This is true :(
Well, I could either:
1. Wait for us to be on MSN at the same time, and teach you 'in person', or
2. Write a 'tutorial' on it, and then you could send any questions you have. I'll basically just show you how to make MIDIs in FL Studio, as when you've got the basics you can do pretty much anything with them :)
The tutorial option is probably better, seeing as we're in different time zones and don't often get on MSN, but I'll let you decide :)