Turning 30...

Well, it's now June and I'm not looking forward to the month. I'm going to hit a milestone in a person's life in less than 3 weeks. With each passing day, I get more depressed about it. Why is that? Simple. I really haven't achieved much in life. People who are 10 years younger have achieved more in their lives than I have.

I really only have myself to blame and my only reason is because I was bullied so badly growing up, it destroyed whatever self-esteem I had, which you need in life if you want to succeed. After my Dad died in September 2009, I just gave up on trying to improve myself. A death in your family can affect you in many ways.

If any of you think I'm just crying for attention... maybe.

I'm not looking forward to the 17th.

All I can say (being one of those people who are ten years younger than you) is that it's never too late. You're only thirty, you're far from dead yet.

You have the same birthday as my brother-in-law! lol

Anyways, like Raichu said, it's not too late to give up on what you want to achieve in. Many people around your age are still looking for things to improve. You can too. You're still "young". When you have the chance, go for it.