Torn Between Two

[FaerieEsqueThing]

Have you ever had one of those days, after being pretty much being torn apart by someone you love, and can't stop loving...you look through what they said and now say...how betrayed you feel? How your world is a massive rain cloud? And you go through your inbox deleting spam but can't that one thing off your mind; he wants to delete YOU. Even though you've moved on, you still think about all the times you had together and the promises he broke? Uh-oh, ranting...>>



The gray skies open up again
The rain starts to fall
Simple drops of water
Fall into my empty eyes
It blinds me from who I am
Though I know who I must choose
I am still thinking of him

I look into the puddle
Like a mirror
My image is blurred
And caught in ripples
I can't remember who I was
I'm just a nameless shadow
Though only one still loves me
Which of them do I love?

Which of these two really complete me
Who will stop the bleeding
I begin to shiver
And start to cry
Though I still love one
I still care for the other

Who will pick me up
When I am weak
Who can save me from the dark
And forgive all my sins
Who can break the ice
Binding me from him?
Who can love not just my outer self
But the darkness inside as well?

He promised he would stay with me
He promised he would be true
After all the times he said he loved me
I'm left blue
Thunder shakes the world
I have no where to go
Just the sound of my own voice
and the simple sound of my piano

My heart beats with the rythym of the rain
I can't believe I was so blind
Because you were there
All along

He promised he would stay with me
He promised he would be true
After all the times he said he loved me
I'm torn between two