especially spiders. Literally takes 10 minutes to buff myself up like in a video game to squish those buggers; gotta make sure they`re at the optimal height and position to kill them in one attempt otherwise I`ll be screaming my lungs out climbing to the nearest object and trying not to cry.
 
I have this fear that whenever I'm in tall building, I have this sensation that the building is going to collapse under me. Or whenever I'm near the railings I'll be sure to picture of me falling down and going kersplat, and I tend to hug the inner side that way. Or whenever I'm on an escalator 2-3 floors above ground, so from ground level to first floor it's still okay, but any higher and I'm hugging the side closest to solid landing. Or whenever I'm in an elevator with a view, I can always picture that it'll suddenly break or fall or get stuck when we're at a tall floor.

tl;dr I have acrophobia.
 
I'm scared of whatever where I can't see the bottom even at like the beach where I know there aren't any giant sea monsters but I get all panicky in water anyway.
 
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needles man. it's more so the anticipation than the shot itself. last shot i had was two months ago.. my mom jokingly offered me her hand to hold. i held that shit and regret nothing
 
I have a fear that there's a camera behind every mirror. I have no clue where I got this idea, or how it developed, but my mind likes to take things and run with it, so that's probably why.
 
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