Aquacorde
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You ever feel like... no matter what you do, you're going to fail?
I've deleted literally all of my blog posts! What a relief.
Hello! I'm Anna! Other names include Aquacorde, Aurea, EternallyAnna, Anna Skye, and I guess Savannah. I love PokéAni and Ace Attorney in all forms and I read fanfiction because it's a joyous gift! I think out loud and overshare and type the way I speak- in trains of thought that tend to end up being irrelevant.
I have fairly debilitating anxiety, which is a problem. I've been on mood stabilizers for like two years? They help; I don't cry all the time or lash out so much or have really severe mood swings when I'm on them. But I also have zero motivation or creativity or interest in really doing anything. I don't know what to do about that. What's the point of living if it's not enjoyable?
I do art sometimes but I'm not any good at it. I got a Surface Pro 4 so I could use it for digital art but you know. Not any good and also completely technologically illiterate. So that was an a+ decision. Especially when, as stated, I have to be on mood stabilizers to function with regular people but have to give up things like passion and drive.
I dunno. I don't know what to do with myself at all ever. So there's that.
- Shane, Stardew Valley
I've deleted literally all of my blog posts! What a relief.
Hello! I'm Anna! Other names include Aquacorde, Aurea, EternallyAnna, Anna Skye, and I guess Savannah. I love PokéAni and Ace Attorney in all forms and I read fanfiction because it's a joyous gift! I think out loud and overshare and type the way I speak- in trains of thought that tend to end up being irrelevant.
I have fairly debilitating anxiety, which is a problem. I've been on mood stabilizers for like two years? They help; I don't cry all the time or lash out so much or have really severe mood swings when I'm on them. But I also have zero motivation or creativity or interest in really doing anything. I don't know what to do about that. What's the point of living if it's not enjoyable?
I do art sometimes but I'm not any good at it. I got a Surface Pro 4 so I could use it for digital art but you know. Not any good and also completely technologically illiterate. So that was an a+ decision. Especially when, as stated, I have to be on mood stabilizers to function with regular people but have to give up things like passion and drive.
I dunno. I don't know what to do with myself at all ever. So there's that.