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I owe people an apology. I really do. Previous entry was definitely stupid and immature on my part. And the damage is done. I can't do anything about it now. The fact that my entry could make people, besides the ones it was actually aimed at, doubt their own posting style never occurred to me. But that's only one of the several things that were wrong with it. And as a user rightfully said, in retrospective, "0/10 worst blog in the universe" was something befitting of it, in a way.
I'm really, really sorry, everybody. I can't express how ashamed I am for what I did. I can say things to defend my decision of posting a public entry detailing my dislike for some people all I want by saying how all my previous attempts at trying to sort out my differences with users personally ended with either a "Coolstory, bro" or a "Flock off, kid", or how Pokécommunity is pretty much my only outlet where I can vent my frustration since I don't really go to any site apart from PC anymore. But that won't change the fact that I didn't think of the effects it might have on other members. Or on the people it was actually directed at. I didn't really feel the need to do that. At that point of time, all I cared was about somehow venting all my frustration (which was helped by the fact that I was in a particularly foul mood back then) wherever I can. But, as Razor Leaf pointed out, no-one's a psychic. The entry probably brushed a lot of people off the wrong way. People probably thought I was talking about them.
And that is just..god, I really did something messed up. Hurting people's feeling wasn't my aim but I let my foul mood get the better of me and wrote some really stupid stuff in there. All I wanted to do was make them aware that there are a few people who are bothered by their attitude. If they change themselves a bit maybe a little more people, apart from the ones that already do, might like them? Though that is a little stupid considering a person wouldn't normally change himself for another person who they don't know a damn thing about, but yeah. That's what I intended to post when I began writing but ended up insulting them.
Some people might also have interpreted it in a way I never thought could be done back then. While going through the replies (god, they make so much sense now than back then), I came across this:
So yes, I'm really sorry. I don't think I can control who I like or dislike but I sure as hell am gonna work on changing myself so that I'm not bothered by all the stuff that bothered me before. I have faults as a human being and I must accept them. Instead of trying to find fault in others, I'm gonna work on trying to correct myself first. So yeah, definitely a big screw up on my part. I should've known better to do than what I did. Again, I'm really sorry.
I'm really, really sorry, everybody. I can't express how ashamed I am for what I did. I can say things to defend my decision of posting a public entry detailing my dislike for some people all I want by saying how all my previous attempts at trying to sort out my differences with users personally ended with either a "Coolstory, bro" or a "Flock off, kid", or how Pokécommunity is pretty much my only outlet where I can vent my frustration since I don't really go to any site apart from PC anymore. But that won't change the fact that I didn't think of the effects it might have on other members. Or on the people it was actually directed at. I didn't really feel the need to do that. At that point of time, all I cared was about somehow venting all my frustration (which was helped by the fact that I was in a particularly foul mood back then) wherever I can. But, as Razor Leaf pointed out, no-one's a psychic. The entry probably brushed a lot of people off the wrong way. People probably thought I was talking about them.
And that is just..god, I really did something messed up. Hurting people's feeling wasn't my aim but I let my foul mood get the better of me and wrote some really stupid stuff in there. All I wanted to do was make them aware that there are a few people who are bothered by their attitude. If they change themselves a bit maybe a little more people, apart from the ones that already do, might like them? Though that is a little stupid considering a person wouldn't normally change himself for another person who they don't know a damn thing about, but yeah. That's what I intended to post when I began writing but ended up insulting them.
Some people might also have interpreted it in a way I never thought could be done back then. While going through the replies (god, they make so much sense now than back then), I came across this:
It wasn't really supposed to be a lesson. Like I stated above, the fact that they become aware that their attitude bother some people to a certain degree is all that should've been there to the blog. If they care, alright. If they don't, well, it is out of anybody's hands to do something about it. That's what the post was supposed to be. But yeah, I'm not surprised, when looking back at it right now since all I did in there was spew insults and a few sentences pretty much implied that they should behave as I want them to, that some people thought that's what I was trying to do.
So yes, I'm really sorry. I don't think I can control who I like or dislike but I sure as hell am gonna work on changing myself so that I'm not bothered by all the stuff that bothered me before. I have faults as a human being and I must accept them. Instead of trying to find fault in others, I'm gonna work on trying to correct myself first. So yeah, definitely a big screw up on my part. I should've known better to do than what I did. Again, I'm really sorry.
