Dear Anonymous,
So because of the events for today, I decided I'd listen to nothing but Kings of Leon. I didn't think one of the first songs to show up on shuffle would be our song. Normally I'd skip it, but you know, I thought why not? It's a special day, and I haven't listened in so long. But of course as soon as I let the song get past where I normally let it, my heart felt so heavy and I was breathless. I forgot how beautiful the song was on its own, but it also filled me with the regrets I have about what I've done, and as soon as the chorus hit, I couldn't help but cry. I don't think I will ever feel better about that. What I did was wrong, and I know it was over a year ago, but it still hurts me that I ever hurt you and lost what seemed like a battle. That's why I never listen to that song. It's just a reminder of where I went wrong. And I'm sorry. Still sorry. Will always be sorry. I love you.
Just so you know I was thinking of you.