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Dear anon,
We haven't talked in a little while.... I just hope that we don't lose touch because I don't want to lose you. I can't even imagine it.
*EDIT* What are the chances that I'd run into you at lunch? Funny how things work... Glad we got to talk today. I hope you are in my life for a long time.
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Dear anon,
Your great the way you are, and you know this. Please don't change
3
Dear anon,
I hope you don't go too far with that guy. I know your smart and I know your not a ****. Just please don't end up doing something you might regret. And I still think of u as my innocent little girl.
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Dear anon,
What does he have that I don't have? Are he and I equals, or am I lesser to you? I just hope that in the future we can maybe be together. I want to still be friends, but its painful. It's tough because it is hard to be around my own best friend. I'm starting to wonder if I am as important to you as I think I am. Well I guess a better way of saying it is I'm starting to wonder if you know I am as important to you as I know I am. Let's be honest, without me you would be lost in this cruel world. If you don't start realizing that you need me, I will just have to leave... then you will figure it out, but of course by then your chance will be gone.
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Dear anon,
Maybe its me who needs to change. All I'm trying to be is loving nice and caring, but maybe that's not your thing. (Although I admit it might make me come off a little weak, but I'm an emotional person)
Wow... this has gotten long. like my 3rd time adding to this, but a lot is going on lately
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Dear anon,
Look I know that what's between us is strictly between us, and I shouldn't worry because nobody else can can change what we are, but at the same time it is painful because I feel like the person I put above everyone else puts me below a lot of others. I want to confront you about this, but I'm sure it would end in a fight. I'm just unsure how much I mean to you. You mean so much to me.... and I'm just unsure when I'll get to my breaking point. Maybe its time to end this... I just hope I don't end regretting it. This is everything that's been on my mind. I've been a mess. Can you do something? Just show me that I mean something to you. Maybe this is me overreacting and being jealous of others that share something similar to what we have. We have something special and I know this. But if you have something "special" with a lot of different people... then that makes it a lot less special. I'm beginning to ramble, but I'm just so distraught... I just don't know what to do. I hope this lasts a long time, but is it worth it? Do other people actually matter when it comes to us? I really hope I am just that I am being pessimistic, and that this is not truth... I'm probably overreacting, but this is killing me....
Are we as much as I think we are?