Meganium
[i]memento mori[/i]
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Agh, I've been meaning to do this monthly update thing, but as you can tell, I've been really really really busy and distracted and such. But, ehh, I'n supposed to be in bed by now, because I'm planning to go see some friends of mine in San Diego tomorrow for the day.
So, 2015 is off to a pretty good start, despite...the hangover I got on New Years that allowed me to sleep till dusk. xD I think the consumption of alcohol that month increased so much that I've become no stranger to hangover symptoms. I'm sorry I sound like an alcoholic on a Pokemon forum. I'll try to...minimize. lol. I got another huge one a little over two weeks ago, over a skype call with Zach and Buoysie. To this day I am still trying to wonder how in the fucking hell I ended up on the floor instead of my own bed.
Aside from that, my mom had shoulder surgery two weeks ago. Recovery has become super awesome and lately she has been requiring so much attention, such as cooking, cleaning, all the essentials that she normally does and cannot do for six weeks. Because my dad is mostly at his job, and my little sister has school and cheer practice, I ended up being the main person of the household. I've become the reliable one, which is...not a bad thing, but can also be pretty overwhelming. haha. After three weeks (I guess..this next coming appointment!), she can finally start getting rid of the sling, and move her arm a little more...and very soon she'll begin rehab.
Oh, did I ever mention that I'm going to Houston sometime soon? Because of my mom's surgery getting cancelled one time or two, the trip had to be pushed forward. So as the days I requested off from work got approved (took me exactly a week for my ASM and my SM to approve them uuugh), I came home from work and immediately booked my flight, my hotel, and even rented a car. The family is coming with, so that way they can also get a feel of Texas when they plan to visit me soon. :3
Not many of you guys know this, but February is...kind of a shitty month for me. Too many dark memories are held this month. Most do date back in high school and my first years in college. It'll be a year since my grandmother passed, too. Today I reminisced one moment that left me in depression for a while. It...even hurts me every time I actually try to talk about it, but thinking about it now at this age I was really dumb and stupid. I wasn't thinking straight. But I was 16 at the time, so I lacked capacity. Even Valentines Day is a shitty day for me to remember. I can't listen to most love songs the same way I did before, including Katy Perry's Teenage Dream, which was a song that reminded me of my relationship with my first longtime boyfriend. So, I ask you guys, if I do end up being depressed over a moment I reminisce, don't worry. I ask you to bear with, since I tend to go on these "emotional rollercoaster rides". I try to not beat myself up, but now I'm taking these memories as life lessons as I move on with the present.
BUT OKAY LET'S...not get too bummed about that. February 20 is my mod-versary! Combining my tenure at TWL, I'd be 3 years 1 month. But wow, time flew by quickly! It's been really great so far, and I'm proud to be part of a great staff team.
12:20 am. I planned to get off and go to sleep after I VM'ed, but nope. I wrote this instead. I think Nica would appreciate that. :3 (i miss you gurly btw <3)
So, 2015 is off to a pretty good start, despite...the hangover I got on New Years that allowed me to sleep till dusk. xD I think the consumption of alcohol that month increased so much that I've become no stranger to hangover symptoms. I'm sorry I sound like an alcoholic on a Pokemon forum. I'll try to...minimize. lol. I got another huge one a little over two weeks ago, over a skype call with Zach and Buoysie. To this day I am still trying to wonder how in the fucking hell I ended up on the floor instead of my own bed.
Aside from that, my mom had shoulder surgery two weeks ago. Recovery has become super awesome and lately she has been requiring so much attention, such as cooking, cleaning, all the essentials that she normally does and cannot do for six weeks. Because my dad is mostly at his job, and my little sister has school and cheer practice, I ended up being the main person of the household. I've become the reliable one, which is...not a bad thing, but can also be pretty overwhelming. haha. After three weeks (I guess..this next coming appointment!), she can finally start getting rid of the sling, and move her arm a little more...and very soon she'll begin rehab.
Oh, did I ever mention that I'm going to Houston sometime soon? Because of my mom's surgery getting cancelled one time or two, the trip had to be pushed forward. So as the days I requested off from work got approved (took me exactly a week for my ASM and my SM to approve them uuugh), I came home from work and immediately booked my flight, my hotel, and even rented a car. The family is coming with, so that way they can also get a feel of Texas when they plan to visit me soon. :3
Not many of you guys know this, but February is...kind of a shitty month for me. Too many dark memories are held this month. Most do date back in high school and my first years in college. It'll be a year since my grandmother passed, too. Today I reminisced one moment that left me in depression for a while. It...even hurts me every time I actually try to talk about it, but thinking about it now at this age I was really dumb and stupid. I wasn't thinking straight. But I was 16 at the time, so I lacked capacity. Even Valentines Day is a shitty day for me to remember. I can't listen to most love songs the same way I did before, including Katy Perry's Teenage Dream, which was a song that reminded me of my relationship with my first longtime boyfriend. So, I ask you guys, if I do end up being depressed over a moment I reminisce, don't worry. I ask you to bear with, since I tend to go on these "emotional rollercoaster rides". I try to not beat myself up, but now I'm taking these memories as life lessons as I move on with the present.
BUT OKAY LET'S...not get too bummed about that. February 20 is my mod-versary! Combining my tenure at TWL, I'd be 3 years 1 month. But wow, time flew by quickly! It's been really great so far, and I'm proud to be part of a great staff team.
12:20 am. I planned to get off and go to sleep after I VM'ed, but nope. I wrote this instead. I think Nica would appreciate that. :3 (i miss you gurly btw <3)