Caelus

That's like me and ...I can't think of one right now, I'll get back to you on that later.

I don't think even the sons and daughters of Steve Jobs or Bill Gates are the next Steve Jobs or Bill Gates. Oh my gosh, they had you guys moving 1000 pound tired for football practice!?

Movies and television shows mostly. Although, I wouldn't mind doing a Broadway play once in my life. Broadway is a lot more challenging I think. That is a universal drive, but a good one.

Everyone can be creative if they tap into that side of them.

I wouldn't mind going to a gym, but I'd have to go with friends or something. Going by myself would just lead to me freaking out. I'm already very uncomfortable with myself, and being around strangers would make me even more uncomfortable. I'm having a hard time trying to get over my anxiety, since I never really leave my house. :(

I think once I start getting things together for myself, I'll be able to do things I usually never would do because of mu lack of motivation. I just need to find the motivation to get said things together.

That's great to hear though! Sounds like you're doing well for yourself. :) I guess taking things slowly is the best way to deal with some stuff, huh?

A personal trainer could be helpful. I'm inside all the time, and I eat a lot, so I'm going to eventually gain a ton of weight, which I don't really want to happen. :c I did try to eat healthier and not eat any junk food and such...but, that didn't work out that well. :x

First things first, though: job. And school. ;o

For me being around people, it's more of an in general sort of thing rather than gender-specific. :I Sometimes I can talk to people okay; usually if it's just one person. If it's more than one, it'll take some time for me to get used to them first (but that depends on if I ever see them again or not).

That's actually a really cool goal to go for! I wish you luck with that, especially with the ladies. ;P I can understand being nervous to befriend a girl at the gym, since, like you said, they'd think you were hitting on them. But maybe you could try to approach them in a way that doesn't seem so...masculine? Um, I guess, be confident, but not over-confident? Haha, sorry, I'm terrible at helping people... And wording things... .____. The best and most obvious answer would be to be yourself!

That makes sense. And as for the soccer comparison, definitely. I guess it really does come down to the pitcher how long a game runs.

Oh, I know he's approachable, I watched from a distance not creepy, I swear. I dunno if his sister is ever on anymore. Sucks =/

Whoa, 5,000 in a year? I didn't know that... that's impressive though. o_O

Well, I guess if you've been doing it for so long it's different.

If you build a program that changes the world or makes you a multimillionaire, that's definitely something to talk about!

Acting primarily, and I have no clue as to what else I want to do on the side. Someone said I should do modeling, but I'm too modest for that. Plus, if I pursue acting, that's just part of the job. I want to do something different on the side of acting, something interesting and creative, but I'm not sure what.

Yeah, it is hard. I've tried the shopping center right near my neighborhood several times, but I never hear anything from them. :\ My uncle works there, too, and he's been trying to get me in.

Yep! I graduated in May. I lived in Arizona during most of middle school and all of high school. All of my best and closest friends are out there and I would really rather live out there than here.

I've thought about working out! I'd like to, too, but because of my lack of motivation, I'm afraid that, even if I try, I'll barely stick to it/only do it every now and then. I'm trying to practice drawing and guitar, but I'm having a hard time making sure to do it every single day. .____.

And YES! I have social anxiety, as well. At least, I believe I do. I don't remember ever being diagnosed with it, and it may not be as terrible as I make it sound, but mine is basically the same as yours, but with any stranger. Sometimes I okay with my friends, but I'm usually quiet around them until I loosen up a bit - unless they bring someone I don't know.

Back in the summer, when my mom and I moved into our new apartment out here, I'd take walks around the block everyday while unpacking. One time I decided to go the opposite direction: bad idea! A group of other teenagers were walking my way. I pretended to be on my phone as I passed them; my heart was racing and I kept thinking, "They're gonna jump me, they're gonna jump me, they're gonna jump me..." I walked right past them, nodded to one of them who nodded back as well, and that was it. XD

I tend to make a big deal out of dumb things, haha! :x

I NEED AN ADULT

in soviet russia, you strike meteor!

I like how one Russian politician said the meteor was a US missile test, lol.

MY POST BOX IS BLACK I THINK

God, I really hate to see what baseball looks like in a decade... Cricket? Forget about it.

I never talked to Hiiro much, sadly. Always wanted to, though, he seemed really cool, him and his sister. Michael's awesome, I'm still chatting with him. As for Beachboy, I saw him once only and that was in DCC. :c

-High five!-

Not from anyone. Just think about it for a minute. Using someone's towel to dry your body that they used to dry their body. Bleh!

What got you to realize it wasn't for you?

And yeah I saw a dash cam video where the thing streaks by in broad daylight and shows up brighter than the sun. o___O

Lacrosse players have a tendency to be frat boys and tools (kinda guilty too lol) and such, so... not too far off base there.

Never!

Well, now you know to never use her towel again. The thought of using someone else's towel though grosses me out.

I never knew you wanted to be a computer programmer before. What made you change your mind?

Baseball's not that long. Three hours-ish.

Yeah, it really sucks when the orginials leave. Well, original to us anyway. Still, we're awesome for sticking around for so long. ;D

wait whoops

Long Stick Middie is the proper, non-drug related term lol!

both?!

You could probably run at both - there's also a position called LSD, a midfielder who uses the defensemen's long stick. So basically you play the transition game and you can play shutdown Defense on offensive midfielders. :D

Life goal: Bring lacrosse to the south!

Yep, Midfield! Yeah, defensemen have to stay behind the midfield line unless a midfielder comes back over, 4 players must be on the defensive side at all times.

Well, it's probably not as bad as I make it sound for myself, but I've been having a ton of trouble trying to find a job, I'm not in school currently, and I just have like zero motivation to do anything. .____.

Well that's good to hear! I'm pretty much on "holiday" everyday, but it is NOT as fun as one might think; I literally have nothing to do, except go on my computer. There are things I could do, but I don't because no motivation. :\

It all sounds like one big excuse but it's driving me insane, really. XD;