Ahh~

As of late my life has really come together, and it's made me incredibly happy. I have an abnormally perfect romantic partner who venerates me as something special (which I really like, especially from her), and along with that the ambitions and goals I've set are falling into place. She pacifies my hotheadedness through a logic which I'm open to and I stow away her diffidence with my own natural assertiveness, which together I see as a true harmony. As I've aged my aptitude for the two passions that have stood with me through the years—computer programming and ROM hacking—are coming forth in adolescence, and are beginning to bloom with flowers I'm rather irresolutely proud of even in their infancy. I look at all the things that used to irk me, and think of how irascible I came off to others with every little thing, and in the end don't even ask why in an endeavor of keeping the good I have. I remember how not two months ago I would look at what I have here and now and ask "what would other people think of this?" "Is this sufficient enough? I don't look like an idiot, do I?", and in the wake of my own idiocy I would go so far as to make a fool out of myself in my effort to posture over my mishap, which made it worse. Looking at that bothers me—not the things around me now. Presently I'm content with myself, my environment, and both the things in and out of my control. It's an equilibrium for me, and I love it. :D

>tfw no gf
;_;

I think I sum up about everything what I want to say and express when I'm just going to utter

<3