Palamon
Silence is Purple
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- 15
- Years
- Age 27
- he/him
- Snezhnaya, Teyvat.
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Do you ever just feel super unmotivated to do... anything?
Welp, that's been me recently. Guess you could say... I've been in a funk. Good things are happening, yeah, I guess. I got a proofreading project gig that I'll be doing every Thursday, and being tasked to start a bank account, etcetera. Apart from a few mishaps at work (slight sexual harassment, that's been taken care of, good thing I'm good at ignoring people), and a ton of pressure being thrown around on me, things are going fine.
Well, probably.
My health is getting worse. But I've gotten... good at pretending I'm fine, so I don't even waste my time worrying about it anymore.
I always tell myself I don't deserve a break/I'm not entitled to any. I mean, it's not like it's an actual job; I'm not getting paid. It's just a work program. So, asking for a day off seems. undeserved of me. I'll just keep going every day until I get a REAL job. What use am I, anyway, if I can't do what I'm supposed to, right?
I abstain to talk about gender issues, as those have finally calmed down, tbh.
Anyway.
TL;DR,
Kory is freaking tired. They need a nap.
Welp, that's been me recently. Guess you could say... I've been in a funk. Good things are happening, yeah, I guess. I got a proofreading project gig that I'll be doing every Thursday, and being tasked to start a bank account, etcetera. Apart from a few mishaps at work (slight sexual harassment, that's been taken care of, good thing I'm good at ignoring people), and a ton of pressure being thrown around on me, things are going fine.
Well, probably.
My health is getting worse. But I've gotten... good at pretending I'm fine, so I don't even waste my time worrying about it anymore.
I always tell myself I don't deserve a break/I'm not entitled to any. I mean, it's not like it's an actual job; I'm not getting paid. It's just a work program. So, asking for a day off seems. undeserved of me. I'll just keep going every day until I get a REAL job. What use am I, anyway, if I can't do what I'm supposed to, right?
I abstain to talk about gender issues, as those have finally calmed down, tbh.
Anyway.
TL;DR,
Kory is freaking tired. They need a nap.