Citrinin
Nephrotoxic.
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- Age 27
- New Zealand
- Seen Aug 2, 2010
One thing I know for sure is that I definitely want to get back to writing. What I don't know is exactly how.
I would be willing to bet money that my dilemma is not a new one. Namely, I had a fic, then left for a bit (well, a lot), and now can't really bring myself to pick it up mid-way. So, I can either revamp and restart it, or write something completely fresh.
I still feel enormously attached to my old story. So attached that I don't know how well I could write a fresh story without wanting to bring in elements from my previous one. I also feel that I've learned a lot about my own failings as a writer and could improve it by a revamp. The thought of a story that I had become quite involved with, sitting in the back of my mind as an unfinished piece of work, kind of bugs me. If I recall correctly, I had pumped out 70000 or so words, which is not something that is easy to let go of.
At the same time, I also want to expand my horizons. I have a few plot bunnies running in my head, all potentially things I could develop and then work with. But I keep coming back to the problem of: how can I write a fresh piece honestly and freely with an old one sitting at the back of my mind, begging to be rewritten?
Mainly, I'm looking for a bit of insight. Obviously this is a personal decision, but people constantly amaze me with their ability to provide feedback that can affect such choices. Perhaps I'm just looking for a rational reason to justify the unfinished fire in my belly and affection I have for my first novel. An excuse to go back to familiar territory. In any case, I ask: what would you do, or what have you previously done, in a situation like this?
I would be willing to bet money that my dilemma is not a new one. Namely, I had a fic, then left for a bit (well, a lot), and now can't really bring myself to pick it up mid-way. So, I can either revamp and restart it, or write something completely fresh.
I still feel enormously attached to my old story. So attached that I don't know how well I could write a fresh story without wanting to bring in elements from my previous one. I also feel that I've learned a lot about my own failings as a writer and could improve it by a revamp. The thought of a story that I had become quite involved with, sitting in the back of my mind as an unfinished piece of work, kind of bugs me. If I recall correctly, I had pumped out 70000 or so words, which is not something that is easy to let go of.
At the same time, I also want to expand my horizons. I have a few plot bunnies running in my head, all potentially things I could develop and then work with. But I keep coming back to the problem of: how can I write a fresh piece honestly and freely with an old one sitting at the back of my mind, begging to be rewritten?
Mainly, I'm looking for a bit of insight. Obviously this is a personal decision, but people constantly amaze me with their ability to provide feedback that can affect such choices. Perhaps I'm just looking for a rational reason to justify the unfinished fire in my belly and affection I have for my first novel. An excuse to go back to familiar territory. In any case, I ask: what would you do, or what have you previously done, in a situation like this?