Sopheria

I have, but they're like my parents really. Religious. Where I'm from, there's not really a lot of tolerant people, they're pretty stuck in their ways. Heck, I graduated from a Christian school, all my friends are from there. Sure, they're nice, but they wouldn't support what I am... And if I tell one person, it could spread like wildfire and eventually reach my parents, who are pretty well known around the small town I'm from. So right now, all I have is my therapist irl.

They were the wrong type of people for me to be around anyways. A bunch of perverted guys, all they wanted to do is goof off and talk about 'hot anime girls' (their words, not mine xD) they didn't understand me or what I was going through, but for some reason I thought I had nowhere else to go.

I was really happy when I saw the LGBTS thread here, so at least here there are people who I can identify with better.

I just hope I get some irl support too, because the internet is good and all, but that's not gonna get me what I need :(

I hope it doesn't take too long though... it really wears on my mind.

What I really need is people to talk to for now.. Because on the old forum I went on, I had some people to talk to, but I don't think they really cared, they just wanted me to shut up. It just made me feel like a cast off so I eventually left there.

Well, you mentioned fears. My biggest fear is being stuck like this. Because I'm still living with my family, and I don't really know what I need to do to get what I need. I'm hoping my therapist will have some info for me on Friday, because she knows the director of an LGBT organization near me, but I'm still confused for now :(

I don't really know if I should go on because I want to just tell you everything but last time I brought my problems to a forum I ended up having to leave because everyone got tired of hearing my problems, so before I go on I want to know if it's okay because I don't want that to happen here :(

Yeah. I'm pretty dedicated right now to figuring out how to get it done... but I'm pretty confused still because the internet can never be consistent in what it tells me >.< Google can't solve all my problems, I guess.

Yeah, break ups are no fun, this one hurt me a lot because marriage was mentioned.

I've told myself that a bunch of times, that I'll find someone better.

I think I'm just going to lay off dating until I get everything figured out with transition and stuff.

Cosplaying as Miku is my biggest dream right now, I hope one day I get to do it.

My ex-boyfriend was going to buy me a costume for Christmas but the relationship came to a sudden end before that... sigh :(

I discovered it last August and let's just say I've become a bit of a fangirl xD

The music is catchy and I'm absolutely in love with the character designs.

Vocaloid mainly :3 But I listen to a lot of stuff depending on my mood.

That sounds nice :)

I'm doing... ehhh, I've been better. Just browsing here and listening to music trying to ease my mind.

Hi, how are you? :)

A Metal Gear Solid fan girl!!! I love my nee-san already!! Which ones have you played?!

You won't happen to have consoles would you? *looks expectantly*

Which ones?

Thanks :3

Thanks so much :) That really means a lot to me. Things are kind of tough for me right now because I don't have a lot of freedom from my over controlling parents, but I'm planning on moving out this summer and I have help from my therapist currently...

I'm still really confused on a lot of things... so talking to someone who has gone through it all will be really nice :)

Thank you very much :) I plan on updating it every week or so. It's also good for me to hear from people who have experienced how I feel.. it really helps me get through :)

Thanks for the Flying-type Safari by the way; it allowed me to get some good IV'd Flying-types to pass Egg Moves to Murkrow. That made things there much easier, so I appreciate that. In fact I just hatched a 5 IV Jolly one with Prankster ;D

Into podcasts or any of that stuff? (as you can tell I'm terrible at small talk)

Oh okay. It was a complete shot in the dark anyway haha.