During the end of my whole, err, scene back then...I was extremely tempted to get involved again. But my friends out here convinced me otherwise. And to be honest, I started feeling happy again. I think what we choose to do with any given situation is what we can blame if it goes bad.
Now don't get me wrong, I didn't quit the internet. I have Skype for a reason. I just chose to do something else instead. Although drowning myself in Steam and TF2 is what I primarily did best time of my life =w=, but it's made me happy. And besides that, I've gone out and done fun stuff with my friends, all the while keeping in touch with my friends here, like you, Shiny Celebi, and helping Silverella with boy troubles whenever she needed it. But that's gonna end more-or-less, since college is just a couple of days away. ;_;
My point is, that even if time healing all wounds doesn't sound right, it's only because you're not using time in the right way. I'm willing to do anything I can to make you happy because with college, there's no doubt i'll be on the computer more than ever, be it play games with you or just a chat, but I don't want to say that, per se. What I'm trying to say is that, like me and my Steam, you need a form of release. Something that makes you happy enough to make you feel like you can punch a police officer in the face, then punch his momma in the face, then kiss the girl in your class that always dresses in mini skirts, then end the day with a cheeseburger and Call of the Wildman on Animal Planet... Or whatever feels good. You know?