pikakitten
You met with a terrible fate
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- Age 25
- Termina, Clock Tower
- Seen Jun 21, 2016
I do have a few,
• Dying in a Tsunami - it's been my #1 Fear for years (since 2004), still traumatized by just seeing on TV or Movies, or real life documentaries (like the ones of Indonesia, Chile, and Japan). Sometimes I get nightmares about them, and wake up sweating, heart-beating fast, and times I can feel tears coming down my eyes, spend an hour in bed before falling asleep.
• Disease Carrying Animals - another of my phobias, not technically see the animal, but the fear of getting stung or bitten and catching the disease
• Pokemon or Cats becoming extinct - I just hope they will outlive me, especially in nightmares, I realized that I don't get any if I sleep with a stuffed animal or Pokemon plushy next to my pillow, I have one on each side of pillow. My regular symptoms (even if the stuffed animal or Pokemon plushy falls from the bed) sweating, loosing sleep, heart-beating fast, and tears coming down my eyes (even if I'm not physically crying)
and some that I'm slowly starting to get over, not so much afraid as before...
• Heights - I remember not wanting to go up a ladder more than the 2nd step, I would be paralyzed with fear, sweating, I almost felt like passing out
• Speaking with new people I have not met before in general, or speaking in a group. I'm slowly starting to become a talker, but slowly I run out of ideas and become more quiet, I'm good in writing.
• Parallel Parking - I was afraid of messing up, damaging other cars, or other drivers making fun of me for taking too long, I think I got over it by now, but still feel the way I described earlier when I think the parking spot is a little too small.
I know I have more but not so bad that they come to mind. xD
If Pokemon went extinct... I would... I don't even know xD
I love cats too so that would be terrible to never see a cute cat and rather a stupid cat meme with terrible grammar so bad it's like a code you have to decipher just to understand it xD
I have a fear of falling. Not heights. If I'm up high but in a large landmass and not near an edge, sure, but a small landmass with me on the edge... *gunshot* xD
I'm getting over this, I've been so shy as a child where I didn't have 1, not 1 friend 'til I was like 4-5 except my sister, I'm really sensitive because of this and other factors, etc
And more xD