Nah, don't worry about me being gone from your life forever. I just needed time to grow up a bit, and with that growing up, I can be an even better friend than I was before.
It's going to be a while before a letter can be sent. Work keeps me busy. (Which is also the reason why I'm not on MSN these days. I can be on by request some nights, though.) So if you just want to drop me a message, I'm on this site every day, so you can leave me a message that way.