I'm not even sure. I have racist thoughts from time to time, but I tend to keep itmto myself. I'm black, but it's kinda weird, knowing that there are some people out there like that. I mean, people say all the time, that blacks are mostly thought of when the term "racism" is brought, even though by defintion of racism, its just mainly bad discrimnation, so by that, everyone is equally picked on. My family is subtly racist. By that, they are open to say why "A white person does this" or "Mexicans do that", and it bugs me. Just eariler this week, I had an argument about whether ADHD had anything to do with my brother being "mixed". That is so goddamn annoying, trying to tell them, it makes no ****ing sense. Also because I articulate my sentences and hold myself in a respectable manner, all of a sudden I'm "white", like there is some stipulation and bar that must be set to be "black". *sigh*
I'm not racist, I have racist thoughts and I time-to-time make racist jokes, but not the really bad ones. I have friends from all ethnicities, White-Black-Asian-whatever. I've been picked on from being black, yes, but it never really bothered me. I just want to be me, and not be sterotypically grouped with something because of who I am. Because that's what bugs me.