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Haha, same here ! But I've been doing different things lately to keep me away from PC a little xD

wut no ;o;

Oh, really? O_o I've just been listening to Gotcharocka, browsing twitter on my phone... just the usual stuff. :P One of my friends on twitter, he's in my senpai's band called Colosseum Thesis... put up a new profile picture on twitter... and now I have a bit of a crush on him again because he's kind of hot. DX FML

Seems quite busy! Hopefully today was a better day!
And yes! Quite a few projects but sadly I'm not really allowed to mention :P!
Like River says on Dr. Who.. spoilers!!

Hi. :D I'm so bored and frustrated right now. ;_____; See, I have this inspiration for a story at the moment. I was going to write about a Japanese boy, who knows really good english (like Duckie), and moves to the US to study in America. I want it to be a romance story with the main character being female... but I can't seem to think of a goddamn thing. ;o; Either that or... the Japanese boy could have been born and raised in California or something with two other Japanese friends (they would be similar to Toya and Jun of Gotcharocka). I'm kind of desperate for some ideas. XD

Anyway, what's up with you? :O

Oh no, haha, that's something quite personal so... And that's great ! And hmm? Does it have something to do with drawing? o:

Hi! Been alright, thanks! Ups and downs and work is busy. You?

Life's fantastic atm, I feel better, so it's alright c: what about you?

Yeah... and that's awful. :( Anyway, I have officially drowned out all my previous favorites of PelleK's tweets by favoriting all of Duckie's cute pictures!! :D I'm too lazy to go back unfavorite PelleK's tweets and stuff. DX It hurts me just to even look at him right now. Ugh.

it was because the captain said gotta go fast

or it was because they SLOWED DOWN TRYING TO AVOID IT, whereas they would have MISSED it had they kept pace

or it was because they didn't listen to any of the warnings over the radio

or it was because leonardo dicaprio and the other girl fell in love and DIED

The chances of successfully navigating this asteroid field are approximately 9,273 to 1!

Eh... I got over it. Some months or so after, I ran into my other ex. We dated before I met up with those fakes, but we broke up during the time we were both friends with them. Shit hit the fan and they kicked him from the circle. I didn't think I'd ever see him again. Well anyway, some months after my break up with the fake, I met up with my other ex-boyfriend. It happened because a voice actor had either replied to him or retweeted something of his... can't remember. Anyway, I was terrified at first but at the same time I knew it meant something. So, I confronted him. Soon after, him and I were dating again like we were before the fakes came into the picture. I've been dating him for over a year now, and I know we are a perfect match. He's a fanboy, and I'm a fangirl... so it all works out. XD

So yeah. I do have an amazing life right now. It's just... that huge impact with PelleK really took something from me. D:

I keep jumping between Duckie and Jun. The only reason I had Duckie up was because I was crying again last night. I just really wanted to see his adorable face and his cute smile. So... yeah. To be honest, all three of them cheer me up. It's not Jun or Duckie. I promised myself I wouldn't bring this up but... right now I couldn't give a fuck at the moment.

Oh... yeah. That happened to a gif I wanted to use of Duckie I think. It was a really cute gif of him too. TT___TT Anyway, I changed my theme. \o/ I love all three of my boys, so I have a hard time sticking with just one. D: It's never happened to me before. I've never been obsessed over three people before. XD

Yeah. I think I will change my avatar to Jun... just gotta find the right picture. I really want one of him with no make up, but I also want one that's recent... meh. I can't find the one I have of him eating an ice cream cone. ><

Oh, it's not. I try not to rely on them too much. I mean, it actually does depend one what you think is unhealthy. Like, I see them as human beings, not gods. I love them for who they are... regardless of their flaws. Jun, especially. He's such a lovable sweetheart. See, he doesn't have perfect teeth. So, a lot of his fans or non-fans were making fun of him for it on a video of his PV Flavor. Well, it made me really mad because I totally felt for him. I had bad teeth once, and I hated it. I couldn't stand smiling and showing them because they were so awful. Jun hardly ever shows his teeth much either. I can't blame him for that. His teeth are more in the sense that they aren't straight and look crooked... but you know what? I think it's fucking adorable! Jun is an amazing person. He's sweet, dorky, funny and always makes me laugh as well. I could talk about him forever because I really adore him.

Most fangirls see these guys as absolute gods. I see them for what they really are. I actually think they are hotter without all their stage make up too. I listen to them 24/7 because I just can't stop. If I do, then I feel really anxious all over again. D:

I don't want to say it's unhealthy either though. I mean, they are making me happy. Plus, this is a crucial moment when I feel like I just really need them right now, you know?

Well, I'm not going that far. I love my gotcharocka boys. <3 However, Kura made a good point in my blog entry on here. I can't remember the woulds she said but yeah... she has a point. I think relying on something to happy is good. I mean, I mean your boyfriend makes you happy, doesn't he? It's not relying on him to make you happy. I'm not really relying on Gotcharocka ether. They're doing that on their own (not that they know they are. lol).

omg sorry. I think I fell asleep!

Yeah, it definetely does ! It seems soft, too, which is something I really like ! :)

No... I'd rather just not rely on heroes anymore. I think it's for the best. *shrug* I just think he'd find it silly that I got upset over a stupid favorite. Thing is, I think it had a lot to do with my avatar on Twitter. At the time I replied to his status, it was Jun from Gotcharocka. Before, it was a picture I had of me. When it was a picture of me... he gave me lots of attention. After I changed it, it's almost like stopped caring after just that one incident. I know PelleK. Whenever he goes on a favorite spree, he never hesitates to favorite a tweet of mine on his status. Not even once since he's done his favoriting sprees has he EVER not favorited my reply. I'm not fond of using my real life picture as my photo. I shouldn't have to just for him to pay attention to me, you know?

Well, this stuff is called Visual Kei. <3 And probably not much. After what PelleK did, I'm still feeling somewhat depressed about it. The worst part of it all is what he said to me... his kind words... about a week or two ago... and then suddenly he does this... it broke my heart... I was crying again while listening to Duckie sing a song in Acapella called "I'll always be with you". See, I made a promise to PelleK. I told him that no matter what happened... he would always be my hero. I broke my promise, but can you blame me? D: There is just no plausible reason for him not to like my reply on his twitter status. He ALWAYS likes my posts on his twitter status. ALWAYS. NO MATTER WHAT. I guess this is just someone's way of letting me know that I need to move on. :/

I found about Gotcharocka from my real friend. At first, I wasn't into them because I didn't know them. All I know was that there was one guy who used to be in a band when he was a lot younger. I knew about his other band at the time. Well, I suddenly decided to get into them, and she showed me a PV of Hydrag. I went nuts over the lead singer who I now call Duckie. Later on, I started really adoring the other two and well... it went on from there until I gained a huge fondness for them. >w< They do have Twitter though. Jun updates more than Duckie, and the both update more than Toya does. So... lol.