I used to be sadder, more apologetic, and a doormat. Now I'm angrier, more selfish, and in some ways more intolerant. I've taken to redirecting some of my negative feelings for myself and throwing them out into the world. Not exactly a good thing, but it has some benefits.
My habits have unfortunately not changed, though I do more adulting than I've done before, like keeping a job to keep from being poor. It's not an easy thing, but I guess I've gotten more skilled at putting up with it.