I understand the love life part of your VM totally. I've been there and am there myself right now. All those descriptive words definitely fit the feelings of trying to figure that out.
We can be friends, definitely. I didn't need to be asked, since I accept all friends requests, but I do appreciate it.
I'm going to assume that everything's going right after your return. It's good to get a fresh start sometimes, because things might work out better than they did before.