Crying on The Inside

Falling from Heaven was easy.

But life on Earth isn't.

My Love is in a world I cannot go.

I am crying on the inside.


The world around me is dark and cold.

I lay there wondering if it is worth it.

To give up internal life to be with him.

I am crying on the inside.


I want to hold him close.

To hear his soft voice once again.

To feel his warm body next to mine.

I am crying on the inside.


I hurt

I bleed...

And I care...

I am crying on the inside.


But when is this all goanna end?

When will I ever be good enough to be with him?

When with nightmare end?

I am crying on the inside.


I just want to be with him.

Is that too hard to ask for?

I miss him dearly, and I never wanted to let him go.

I am crying on the inside.


I cry for friends.

I cry for my family.

I cry for my loved one.

I am still crying on the inside..​